make a wish
why would i do that
for you to have the wish you want
i do wish every night and day for it
well maybe if you wish harder it will come true
no i don't think so
why you say that
cause i long for the person to see not hear
well sometimes you have to make them hear you
well i do but i speak with my mind body and soul
well that will do it and dream it
and the person will feel you and you will never had to wish again cause they will feel you and you can speak to each other and that way people will never know you speak.

A Burning Flame
A woman met a man
they seem to drawn to each other
it seem as if their insance energy would long for naked love
Not knowing where they were going they decided to shut the box of feelings
resting themselves for hurt
A man met the same woman
now it seems like everything is going but would society keep all this and that underneath
their bones are shattering not knowing
river keep flowing
frogs keep crocing
colour  keep changing
wait until my next poem to see if they held on for sparks to burn

i accept you for you
accept what you do
i accept holding you
i don't want to lose you
but do you know
sad
mad
sad
mad
sad
miss talking to you
trusting isn't so easily to do
wondering why you changed your mind
i think you are perfect all the time
i think your fine
i think .....

You know what I'm thinking about me too
I'm not sure when you cry
But you do know that you are going to be founded by me
I want you to know that
You dont have to go
Stay with me for a long time
I can promise you this I will never forget u
I found out that I was there when you cry
I'm not going anywheres

i use to think being with someone is a good thing
i use to think being in love was a good thing
i use to thinking being hit was good thing
i use to think being lied to was a good thing  
i use to think running away  was a good thing
i use to think i was pretty was a good thing
all i  wanna do is sleep
all i wanna do is cry
all i wanna do is died
all i wanna do is talk to you
all i wanna do is feel
all i wanna do is cuddle
all i wanna do is kiss
but no i'm alone
and will forever be

Angel on my shoulder I'm here
Devil on my shoukder I'm here
Angel on my shoulder I love you
Devil on my shoulder I love you
Angel on my shoulder cry if need to
Devil on my shoulder cry cry cry no one cares
Angel on my shoulder u mean the world to me
Devil on my shoulder dont believe that crap
Angel on my shoulder I do care that's why I'm here
Devil on my shoulder jump
Angel on my shoulder noooo
Devil on my shoulder yes
Angle on my shoulder let me hold u dear
Devil on my shoulder there never here
Angle on my shoulder I will not leave you
Devil on my shoulder I will not leave you
Angel on my shoulder I need you
Devil on my shoulder I need you.

ou are...

My sunshine when it's rain...
My cure when I feel pain...

I'm the bus...
You are the plane.

You are...

the clean when I am dirt...
my shoulder when I hurt...

I'm the ****...
You are the squirt.

You are...

summer in the winter...
You are a needle when I have a splinter...

I am the ink...
You are the Printer.

You are...

Spring when it pours...
umbrella for my sores...

I may have a key to open the stores....
You can prevent the wars.

You are...

A dragon to my fairy...
when I am with you life ain't so scary...

I my have to pray to the ****** Mary...
to keep you...

don't wan't **** to get hairy.

You are...

everything to me...
everything i think about...
everything I dream about...

i will love you forever...
long after I'm dead....
forever.

thanks for loving me. <3

A woman's cry
Found someone to love maybe for a long time
Everything looking fine
One day changed
Loving hands put marks are you
Makes you wanna cry
So you forgive for other try
Few months go by
Loving hands leave marks
You sit and cry thing why
You finally had enough
So you leave without saying goodbye
Years go by
So you give other try
Same thing came a rise
Trying to **** you out for a time
Making you less of a woman
Calling you names out of angry
Your wondering why
Now this time you fight back
But  you never died
You want to cry
People controlled it
You lived it
You felt it
You wont do that again
So again you leave but this time you say goodbye

iam happy
iam fine
im ok
bad lair
i got you
i have you
i feel you
bad liar
i hope
i wish
i pray
bad liar
i hold you
i love
i care
bad liar
i sleep
i cry
i walk
bad lair.

walking bam im there  
talking bam i'm there
standing bam im there
sitting bam im there
laying bam i'm there
sleeping bam i'm there
these are the things  i will be there for when you need me
dark hours bam im there
drinking bam im there
crying bam i'm there
i need you bam im there
theses are the things i will be there for when you need me
love bam i'm there
crying bam im there
theses are the things  i will be there for when you need me
bam

barely breathing
barely smiling
barely sleeping
barely feeling
barely talking
barely thinking
barely eating
barely holding on
but when i see you
i'm skanking with butterflies
i'm nervous
i feel  like crying
lord help me prove
unervial help me prove
nature help me prove
how dumb are you
why cant you see
this time your barely

I been lied to by men
I been chated on by men
I been treated like crap by people
I been in love
I been in places no one wants to go
I been called names
I been in fights
I been beaten
I been almost *****
I been drunk
I been high
I been happy
I been sad  
I been close to people who walked away
I been through hell and still act like stuff dont faze me .

behind these brown eyes there tears that fall almost every night
behind this smile is tears that fall almost every night
behind theses brown eyes is pain no one knows about
behind this smile there is pain no more no ones about
behind these brown eyes is a world no one knows about
behind this smile is a world no one knows about
behind these brown eyes is soul that wants nothing but to shine
behind this smile is a soul that wants nothing but to shine
as i sleep i dream
as i sleep i think
as i sleep i feel no pain
as i sleep i see no tears
as i sleep all i see is nothing

being crazy is hard
you dont wanna cry you wanna run away
lay back down
take a nap
take a walk
take a pill
crying without knowing why
feeling like your alone
drink drink drink
being crazy is hard
take a stand
take it day by night
thoughts thoughts thoughts
holding your hand
laying on your lap
let it all out
being crazy is hard

being crazy is hard i feel like crying
being crazy is hard i feel like dying
being crazy is hard i feel like running away
being crazy is hard i feel like laying
being crazy is hard i feel like talking
beng crazy is hard i feel like nothing
being crazy is hard i feel like i don't belong
being crazy is hard i  feel like sleeping
being crazy is hard i feel like dreaming
being crazy is hard i feel like .....
being crazy is fucken hard

That day I got you I was filled with joy an happiness
Loved how you purred
Loved how you meow
Loved how you listen to me
Loved how you always treated me with kindness
You will always be my sweet little Bella bear
And will always miss you
Even though you are not human just a pet
But to me you will always be my friend.
Love you Bella
R.i p.

Be real
Why must life be so hard
Why must life be waste of time
Why must life need no answers
Why must life died
Why must people bander you
Why must people need to be that way
Why must everything and everyday be so fucken dead
Sleep I'd only answer for few
Just maybe be little time alone will set it stright
Maybe that's a waste to
Maybe everyone met to be alone

I walk on your bridge
I walk on your bridge
I wanted to cry
I walk on your bridge
I walked on your bridge
the wind blew i knew you were there
I walked on your bridge
I walked on your bridge
I  remember your kiss
I walked on your bridge
i walked on your bridge
i wanted to jump
I walked on your bridge
I walked on your bridge
to say i love you
I Walked  on your bridge

BUNCH OF RANDOM WORDS
PEN TO WRITE POETRY
HISTORY TO LEARN
HISTORY TO KNOW
CALENDAR TO DATE
CALENDAR TO TIME
TV TO WATCH
TV TO WASTE TIME
CHAIR TO RELAX
CHAIR TO UNREWIND
MONEY TO SPEND
MONEY TO HIDE
MONEY TO HOLD
PINK IS FAVTOURE
PINK TO BE SPECAIL
BED TO SLEEP
BED TO MAKE LOVE
BED TO CRY
MAKE UP TO WEAR
MAKE UP TO HIDE
MASK TO COVER UP
MASK TO HIDE YOUR EYES
BLUE TO CRY

BUNCH OF RANDOM WORDS

PEN TO WRITE POETRY
HISTORY TO LEARN
HISTORY TO KNOW
CANLANDER TO DATE
CANLANDER TO TIME
TV TO WATCH
TV TO WASTE TIME
CHAIR TO RELAX
CHAIR TO UNREWIND
MONEY TO SPEND
MONEY TO HIDE
MONEY TO HOLD
PINK IS FAVORITE
PINK TO BE SPECIAL
BED TO SLEEP
BED TO MAKE LOVE
BED TO CRY
MAKE UP TO WEAR
MAKE UP TO HIDE
MASK TO COVER UP
MASK TO HIDE YOUR EYES
BLUE TO CRY

lonely but not
sad but not
happy but not
glad but not
love but not
hopeful but not
sleep but not
life but not
death but not
thoughts but not
talking but not
angry but not
bad but not
good but not

I m like caged animal  wanted to be free like the rest of my people but i can not cause i dont have the key so i sit here waiting for the day the zoo keeper forgets to lock my cage door and then i can run away and free as the birds seem to be.

change your face
change your attitude
change your style
change your type
change your heart
change your hair
change your feelings
change it all
maybe once you do time will change to
people will understand why
could not take a long time
be patient to rise
crying is not a crime
holding on
go a head post it
go all out or chill out
nothing you do is a crime
cant stand it
then change it
and effect it all

on a october day the wind was blowing
and leaves were falling down off the trees.
all different colours , some were red yellow and orange
as the leaves were falling down they were coming down in a wave like motion
the leaves covered the ground couldnt even see the stones that were on the ground

Christmas

Joyful
Sadful
Spirts vist
A time to come together
Love ones near and far
Lights are shining
Tree's are present
Food is cooking
now time for presents
Dont believe that is just for presents
This is your life and hope of dozens
The Grinch is watching
waiting to make his move but never touching so with that said Merry Christmas

good for those who loved this time of year and want to celebrate it
the tree is up
the lights are up
the gifts are wrapped
the food is cooking
the drinks are flowing
the pets are sleeping
the family is talking
the friends are visiting
the snow is falling
the stores are closing  
the weather is freezing
time of year to be happy  
this time of year is when you don't want to celebrate it wants to be alone
the tree is nowhere to be found
the lights aren't up
no gifts wanted
no food cooking  
maybe some drinks
the pets are there for you
the family not around
the friends not talking
the snow is here
the stores are closed
the weather is  making it hard for you
time of year to be depressed

Christmas is a time for love
A time for happiness
Dreams,mistole kisses
Kids wishing
Parents wrapping
Laughing with family, friends
And the year of hurt and pain go away just for one day
Some people having nothing or loves one gone
But they hold on a story for all
I wish that this year people get everything they wanted and hope for
Wonderful time even though the world ******* down
Merry Christmas and happy new year.

A smoker will smoke a cigarette
A smoker will smoke ****
A smoker will smoke what they find weather its  clean or *****
A smoker will enjoy the taste
  A smoker will smoke for anxiety , depressed , sad and nervous
sometimes even when happy
A Smoker doesn't care if they cause a fight their nicotine is their fight
  I have no idea why I wrote this poem it just pop in my head .

you know your connected to someone when you feel them when they are not around
you know your connected to someone when you can tell how they are feeling without knowing
you know your connected to someone when you can dream bout them
you know your connected to someone when you can think of them on any random day
you know your connected to someone when you can think of them on any random night
you know your connected to someone when you have a gut feeling that it's true
you know your connected to someone when well you just know

Was free to roam
Was free to touch skin
Was free to hangout,shop
Then bam wasn't free to touch
Wasn't free to kiss a face
Wasn't free to hangout,shop
Now just waiting
Now the longer you wait the longer you go crazy
Miss hearing voices
Wild life run free we locked up
I remember when I knew what day it was
I remember when I knew what time it was
I remember when I knew what faces felt like
I remember when I knew what fast food tastes like
I remember when I knew the world was whole
That's gone now
I don't know the day
I don't know the time
I don't know the face
I don't know the voice
I don't know the touch
I don't know the taste
I don't know the world.
Now we wait.

Poem by me
In my  dreams you were there and that makes happy
In my  dreams we were laughing
In my dreams nothing could hurt us
But when I'm a wake I cry I think I wonder I cut
I miss you like you were never mine
I just wish I could make you see
Why do you make me feel this way
I never wanted to feel this way
But something about you makes me wanna find out
I could dream of you all day but still ask why
I wish I could make you see but that will never be but you have eyes for ones who dont see
But I'll dream of you every time
They say when you dream of someone they miss you
I want to hold you
I want to feel you
I want to lay with you
I want to talk to you
Dreams do come true
I wish I had that luck but not me all I can do is dream

Daddy's Girl

Just memories I have
Just years I had
Just the sound of your car running is all i hearded
Phone calls
Seeing your face with a smile or lauhgter
listening to songs  of  yours
Sharing the path you put me on
Wanting to held on tight
Never wanted to say goodbye
But heaven gained your wings
Slowly empty tears

Daddy's grave
Walking to your grave
Standing at your grave
Talking at your grave
For hours at your grave
Half the day at your grave
But
I'm not at your grave
I have no way to your grave
I want to visit your grave
Everyday I know you are near never far
Missing you  is not just one word
Time doesnt help
Days
Years
Daddy I'm sorry I cant be at your grave

Darkness
Days go by
Nights come and go
Wanting to stay in bed
Wanting to sleep
Wanting to feel again
Wanting nothing from no one
Wanting nothing but to be hold
Wanting someone tell I'm not worthless
Dreaming of you like a fool
Dreaming of a life that will always be a dream
When crying no one around
Cutting was my only way out
I can do better
I know I ******* can
Why why why
Why do my demons want to play now
Angles fighting for me but my demons are winning.

Don't let the darkness take you to far learn to control your demons before your demons learn to control you

Dark night
Dark out
Cold wind
Snowing
Moon out
Stars out
Silence
Only hearing my foot steps
Seeing nothing
But only my breathe
Roads are long way home
Cold dark nights
Tina lombardo

Days go by I sit I stand I lay
Days go by I talk im quite
Days go by I hurt I'm sad
Days go by I cry I laugh
Days go by I wonder I know
Days go by I sleep iam a wake
Days go by I eat I don't
Days go by I play I don't
Days go by I wish I don't
Days go by I want to live I don't
Days go by I feel like I should run away I don't
Days go by and I say love is true but it's not
Days go by days go by.

Dear daddy
Wish I could talk to you
Dear daddy
Wish I could see you
Dear daddy
I wish I knew why you left
Dear daddy
Wish I could understand
Dear daddy
I know we never seen eye to eye on things
Dear daddy
I knew you loved me
Dear daddy
I knew you where there
Dear daddy
Can you hear me
Dear daddy
I love you
Dear daddy
I seen red cardinal is that you
Dear daddy
I see white bird feathers is that you
Dear daddy
I see butterflies is that you
Dear daddy
I see flowers is that you
Dear daddy
Was that you ?

Dear daddy
Dear daddy I miss you
Dear daddy I love you
Dear daddy I'm married
Dear daddy where are you?
Dear daddy I feel you
Dear daddy I wish you where here
Dear daddy are you listening?
Dear daddy
Dear daddy I wish I could call you
Dear daddy I really do miss you
Dear daddy
Dear daddy
Dear daddy I love you
R.i p.

Dear Daughter can you hear me?
Dear Daughter can you hear me ?
I just wanted to say i love you
Dear Daughter I miss you
Dear Daughter I'm proud of you
I was proud when you were born
I was proud when you took your fist steps
I was proud when you spoke your first word
I was proud when you took your first steps
I was proud when you finished school
I was proud when you made me a grandfather
I wish I could be there in person when you get married
Dear Daughter I wish I was there
I see you struggling
I hear  you crying
I see you crying
I see you smiling
Dear Daughter can you hear me?
Dear Daughter  can you see me
Dear Daughter I'm always with you
Dear Daddy yes I can

Dear Teddy
I thank you for always being there for me
Dear Teddy
At first you didn't like me but i won your heart with beef jerky
Dear Teddy
You seen me crying
You licked my tears away
You saw me sad
You help me through bad times
You saw me happy
Everytime i see you wailing your tail and happy to see me always made me happy
Dear Teddy
I will remember all the good times
Dear Teddy
I will remember you as my sweet little teddy bear
Dear Teddy
I cry for you
Dear Teddy
I miss you
Dear Teddy
I know you're with me every day
Dear Teddy
Just know you mean the world to me
My weird little best friend
Rip king ted
Rip teddy bear
Rip buddy
Rip Theodore
Rip tedchiekins

depresstons is not something someone can talk about
but someone wants to listen
depression is not something that everyone has
but everyone wants to get rid of
depression is not something someone can get rid of so easily
try to go for help  
depression is not something someone can pass down
smile and everything will be okay
depression is not something that wants to stay but does
smile and everything will be okay
depression is not something that stays away
take pills
depressions is not something  that people want
but do
depression is not something you  say
but you do
depression is not something you want to live with
but some do
depression  kills kills kills

Diabetes
Type 1 and 2
Feeling hungry
Feeling thirsty
Diabetes
Checking sugars
Sleeping
Diabetes
Comes with different emotions
Depression
Anxiety
Diabetes
High and lows
It’s a life long struggle
Diabetes
Doesn’t define who you are
There’s no cure maybe one day
Diabetes
Is what I have
And I say this I wish I didn’t
I’ll never be the same
Diabetes

Tina chesley ( Lombardo)

In darkness you feel almost alive for no one can see your pain
but in the light you can see your pain but for no one can see your alive.

Doesnt matter
The size you wear
The size you are
The colour of your skin
The colour of your hair
The colour of your eyes
The way you talk
The way you walk
The way you hear
The way you see
The way you love
The way you cry
The way you sleep
They way you live
They way you are sick
How much money you have
Or even they way you died
Only thing different is that when we bleed the blood is one colour red.

Do not know this

I walk with you
I talk with you
I hold with you
But you do not know this
I cry with you
I sit with you
I stand with you
But you do not know this
I lay with you
I sit with you
I'm here or there with you
But you know do not know this
I do not let you know this for you will cry if you ever knew
But I'm here watching you .

when they rains comes down and you feel like crying just think of me ill be right here waiting for you
when they rain comes down and you feel like dying just remember ill be with you from dusk to dawn
when the rain comes down  you don't see me crying cause the rain comes up all my tears
when rain comes down and you need me to hold you i will from dusk to dawn
when the rains comes down  and you  feel like cutting ill be here from dusk to dawn
when the rain comes down and you like kissing ill be with from dusk to dawn
when the rain comes down and its cold outside just remember ill be here
when the rain comes down and you feel like fading away just remember i'm here from dusk to dawn
when the rain comes down  and you feel hungry i'm here from dusk to dawn
when the rains down  and you wanna go for a walk ill be here from dusk to dawn

Easter


Waking up                          no sleep
Hungry                               feeling hungry
Having breakfast               haven't eaten
Visiting people                  no visiting people
Opening presents              no presents
Eat                                   no food                          
Drink                                no drink                      
Smoke                              no smoke
Car drive                        walk
Feeling happy                feeling lost
Making memories         losing hope
Feeling lucky.          Feeling unluckily    
                                  
                                
                                
So how ever your spending Easter this year just know that I'm wishing you happy Easter and hope you have wonderful day

God - died for us
Jesus- talks to us
Love - spending it with love ones
Food - yummy
Pain - loves one gone
Happiness- love ones around near and far
Sadness- death
Loneliness-wanting attention
Eventful-busy all day
Time- just isn’t  enough
Friends - become family
Family- become friends
Purple - beautiful
Pink- the best
Yellow- pretty
Green - what snoop dog thinks about
Bunny- rabbit
Happy Easter-holiday
Happy Easter everyone

Eat your heart out  boys
They look but cant not touch
They want
They dream
They talk
They stare
They whine
They try
They can all they want but will never happen
They may pray
But eat heart your out boys
I'm his