I love you

I love you
I love you more
I love you
I love you near
I love you
I love you  far
I love you
I love you  before
I love you
I love you now
I love you
Days and nights go by
I love you
Sun turns to moon
I love you
I dont think I ever will stop
I love you

I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU
THREE YEARS TOGETHER
I LOVE YOU
SEVEN MONTHS MARRIED
I LOVE YOU
ON SAD DAYS
I LOVE YOU
EVERY MORNING ,NOON AND NIGHT
I LOVE YOU

I'm happy.
I'm sad
I'm glad
I'm mad
Im confused
I'm laughing
I'm lost
I'm found
I'm loved
I'm hated
I'm pain
I'm scars
I'm abuse
I'm beaten
I walk
I sit
I lay
I stand
I cry
I dont
I sleep
I dont
I feel like I have no one
But yet I  do .

I make no ******* sense
I feel things
I know things without knowing anything
I make no ******* sense
I talk an it comes true
I can tell an it comes true
I make no fuckimg sense
I'm loving
I'm caring
I'm not far away
I make no ******* sense
I see things in my dreams
Feels things in my dreams
I make no ******* sense
I write what I feel
I write what I see
I write to be free
Again I make no ******* sense
I'm kind soul
Sweet heart
***** when need be
I dont need a crowd to be free
Smoking trees
Drinking holy water
I make no ******* sense
Alone time
Walking free spirited
Thats is where I'll be
I make no ******* sense.

I'm always Right

I'm never wrong im always right
every time i speak its like i know
days go by and finding out
im never wrong i'm  always right
i speak few listen and wishing that they did
i'm never wrong im always right
tattooed it proudly
days or nights
i 'm never wrong i'm always right

i'm becoming more of a homebody
im becoming more open
i'm becoming more  silent
im becoming more happy
i'm becoming more sad
i'm  becoming more not caring
i'm becoming more watching
for my eyes see more than i speak

I'm here
Not for a long time
I'm here to help
I'm here to see
I'm here to talk
I'm here to love
I'm here to like
I'm here to feel
I'm here to hold
I'm here
But not for long time
I'm here prove
I'm here to hide
I'm here to play
I'm here to fight
I'm here to live
But not a long time

i'm more then my hair
im more than my skin
im more than these lips
im more then these eyes
im more then these hips
i'm more than this body
i'm more than this talk
im more than you know if you could the time to see

i'm only human don't get mad when you ask for my opinion
i'm only human don't get mad when i wander off
i'm only human don't get mad when i make mistakes
i'm only human don't get mad when i walk away
i'm only human don't get mad when i  turn the other way
im only human dont get mad when i say how i feel
im only human dont get mad when i take time
im only human dont get mad when i do something different
im only human dont get mad when i kiss
im only human don't get mad when  i love
im only human dont get mad when i yell
im only human dont get mad when i think
im only human don't get mad when i drink
i'm only human don't get mad when i stop
im only human don't get mad when i had enough
im only human

In a stoner's mind
**** in hand
Pipe on time
Smoking a rise
Laughing all the time
Muchies all around
High as clouds
Dont make a sound
Passing out
Wake up
Bake  up

in my dreams your there
in my dreams you're talking
in my dreams you're laying there
in my dreams your standing there
in my dreams im watching you there
in my dreams im watching you sleep
in my dreams i'm holding you there
in my dreams i think how lucky i am
in my dreams im happy
in my dreams i have no worry
in my dreams i don't wanna wake up
in my dreams i with you there
in my dreams i don't wanna wake up
but in my dreams i do n its back to reality and i wait for night again hoping to have the same dream

inside my head i feel
happy
sad
glad
mad
bad
empty
hurt
tears
pain
lost
gone
scared
fear
fight
time
hope
love
life
death
sleep
awake
thoughts
sometimes i dont like whats inside my head

Inside my head a lot of things are going on why i am alive, why i'm not dead
Why do people ta;l about me like they know me when they dont
Why do i feel depressed
Why do i feel suicidal
Why do i feel lonely and loved so many things run through my head
I'm here for some reason just don't know what it is

International women's day

Spended time apart
when time came became mother
When time came became aunt
When time came became a sister
When time came became grandmother
When time came became work
Whe  time came became loving
When time came became whole
Sometimes its was rough
Sometimes  nothing works out  right
Whe  time came woman took it all day or night
Known as  *******
Known as crazy
Known a ******
But always got the job done
Over time the world became to take that woman are strong a s wonderful
A d the men would be lost worh out them
Smarter
Loving
Caring
Stronger
Queens
Princess
*******
Woman we are

brown eyes  the look you love
Fair skin  tan colour
Long hair  beautiful
Crazy  attitude
Loveable that what i do
Body basic on you
Mouth what i say
lips  you wanna kiss

i try so hard to stay away
i try so hard to walk away  
i try so hard to think a certain way
i try  so hard to make to them see
i try so hard to lay a certain way
i try so hard to not think of what if
i try so hard to just want to be happy
i try so hard to do but i can't your all  i think about
i try so hard to want to be with you
i try so hard to dream of you
i try so hard to run away
i try so hard but i cant
i try so hard but one day i know that it was all dream i made up in my head cause we both know it will never be

i use to feel happy
i use to feel sad
i use to feel altogether
i use to feel  all alone
i use to feel loved
i use to feel lonely
i use to feel here
i use to feel there
i use to feel gone
i use to feel forgotten
i use to feel aloud
i use feel quite
i use to feel safe
i use to feel everything now
i feel nothing

i was born in 1982
i was lonely childhood
i was lonely high school years
i was lonely child
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
i was in loved with the wrong one
i was lonely
i was a mother
i was called names
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
i was in loved again
i was beaten
i was lonely
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
i was happy
i was sad
i was angry
i was happy again
i was sad again
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
i was happy yet again
i was sad so sad again
can't seem to get out of it i just wanna died
i was happy again
i was sader again
i was lost so lost
i was happy happy happy
now im ..........
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982

I write for it brings me peace
I write for it has no time
I write to be happy
I write to he sad
I write to tell
I write an write
I dont need a reason
Its none of business
I keep to myself
I feel no rush
I want it go away
I can pretend so well
I maybe a actress you will never tell
I lie to cover your feeling
I lie to cover your wants and needs
I want to sleep and let it all come out in my dreams.

jealousy ugly word
doesn't know when to stop
make the change
hating for no reason
trying to find away
jealousy ugly word
not my fault
cant hide it
making rude marks
making up lies
jealousy ugly word
stomp off
silences crys
jealousy ugly word
karma got you back
wanting pity where you go
not falling for it
jealousy ugly word

im old
but young
kids i have
but none with me
people lie to over up their *******
lies lies lies
loved ones gone
to soon no time to retry
cry cry cry
have friends but feel alone
have family but feel alone
sad sad sad
been abused
been *****
been lied to my men
depression kicks in
i try to feel alive but i wanna do is died
sleeping all the time wishing time would go by
drink
smoke ****
i use to cut to feel alive
days go without talking
fat
pretty
big thighs
music
movies,
tv
walking
pink
thoughts
afraid of highest
poor
italian
so here why don't you tell them  something they don't know about me

Just
Just like snow I can be cold
Just like the sun I can be hot
Just like the rain I can b tears
Just like the moon I can be dark
Just like the stars I can be bright
Just like the wolf's I protect
Just like the nature I can be loving
Just like days I can stall time
Just like a book I can read you
Just like the people I dont wanna be bother
Just like the children i can be happy
Just like the dead I can be sad
Just like Angel's I can smile
Just like the devil i can cry

Just like snow I can be cold
Just like the sun I can be hot
Just like the rain I can b tears
Just like the moon I can be dark
Just like the stars I can be bright
Just like the wolf's I protect
Just like the nature I can be loving
Just like days I can stall time
Just like a book I can read you
Just like the people I dont wanna be bother
Just like the children i can be happy
Just like the dead I can be sad
Just like Angel's I can smile
Just like the devil i can cry

Just
Just like snow I can be cold
Just like the sun I can be hot
Just like the rain I can b tears
Just like the moon I can be dark
Just like the stars I can be bright
Just like the wolf's I protect
Just like the nature I can be loving
Just like days I can stall time
Just like a book I can read you
Just like the people I dont wanna be bother
Just like the children i can be happy
Just like the dead I can be sad
Just like Angel's I can smile
Just like the devil i can cry

Just like snow I can be cold
Just like the sun I can be hot
Just like the rain I can b tears
Just like the moon I can be dark
Just like the stars I can be bright
Just like the wolf's I protect
Just like the nature I can be loving
Just like days I can stall time
Just like a book I can read you
Just like the people I dont wanna be bother
Just like the children i can be happy
Just like the dead I can be sad
Just like Angel's I can smile
Just like the devil i can cry

Dancing with me not to talk about it
yea true I wont be able use it much
Italian prime time for the first time since the last night of my life
I'm not perfect but I'm still waiting for my own life to be founded
Come up with him I dont need any more then you
Can you tell me what you think
Hell no one around me is a ****
But you know what hurts me
Hide myself away from him
I can trust you
No one know's here
That's so sweet and he said
Around here you can find out how much I love you

even though you weren't mine at Frist
Even though you only with us for couple of months
You came to love me
You came to trust me
Your smart
Your beautiful
Your cute
Your loveable
I know you never met Bella, Furball but you are with them now watching over us
Even though you are not here
You will always Be in our memories never forgotten kenya

Walking alone on dark road
Hearing wind blowing
Hearing silence
Then a car drives by
It stop and a man grabs you
Now what
Your fighting for you life
Your all beaten up
Dont know if your make it
Dont know if he let you  go
Times go by
Days go by
Then you espace
You run and run
You come up to long ***** road
You see a house up a head
Go there for help
Knock on the door
Tell what happens
Hes caught and your free
But are you really
You seek help
Now you  feel like crying and dying
Nightmares from time to time
Family friends near by
Helping you to stay clean
Maybe one day she will be fine.

Be kind you never know if someone lost a friend
Be kind you never know if someone lost a pet
Be kind you never know if someone lost a job
Be kind you never know if someone had a bad day
Take time for yourself
Talk before it before it's words that's never said
Pause but not to long before it becomes a memory
Be sad
Be happy
Be angry
Be frustrated
Be kind you never know if some just lost a friend
Be kind you never know if someone just lost a pet
Be kind you never know if someone just lost a job
Be kind you never know if someone just lost had a bad day
Be kind there's enough hate in the world
Be kind.

A  kiss can say so much
A kiss can  say i love you
A kiss can say i get lost when your around
A kiss  can say i am here
A kiss can say time to move on

K  is for kind soul
I is for innersoul
S is for soul looking for another soul
S is for seeking words to say

Knockin on heavens door
Yes can I help u
Take me away from here I can't do this anymore
I try I try
I feel like I need be here
No u dont ppl love u
Ok well it don't feel like it
Yes they do
Well why don't tell me
Well probably cause they think you know and don't need tell ya
Well they should I need them to
Well tell them
Why should I
Cant I come here so peaceful and quiet here
Cause it's not your time to he here
Well I think it is make room for me
No I can't
Why
Cause I told why
But
No go home
But
There no buts I said go
But I wanna cry
Well cry then it will help
You will see me
Yes I'll be watching
Ok
Please don't forget me
Oh I won't

Just like the leaves you can change into something beautiful
Just like the leaves you can fall to the ground and get lost in the wind
Just like the leaves you can be any color
Just like the leaves you can stay
Just like the leaves you to can get old and *****
Just like the leaves you can be played with
Just like the leaves you can be thrown out and lected alone
Leaves leaves leaves
Beautiful colourful hopeful

The wind blowing is you saying i'm here
The rain is you crying
The sun shining is you saying I am happy
The clouds is you saying I m sad
The flower is you saying i miss you
The birds is you saying hi
The butterflies is you saying I m always here
The trees is you saying you are never alone
The feather is you saying  I was here

LETTER TO MYSELF
Dear Tina, you come along way
Dear Tina, you have grown so much over the years
Dear Tina, you had rough days
Dear Tina, you had rough boyfriends
abused
lying
stealing
cheating
Dear Tina, you let that happen
Dear Tina, you thought that was love
Dear Tina, you shined like a diamond through that
Dear Tina you stood tall
Dear Tina, you could have failed
Dear Tina, you had rough friends
lying
back stabbers
two-face
Dear Tina, you grew from that
Dear Tina, you had rough days and years
kids gone because of lies
people telling lies
people making up stories
people being jealous
people running thier mouths
Dear Tina, you survived
Dear Tina you loved but he died
Dear tina you learned to move on
Dear Tina, you found love again
Dear Tina, you are happy
Dear Tina, you are loved
Dear Tina, you have a happy life
Dear Tina, sometimes life gets you down, but you never gave up even though you wanted to die
you got the help you needed
Dear Tina, I'm proud of you
Dear Tina, you came along way
Dear Tina, you growth so much over the years
Dear Tina, I love you.

LIFE
YOUR BORN
MEET YOUR FAMILY
BECOME FRIENDS
TO HAVE CHILDREN
WORK FOR MONEY
LOVE MARRIAGE
FEEL HEARTACHE
SAD SOMETIMES
ALWAYS HAPPY
STRUGGLE TO HATE
DEATH IN TIME

Life
Born to live
Child to live
Teenager to live
Adult to live
Motherhood to live but gone
Couples to live but not never happen
Beaten an abused looking for love but all I found was a fool
Had one but gone to soon
Friends to live but only found a few
Taken by pain I cried
Take by angry I will rise
Taken by love to survive
Sleeping at night to cry to feel alone I want to died
Happy but sad
Sad but happy
Everyday is a struggle
Time pass by
Lay here wanting for what I cant hide
Talk is cheap but why you lie
Honestly trustworthy I could cry
Why why why
May never know why
Live laugh love is a crime
Age old but people think I lied
Poor but pretty is that a crime
Again though no answers why
Time for sleep so the day can arrive
Bad thoughts try to climb
Good thoughts try to jump high
Come on you must know why
Death....
My story not over with guys.

LIFE
YOUR BORN
MEET YOUR FAMILY
BECOME FRIENDS
TO HAVE CHILDREN
WORK FOR MONEY
LOVE MARRIAGE
FEEL HEARTACE
SAD SOMETIMES
ALWAYS HAPPY
STURGGLE TO HATE
DEATH IN TIME

life
this life is pink walked it, run it
it starts with poetry in mind wake up are for it
full of love and despair
This life is a poetry holding it, talking it
it starts with a word wake up and time it
life is a gamble take it head on and survive
full of money and wasted time
This life a quick standing it, wanting it
it starts though wake and drive it
life is a story take it head on and climb
full of life and groth

listen to the moon
for it knows all your secrets
listen to the moon
for it knows your dreams
listen to the moon
for  it knows your pain
listen to the moon
for it knows how you feel
listen to the moon
for it knows you cried
listen to the moon
for it knows how hide
listen to the moon
for it knows  all your memories
listen to the moon
for it can follow you
listen to the moon
for it understands you
listen to the moon
for it knows how to handle
listen to the moon
for it will never leave you
listen to the moon
for it can do no wrong
listen to the moon
i no it sound so stupid but
listen to the moon

my sweet baby boy
not so small no more
my handsome man
my only boy
my first love of god
my everything
i now your smart
i know your great
i know your happy i couldn't ask for more
when i feeling blue your face is what i see
when  i want to cry i do for you
my baby boy
my handsome man
my only boy

Iam the girl who's there for people
Iam also the girl who faces many things alone
Iam the girl who needs you but there's no one to be found
Iam the girl who wants to talk but no one around
Iam the girl who wants to be free but never could be
Iam the girl who loves to sleep for it only thing that doesn't leave
Iam the girl who wants to break free from this world
Iam the girl who demons are in her closet
Iam the girl who sit alone
Iam the girl who's lonely
Lonely girl Iam

love is fear
love felt
love is in the air
love desires
love saves
love warms the heart  
love changes
love  is hidden
love choose
love forever

I loved you before I met you
I loved you before I seen you
I loved you before I loved myself
I loved you when you said I love you
I loved you when we said I do
I loved you then and still do
I love you

The mask you wear said a lot about you
It can say
im scared to show you the real me for you may not like what you see
The mask can hide your feeling for people who  do not understand
The mask can help to find yourself while looking for yourself
When you find someone wearing a mask let them take it off and show you the person they are  the world is full of fakes and snakes
so take off your mask

MASK VS MASK
TO WEAR
TO COVER UP
TO KEEP SAFE
TO NOT GET SICK
DIFFERENT COLOURS
DIFFERENT SIZES
TO PROCET
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE TRUE SELF
PEOPLE WEAR TO HIDE A SMILE
PEOPLE WEAR TO HIDE WORDS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE EMOTIONS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE SCARS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE PAIN
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THEIR FACE
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO  HIDE CRYING
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THIER HAPPINESS
MASK VS MASK
MANY DIFFERENT WAYS TO WEAR THE MASK

MASK VS MASK
TO WEAR
TO COVER UP
TO KEEP SAFE
TO NOT GET SICK
DIFFENENTCOLOURS
DIFFENENT SIZES
TO PROCET
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE TRUE SELF
PEOLE WEAR TO HIDE A SMILE
PEOPLE WEAR TO HIDE WORDS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HDE EMOTIONS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE SCARS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE PAIN
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THEIR FACE
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO  HIDE MASK VS MASK
TO WEAR
TO COVER UP
TO KEEP SAFE
TO NOT GET SICK
DIFFENENTCOLOURS
DIFFENENT SIZES
TO PROCET
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE TRUE SELF
PEOLE WEAR TO HIDE A SMILE
PEOPLE WEAR TO HIDE WORDS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HDE EMOTIONS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE SCARS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE PAIN
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THEIR FACE
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO  HIDE CRYNG
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THIER HAPPINESS
MASK VS MASK
MANY DIFFERENT WAYS TO WEAR THE MASK
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THEIR HAPPINESS
MASK VS MASK
MANY DIFFERENT WAYS TO WEAR THE MASK

Me young
Me old
Me sad
Me happy
Me up
Me down
Me walk
Me run
Me stand
Me sit
Me cry
Me smile
Me sleep
Me awake
Me talk
Me quite
Me go
Me stay
Me dressed
Me naked
Me *****
Me clean

MEMORIES

PICTURES
TIME
LOVE
HATE
PAIN
EMOTIONS
HAPPY
SAD
ANGERY
­SPENDING
SLIENCE
DANCE
HOME
FAMILY
FRIENDS
WEDDING
FURNAL
BIRTH
D­EATH

Miss you
I miss you  as  I sleep
I miss you as I eat
I miss you  as I talk
I miss you  as I walk
I do not talk bout it cause it wont bring you  back
Other year with out you here as people take a drink to remember you
You smile down an alot as we due our daily duty
If I could turn back the time I would never have let you  read what I wrote it stills to this day
But I know you never want me blue
So happy birthday to you
For lance rip

I miss your laugh
I miss your voice
I miss your smell
I miss you smile
I miss your heart
I miss holding your hand
I miss you so much
I wish you were here like your suppose to be
Sometimes I feel like your still here and that makes me happy whenever I feel like crying I think of you and I feel all right again