She is aware of her foolishness.
That kind of girl who can't even say it out loud yet has a lot in mind.
She wishes you could understand more, but you are you.
At times, she also struggled to understand herself.
They are both doomed, trying at different paces.
Leaving a permanent mark to remember.

I lose
This feeling that I build
Gone in a mess
Trying to swim with the flow
Yet I drown unknowingly
Wish the future could give some hint
This nonsense scenario can be edited
Either I stop here or keep swimming

A new day dawns
Rain is pouring down
Without any warning
Slowly I found myself crying

Through the day
Makes me want to stay
Though there is nothing more
My heart feels sore

I will remind you when I am gone
So everything will be done
But good things will happen
As everything is taken

At the time of the hour
The moon brightly stood by the night sky
Peeking through the thick cloud
Shines those paths to be guided

Cold wind howling woefully
Leaf softly dancing under the tree
Looking away, far from home mindlessly
Lost, empty heart

You said more years is difficult
Others said that's how you grow up
Wanting to be more than you are
Pointless thing never considered
Only time did we know

There lies something that we cannot reach
Endurance is hard enough
Heaviness stays in the shoulder
Perhaps in between we might give up
Fall and remain silent
Even so, life never stops