Shes a beauty queen.
Her ageless grace.
Like my favorite movie scene
She was use to me.
But now it's to new to us.
And maybe it's just truly me.
A glitter from the snow
And sun. Sparkling in his eyes.
And in the movie scenes
She kisses him .
And moves his hand into her
Dreams
So he can wildly reach her summit peaks
And overgrown beach.
Makes her weak
And speak with courage
Sometimes tongue n cheek.
But he believes
Her healing feeling. Can enter his
Internal cluster.
Touches her. Shes weak at knees.
He needs her like the meek need jesus
Like we all need jesus.
I believe.  He reaches into.
My soul. Like beautiful people seem to do...

Fight me like flames do.
Licking air against the great moon.
I shed peace.
Speak truth.
Tight like wearing a hang noose

If you speak out of passion.
And master the art.
You speak to the fashion
That shares who you are.
Not just fabric.
Or a garment you garner
You wear it impart
As a token
So nobody ******* tears you apart.

You have chances to conquer
And pride to remember.
Tender compassion with honor
Makes your garment so clever
It'll never be tattered
I'll love you forever

Morphing in its purest form.
The cure is warm
Like hemoglobin surging for.
A feeling of a perfect
Form
But God searches for your purest
Form
So be warned you may not find exactly what your searching for.
I'm learning more.
A curve of sorts.
Nothing that I've learned before.
I'm sure if I return this
Poem
You'll read this and return it home.
Burning in your
Cozy dorm is fire burning keep you warm.
And cool you with a surgeons nose
You breathe eat sleep
And dream spirits truest form
Spread wings accept your worth in gold.
And learn of certain search in soul.
I pray when you return this poem.
You've grown wings.
And learned to grow.
And my mom has learned of courage bro... spread wings and yearn
For more in hopes.

the person that I learned the most.
I love you naji
Your perfect poem.
Before you i felt worthless
Now im certain
I'll find a perfect home.

Deep within  my fear of losing
Him.
Sleep is the enemy confusing
It.
For free will
I might be losing it...


to the theater
Of thought
And staging different actors
I only want one in the picture
One that matters
My son
My family and all else comes after
God as my witness
I pattern the question
To make certain of answers.
Like a play on disaster
But its perfect after
Like supper
Desert after.
And determined laughter.
*** your all that matters....

Sending love.
You know its iffy.
Something of difference
Between my operation
And my present existence.
Pray for bravery and courageous
Behaviour in collision
With oncoming decisions
Two minutes of fear
With a final bliss of timely
Final rights to finish the mission.
A matching package to my
Inner equipment
Body on space ship.
Race the shooting stars
On horizons of visions.
Seeing. The meaning of rythym compared to staring comparing eyes that pit you as **** fit and a *****
Of witless inspection.
Intention to further inspect. The condition of my physical fitness
Hes a hotty wanting honey
I'm a little honry comb you know I'm wet and dripping wanting a busy bee to drop attention
In a sisters direction.
Infection on disaster. I fear I'm incapable of feelings that matter
I get turned on so hard by laughter
But its god allowing
Half my stupid thoughts
To cause happiness in after math of an earth shaking rapture
After every bone detaches
Its attachment from reality
Fat comes after
Slapping stamps on body parts
Naughty part is I must get naughty now.
Hot body comes after.
It doesn't matter. I'm still hot I think
Or so I've been told.
Let the story unfold without
Fear hate or revenge
My head is best kept in lock and key with god and his men
Amen last thing I said.
Was now to long for me to mention again.
Shut my mouth make my bed thank god and amen

Heal me. Seal me. In your light.
Reveal the real me.
Concealed in the concrete prison.
I must leave behind
This dream of mine
Of jesus kind.
That frees my mind
And leaves me blind
To feel the light with only shadows
Seen
Yet faith enough to believe your shine
Leave behind the need to find
A leach to feed off my genius mind
To teach it rhymes
And deal it signs to feel like
Braille
The genius type of reading blind
Seize the night
And breathe in jesus light
Of greases sandra dees
*** appeal and danny v
That's his name
Oh shitit may be actually
Tyson what's up big man
My fam
You sext handsome man
Can you handle this
I'm prepared to ignite
A fuse and blast you to a planet
Unknown by any telescope that's known by man.
Hope you make it back in tact after I disintegrate your manhood in a gravity defying act of tantric practice
Not yet mastered nor in practice
But built for NASA
On track for blast off right after
The aftermath.
Of nuclear disaster
Decimation of my sanity
Appearance
Mental focus and my outer parts might match
Than I'll scratch your back.
Look back and laugh
Oh **** my ***
I **** at that
But I got a lot of love to grab
Love you man

Sam your not a little thought
Your inner self is beauty
Truly your a light
A prospect in a slew of
Other dudes less worthy.
Your worthwhile. Your duty
Is to move your self to mountains
And valleys that include you in
There view of beauty
**** the people who dont include you
Remove who.
Act like nooses. There a nuisance
Your the proof that god is restless
In virtue. Bless your mood like
I love movies where jonny Depp
Gets ****** crazy ****** and
Ruins the plot by screwingup
The treasure hes pursuing
Thought worth chewing
Your fate is better left to god
Mohammed jesus
Or all the angels that love your dramatic type of recruiting
Of attributes attached that actually
Establish the essence of your beauty
There magically just used to
You knew the few
Who talk ****
That's the blues clues
**** the world.
I refuse to
Light my fuse and burn so stupid
I end up deemed unusable or
as a hazard to
The public neither a weapon nor as useful like a cue tip
To think your not dope as smuggled cargo cross the border.
Is a bogus thought. Best left to be recorded by a foreign reporter like so many bogus people in your life
Become focused on you once
You overcome your hurdles
Once a hater now a supporter.
I like your language now behave at
Stations at the border
Or I'll have to order praise from up north. Canada the soldier

You want the truth is.
Down to the ugly core
I suffer from
Something
You had no prior assumptions
Towards. Before
Unless truth is fall out boy won.
A lifetime
country award.
My memories.
Not worth treasuring.
But my kids are something I adore
Precious I mean best kids award
I want some more.
But I need a change of life so dramatic.
That I'm practically
On hells kitchens ******* cutting board.
I stomach so much garbage.
That love is all
That I have time to rummage for
In the heap of rubble for
Trouble is I'm stumbling
Through death like.
Mother earth.
Is the one who has to suffer more.
God I love you
He screams no you ***
I ******* luv you more.
I did nothing more important.
Than absorb. ND LEAVE MY tragedy...
My misinformed entanglement
And interaction. With vanity.
And get my fingers off the
mother board
Jordan gable house.
You ran from truth so much
You've forgotten what your
Running for

Supposed to be a female...
We know..
the *******
Truth in lack of better words
Transgender meta human...
Consuming moon
Impeccable...
intentional
3 letter word..
Sin
full metaphor...
Number criminal
If he read it first

Ate a big 6 in
69
10-4
Copy
Sloppy  mouthful
But he get it first....

Pregnant with a science equation
The saviour in waits
To save my child from satan
Damnation
Faces theripplingwaves
Of a god of great creation
Made of  fear and love
To break the truth from lies that leak
The tainted tears that knew
Gods way was meant to
Make my bed the safest place
In all creation.
Envy like acolour
Green like rumours of a blackened hatred.
Sacred eyes that match gods fear
His love
And drift away
To grace that saves so many innocent
From satan.
Dripping fangs
And tail wagging
Sagging jaw
Waving temptation
To every soul regardless
Of race. Preference. Ability. Status.
And any other possible discrimination
Nations claiming borders
Based on races.
Religion. And historical migration
Governments at war.
Spreading gospels.
Of indoctrination
Bias. And hatred. Meant to **** with.
Like aman craving.
Power. Taking a sacred woman god made to grow old have babies
And see times change
Like reading braille.
When touch is smoke
And the god you find in
Despair. Is faceless.
But he waits for you to save you from
The despair. You dare to face alone because you stare into
The date he created you
With blank expression
Like he made you
To be vacant

In heart. I'm so simple
I'm not complex
I believe in trust....
And it ***** me up
When people cut
Me deep enough
For blood....
I act like I'm so
Invisible
You cant see me when I blush
But my cheeks
Are always red
And my teeth
Are freezing to the touch
I believe in
Hugs
But i need drugs
More than
That sweet and healing touch
Only recieved from
People that you love...
I'm so deeply needing
Something
To free me from
This demon and his clutch
That I plead victor
In the card game
So you dont ******* see my bluff...
But you dont ******* see that stuff
A decade
Was to long. Too keep a secret
That's been
Eating at my gut..
So **** what you believe
Come and ask me
What the **** is up
With all this secret ****** up stuff

The scale on fishing boats
And keys of white
Grand piano major

Incase we got a catch
Named eminem
No!!!
Ok any other takers.
Prepare the future dander
Head and shoulders
On his *****
Looking like a genius.
When he flakes
And leaves me stuck on venus.
With corporate leaches
Pocketbooks and receipts
From Marshall's.
Reitman's
And Victoria's secret
Said the stitches heal in time
So does pockets of the rich
Greedy ******.
Determined sickness
Of the one percent to make us sick.
Evict the Rothschild
Marshall laws.
And roast marsh mellows on the fire
You martians look like
Mars is hard.
Like Martha Stewart's
Walk the yard inspired
You tards are playing cards
With a shark that has no teeth
**** Mars I'm stuck on venus
And your heart is hard and weak
Scarred and bleak
Marshall doc come save me
Shady was a place to sit away from son.
When I thought
Father hates me.
Bought me into slavery
Sold me into freedom
Venus cant have a mosoleum
Its Jason sudakeus favorite saying
Is italy is worth seeing
Shooting dice for souls
With the one percent.
with myself and god and satan.
Break the habit.
Lash back at me
I asked for the explosion
Controlling every moment
Of a toneless emotional implosion.
No that's not the proper moment to
Define it.
Implosion. Is internal mind. Erosion.
Before a solar hole opens
And your soul window
Closes and you feel so hopeless. Know your fine! Wait so am I.
Wait **** we both will die.
Oh **** if I
Get scared I find I might go blind.
I'm a joke. The punchlines.
I'm a girl I'm dumb
And I come from behind

Massacre this strategy.
Im practically a genius
In a parallell reality
Floating through dimensions
While im coping with dimensia
I could roast you ******* peanuts
But cant eat without my dentures.

Im a mentor to These muggles.
You struggle with daily life....
I turned my **** into a war machine
You just mad *** iron man is white.
...

That gross inside. May you never know my test
Inside a pillow talk on ambien near cardiac arrest...
Shackles of a kinder prison. Keeping me in chain...
Old places in a rearview left like dish soap in the drain...
Trees of green the breathing sky. I wonder by design.
The mountain line. Breaking the ground. Riding high.
And in my mind.
I find more dreams that make a man.
To understand I never could be something other than me

Mentality on eternal dwelling
Is this the life I got
Or the world im smelling
First rhyme ****** felony
With a merk like smirk
I give courage to many.
It hurts sometimes
Your not a goof your
Good just gotta rework my spelling
Auto correct.
Is a perfect envy
Green and learning everything.
Techno massacre.
Lets go passengers.
last call for earth its ending
Naji its worth your blessing
I search. Terms
Of burning embers
Met with deadlines
From an inferno burning
But the green lights turning
See might
We might. Be learning something
Think the earth is less than dirt
Or other people
Deserve to hurt somebody.
Than we've really mastered nothing than. A search for  purposelessness
Turbulence in the
Word of trust me.
Fly high like winds of change.
The life of second chance
Is a fervent term for blood is re arranging.
Re framing pain.
Disservice words you keep on saying
Come to earth.
I love you first
Your the worst but the most im perfect person
Saved me
Every last one on earth
I give my word.
I'll change your worth
*** i think your worth raising
**** I'm trying to make sense of this
Verse
But my head hurts
And this nurse
Just slurred the words
Hes human first
Second word he's crazy
**** ill ******
Someone for a cigarette
Howd you learn im crazy

Hi I'm addicted trying to attain.
A level of fame.
Seduced in lessons.
With a mentor in pain.
Clueless moves.
Doing laps around a loop
Of losing with shame.
Sike. I'm not gruesome yet.
But I knew these delusions
Were sane
I'm so genius. Wheres the proof.
The futures shades.
Of black and grey.
With hues of blue in my veins..
Like puddle of mud.
She ******* hates me.
I do too in a way....
Step up to the base kid.
Your a base head. Nah uh
Why you blue in the face?
Tie your shoes.
You penny pouch.
Before you take two cents to you
Grave.
Ah huh.
You ******* knew what I'd say.
Brutal.
hoping.
Humans
will be less than
A dangerous race.
Now hit the ******* ball.
And get your tooth decay away from my face

Intelligence and underrated.....
Switchblade kind of
Metaphors...
But figurative speech is the
Literal term
For metaphor... its just better form
Metaphor is like
His head was a devils war...
While analogy cause
Letter wars...
Like s.t.i.. *** im ******* sick in this letter ****.....

The world knows everything.

My mary is the only girl
With eyes of sparkle
Unrivaled by the likes
Of rihanna.. beyonce or Megan Markle...
Steven starts my car... I fall apart
He holds my heart...
From any part of uncharted darkness...
Less Michael's shadow be the Sargeant...
Of eternal darkness...
He's the hardest armored demon in the farthest reaching  *******...
For his balmy tropic mama
With a lacey undergarment...
He gets hard as demons
Be alarming... when he warns
My screaming might leave me starving...
*** Michael's shadow may be prince of darkness... Satan..  part of reason
Why we teach narcissism
To the perfect kids
Armed with mommy's black card
And daddys Xanax pharmacist
For nervousness
To judge the brown kids
In the park with worn down
Kicks and partly ripped
Armless tank top.. body kicks
Tattoos so you can start some ****
At parent interviews
*** your daughter isn't warming it
Up to other ethnic guarded kids
There should be
culture club...
Oh wait she ******* started it...
Thats awesome kid....
Throw them pharma script
Out the garbage pit.
And mix with yellow brown
And dark skinned kids...
You might find out you want this ****

Cardiac arrest. Death of a milli second.
Passing through infinity
With diligent intelligence
The bodies militant.
Like America. And 911
It's an inside job.
Thats ******* evident
Did I rock your melon
Blame the president.
I had a change of.
Every second.
Until the heavens
Made me limitless
Now only God x
Can finish this

Orientation was a confusing subject
In school
I refused to touch it
Gay was taboo.
And gender change unproven
But I knew I loved it.
My memory a cemetery.
Who's who of the dudes I'm *******.

In fantasy.
But Reality was a different tune.
Burned my arms
Abusing substances in middle school
******* leaving little clues.
So blurred a false persona
Like I killed a dude.
That ******* isn't true.
I lied for all my life.
I hope the truth doesn't get to you

Mind the watchmen.
Mind the gate.
Mind travel. Place your name
For roulette decides your fate.
In times of trouble.
Mind the watchmen.
Lurking in the guard.
Turn your bullet into an ace of spades
And play the winning cards.
Take your winter breath
Like moons of ghost.
And make the little start.
Take your open wounds.
And bandage all the hate that breaks my heart.
Say my name.
Cradle my ego.
Call me pretty little lies.
Wonder with. Little legs that follow
Crumbs left to mark the path
I must decide.
Try to stick into the mind of evil.
Chosen. In my panic.
Set the status. Of a widow.
*** the kids just lost dad
And all that's left. Is empty glasses

I know theres been talks I've been saving stuff up. Either way I'm old news. So here's a lil something written tonight. Canada day
High on illecite drugs that should be legal for a myriad of reasons that make so much cents. But it be sweeter if they made dollars

Living in Canada day.

With a hand of the yay.

Like little candles

Make a man.

After he
Flashes in the ashtray.


It's the last hey.

Before I fade into the fast lane.

I'm so subtle I make


Jared from subway

Look like a great dad

While I'm skunked

And bunked in the ******* drunk tank


Calling me sinister.

Is a tale reminiscent 

Of that punk Dave.


I may recall.



You misbehaving Dave

I'm a ghetto child....


I **** the same *****

And still call you a *******....

Talk like false teeth.
In the maytag side by side.
The clatter. I arose to yo
St nick. Collapsing next
To prancer. As my dad was.
Getting out a ladder.
The laughter mom exhaled.
Was a feeling hallmark couldn't capture.
Than my dad was ******* his pants.
As his wheel chair rattled off the ladder.
Santa your much fatter.
How you get around.
You silly *******.
While I lost my mind on 12st
And my GPS said this was faster.
It appears.
I've neared and steered.
My bladder. Into a a tantrum.
I **** in hugs when house to house.
Than fire them out at random.
Held Donald's wife for ransom.
And withheld gifts for Charles Manson.
Russell Brandt is pretty naughty
But Harrison Ford is just as bad
And good at being handsome.
Enough about the naughty list
Help me clean my pants up.
I've only got a night.
To give this *******.
To these fake as kids
So miss clause will
Reward me with a *******

Just a little insanity.
Janet hold the judgement
while.
I manage to elaborate.
On such a touchy subject
So hot. You may prefer
oven mits to touch it.

I'm half of the corporations budget.
When I talk of fiscal losses.
**** it.
I'm distraught.
You caught me siphoning.
Corporate stocks to stuff my pockets..
To be honest
The loss I'm talking isn't stocks
Its more in bonds.
We used to share.
You cut your losses.
I found a bridge.
Jumped off it just because you dared

Is it a pre conceived belief
That as a human.
I need room to breathe and be..
Or does oxygen make promises
Inside cerebral scenes
As..... humans dream....
Is their a ....movement
Into peace?....
Or does every gruesome
Deed mans ever made.
Consume our inner mood
And .....ruin our being????
Questions I've selected
To be used inside this theme....
As we the youth
Become so numb to the pollution
Were .....use to seeing.....
Newly teens..
Confusing race as a need for.... shooting sprees.....
I shouldn't talk . I got some fuel in me.
Let loose could...... ruin 17...

My moods like dude
Your a dude but when you dress up...

Must confess ****...truly..... beauty queen...

And your bros that run these sewers
Dont give two *****
Just .....who your seeing....
They just want you to be happy
It's your mood
So karmasutra...
You get ....****** into believing...
That the world is better off.
With out your humour.
And the only ....you can do it feeling....
Doesn't matter what they say
Give it hell
And.... use your demons....
To make Angel's testify
And raise moons that shape the music into freedom for all beings....
..

Life is such a multi verse
Directions with a wider truth
Who's deciding who
Rides for truth deception
Pride or you.
Whats inside of you.
My lies are tried but true.
I repent collide with
Minor dues.
And bruises from a time or two.

Heaven is a far off journey
Trying we all must make it
Sacred. Blessed and angry
We face challenges
And battle dragons
Escape our cages.
Lose our masters
Find our freedom in the angels
Strangle demons
Believe in Jesus
*** his forgiveness is our way up
Time like steel
Teeth like Satan.
Metal minds and profits for the pay out
Here's your chance make evil profit
Or be a prophet.
God uses as a tool of truth
Using you to lay out...

Bozos is a mirror man
Samcro2 of a tearful ******
Appearing sacred
I fear he clearly has
My ultimate devotion
For steering man
Into the fearless plan
Of collaboration
Drifted mix with labor
Feeding present past and yet to be created man
We made this man
The safety hand of my well natured
Breath to save the land
From destruction and create amazing
Image of our great love in hand
The toll of bloodshed is done
Once you love this man
His chest
Is nature..  further compass
Into worthy draft
Of furniture recrafted
Refurbished to be inherited
For comfort ***...
As Trump learns fast...
The term of ****** has to be dirt
To worms to feed
The seeds we plant
In fertile earth
To learn these man ways
Deluded and re turned to burning plants
Like time in courage
With Ariel in earth
Of gravity
Search for bezos in space
He will save the earth of man
Or I will burn this ******
Determined...
Half cooked earthly scam
Of platta over pluomo
Mercury... steady Freddy
In your Celsius smell
The birth of famine
Till collapse of military
Has been handed to the aid
Of Africa..  to build further
Grants
So aids is curbed... like side street
Concrete... here's the
Further stance
Of earth one chance
Bezos making pesos.
If you fuckaround with
Him ill burn my Freddy hands
And turn dreams into
Facing Jason with machete mask
That concludes
Elm street night mares...
Now give Jeff his chance
And ill let him **** me
I'm already Cummings in
My slutty pants

So I'm turning female
Wish dad could have seen his daughter....
Shes cool. And wild.
Like river water..
Next to leaves of autumn.
Changing. Stories.
Like a man. In question under
Lawmen. Lawless from the state.
Now saying. Honest better.
Shes a solemn. Golden spec
In Alaskan rush.
Who learned a mans touch
From her father..
As a boy. Confused.
Bewildered. In a gender.
Not belonging. To his
Posture ever....
Now the leaves have thawed
And summers. Clock.
Is long as her hair..
Mocassins. And bear skin sweater.
All together. But her hearts not leather.
It's a butterfly. In flight.
Sometimes clumsy
Like a toddler.
Making songs
By banging pots together.
Dad. You brought this weather.
Spring was fast.
My bodies. Better.
Love your heart.
Modesty. And proof of ****.
You knew you loved my mom
More than any other star could ever.
Make a wolf sigh.
And cry to the moon.
You knew why I brought you this letter.
Hope it makes it better

Write your heart out.
The contents of your soul on paper.
Little etchings and scribbles
Like memories folded after into
Your pocket
The creases of the paper
Like the little lines underneath his smiling eyes..
You fought so hard jordan.
You and him were like rivals at times.
But dont forget how much he fought for you.
Thats right. For you.
Remember him always.
Richard gablehouse
Born today. This day some 62 years ago.

Hurricanes in season.
Eyes of life.
And devastation...
Breed captivity. In containment
Calm inside the confines
Of a central storm
The world now faces....
I believe.
In god. And Angel's. Calm like allah.
Or Mohammed.
The future me is hopefully
More honest.
But I'm no prophet.
Just want my family to feel
My love. And live so long.
Our bodies start to rot.
Before we choose our plot yep...
Guess it's not always
The plan.
But what happens in the process.
Maybe logan. Finds true love
And jade and him move on
*** I think its toxic
And my sister moves
On beyond the coffin.
Re kindles her passion
And enthrallment
In knowledge.
Maybe pursuesher doctorate
Hope my mom can rest for ever.
In the peace and holy gospel.
May my people prosper.
Life to offer.
It's a try at life.
Hope my sisters husband
Forever wants her.
May my cousins
Never want for *****.
Cloud of Casper.
Turning ghost
From marijuana.
Jenny reindfleish tm. Sauna.
And my aunty louise leave the
Rubble kept
Like land mines
From her dear departed momma.
May my cousin get a better back
I tried the opposite.
Of mine but God's not a doctor.
Hes just the all giving father.
Hope my cousin dilly.
Feels the rumbling in his
Under belly.
And watch for his true calling.
Like a hawk. Stalks its prey.
He needs direction.
*** his depression.
Isn't awesome. No god its rotten.
Hope he meets his soul mate in the process.
May my cousin steven keep his passion
Hes a master with his hands.
But guide his spirit gland.
To a sweet song.
His frigid. Lips may have never sang.
Pray my aunty. Clears her throat.
And cancer ***** off.
Sorry god. But I need her longer.
She comes back stronger.
Hope my hailey Kastendieck
Loses her *** and ****.
And becomes a man legit.
Her family ***** a fat ****.
He gets a bad ***** for a partner.
And I'm best man. At a trans gen
Wedding.
Dam lit. Yeah best man ****.
Hope my uncle learns his music
Isn't first
His mom is more important.
Gramma. Your my angel.
No way to explain
The storm. You
Swore I'd make it through.
Cant ignore. I couldn't make if not with you.
Hope my aunty Terry. Wins a thousand bucks. And plants a tree and feeds the ducks. That sweet stuff..
Hope my kids grow up.
To love their life. And learn some stuff.
To help them heal with love.
Hope gabby valentine. Learn love from gentleman's. And ladies touch.
And have memories were jealous of.
Those ******* studs.
Hope my friends canfucking quit the drugs.
Hope everyone I've touched. Expands
Their life to line with god.
Allah. Jesus christ. Creator. Every single teaching. That I love
May they embody that stuff.
And confucious too
And buddha.
And the Vikings.
Thor is ****.
And the valkyrie. I'd love to be one.
Give us it all god. Love you.
And everyone else I forgot
Oh and p.s. give david a **** honey.
Who has his back. And wants to blow something other than his money.
Malia too. Well shes got huge ****. She doesn't need any help. Lol
Lol and rest in piece mike honcho.
We know what you've done here this day.
Carry on soldier

Imagine a big picture.
Only gods laughter could fathom
While mantra
And montage show what matters
In a microscopic pattern.
I'm in slasher flicks.
My *****. Like eric banas
Anger
While ******* has fangs.
To my super human
Reproductive
Splatter
Seed of
Father. Jehovah. And the beginning
To infinite here after.
Love the status of all man
No discrimination
Of intimidation
From the system
Or the peers that never mattered.
Where ambition.
Keeps me blinded.
Slanted glasses show my tantrums
*** I'm not a woman
Or a man
Exhibit a my manners.

The lesson is my.... love.... its you its for
Pay attention child
I wont ignore
I see your plight
Your joy your love.
More of you in every hug....
The thing we fear
We become....
I will never fear...
In you I trust.....

Flip inside out.
It's never going to start.
The twisted mouth
Of a ***** to fall about
The art of war. A heart
At siege
When walls come down
And guns come out.
Without a doubt.
My ***** should wish
About.
Some that matters.
Stead of having habits
Like a dragon's house.
Things undone he runs his mouth
And brags about
Till his tongue comes out.
And I slit his pouch
Yes it has a mouth.
Plot inevitable yet preventable
Like briar rose. Passing out.
16 years after.
The prophecy
Of a witch.
In black that laughed out loud.
I'm screaming let it be.
The laugh of evil beings.
While I'm passing out.
With massive doubts
I cant solve the math
I'm out
I cant cash this sum
Without blacking from
A blackened sun. Collapsing
In darkness.
Rapped in blood
My ***** the ****
That has me dumb
Cease his tongue. I'll have it done.
Let's have some fun

my life
the otherside to the werewolves skin
and as time betrays me
into a roaring drunk
so does the clock become
the bible on which one wishes to prey on
and seconds drain with peculiar concentration towards an enemy that sees no death but claims victims like a lottery
and as the man becomes weary
the tears become cemetarys
so does the noose tighten around the mayors neck

My mind ,, a masterful watch
Ever feeling
Distorting
Playing
It seems as though breadcrumbs
Dont become keys
To the dungeon doors
When no one can save the man imprisoning himself
the bread crumbs from bakers batch.
Excite the crows...
gathering like watchmen in the dark seconds in between.

It seems as though this story has been written before..
By the hands of another.
With no deception greater than the illusion of time.
Never knowing
Never needing
Always concealing
But fear not the seconds between,,
My story is nothing more than the ripples in the water
And the seconds between
Become the voice in which frees my soul

In the image of a whisper shout.
The verdicts in...
The written script
Of perfect sin... of pillow clouds
Turbulence and turbin men
The versci learned from
dinner crowds.....
Renuka turned the term
From cultural deception
To every Hindu learned the inner proud.... determination of
Reincarnation
Is a universal cloud
Of turning earth and worthy sand
Jnto persons
Inhabited by mother sermon and written down
Bodies in a earthly have
Thirsts by a purpose now... blessed by father Allah... the soul... that curls in metamorphosis
Like baby worm
To butterfly to burning shroud
Turned the **** around

The plant of Moses
And Joseph
The chosen walk of good men
Carrying a task
That the earth may drown
Of all the Sheppard indowd the mercy
Sound
The curtain slams..
And naji staff slams hurled down
Andevery soul on earth has our mercy now....
But once just once interpret christ to judge another
And ill unfurl my drowning
Swirl of girl untill you slurr your words under bursting mounds
Of dirt and burning clouds
Of smoke to swerve in serpent
Scourge... to learn you quick
So no man eill turn me down...
Oh yeah

He's the word around

leave me be
in my semi transparent serenity"""""
its rare for me to be this honest
and ive found that truth is not the enemy"""""
apparently,
its clean fresh air
good food that just may be the remedy"""""
but instead,
im cooped up here
amidst my scatterbook of memories.""""

love is not the cause
nor is my heart a mighty victor////
ive been living in a void
with my head fit tightly in the *******////
but its me whos got to be
the type to shift ....////
my mortal gaze,,,,,
onto something more
important than the narcotics that I crave ,,,,,

Saddle up my girl.
Ride into jason Kenney's hotspot.
Taco bell
madonna make up
Marijuana hot box...
And a massive box of chocolates....
I'm a little submissive daddys girl
Who wants nothing more
Than to be a *****
For a daddy. Who wants my body
And won't stop.
Untill my greedy fingers shoplift...
Stop me from excercising
These lips. They know more
About belts than teenagers in karate...
Melt like chocolate.
In your hand. Make your hands massage my body.....
Pump the disco ball. And flex your spine. Like the naughty paparazzi
Watching...
You got james dean in your veins.
I got Sarah Palin's body...
So invade alaska. Say **** canada.
Before I reveal I'm 17 and
This is date line with chris Hansen...

In mix with ghetto vibes. Quest for tribes. No kidding. This ain't *******.
Jokes aside. The mental child
Is blessed with fellow child.
Love forever wild.
Like jokers in a poker hand.
Devil smiles.
Angels cry. And smoke turns into broken sand...
Jokes in hand.. laughing at the rental man.
Naw debt man. We got credits in hand.
No debt to lend.
We got plenty man...

Immaculate conception
Primal threat detection
Mind progression into
Time perception
Noise reduction.
Senses into depths of memory
Retention. With a slight aggression
Problem no lesson
Could correct him..

Nonandaewa.
Scary *** with weapon
Of a **** in detriment.
To pelvis flesh and
Sacred name of
Elvish flesh and
Teach us tech and
Make steven jealous.
But he must understand
We need this medicine.
Weapons and inventions

Hey its me.
Tried to set this up.
Whatever ***.
It doesn't settle up.
Like sediment
In the desert does
But if it ever was.
Id never lust
A nother rush. Blush
Like heaven does
When loving us
I fell in love
For
A thing that never was.


I'm like a massive flame.
Burning in the thirst of night.
Turn me on.
Nocturnal urges.
We always go to work at night

Selection is a crazy *****
Think first sight is just a mercy fight
Till love is like a bird.
Learning why the first times
Nervous flight
Until you find the words to fly

Everything else on earth.
Is just distraction from your lullaby
A nursery rhyme. For this
Thing that never was and I.

Preceeding self fulfillment
Was a wasted land
The makings of a safe hand
To raise the heavens
From a place of self deprivation
Deprication and deliverance
From a slipping time
Wishing lies
Would lose the definition
Of words to fit
Emotions in a gifted mind
The light becomes
A different split
That rips existence
Into Jean's that fit my thighs
And twist my *** too look like
Michelle. That **** little
Hotty fox
Your my oxygen in a misty fog
With ****** softness in your body's
Blind.
The water of a drop that stops
The flow of Carter to a halter top
Like falters not
An option
When you rock with god
He frees you all
To beat the odds
Feeds you all
And believes you all
He loves the life you possess
He seen it all.
Like believe me y'all
Do you believe in god?
Or Do you dream at all.
I'm not swallowing
This intolerance with out you
Seeing all the love
With in
A sea of loss
And still needing god to grieve your loss...
I'm his *****. And I believe it all.
What once was demonly involved
And seemingly self involved
Mental health a fleeting thought
In lots of drugs
And disconnection from the human
Law. A meaning
Of connection feeding all
A seamless logic that sees every angle
Untill it reads em all
The very script against the bleeding
Words written on the christmas wall.
Not finished all...
I've controlled every aspect.
Of perceivable existence
Untill this prison
Seems so distant from conviction
Of a different law
I'm more in witsec. Hiding
My self from criminals
That all live in similar walls
I'm sick of my intentions
I need some different walls
Or either in a prison
Meant for ****** thoughts
There not
Their really hot
I need **** alot
Oh **** that little thought

Break to pay homage
And give honour
To the project
I'm stuck in
Karma's allmamata like a drama
Reincarnate of my father(
Dropping less sense and dollars than
Fenty addicts pocket.*
I mean stuff my little *** till I'm dripping out your hot stuff...*
I may look like a gangster
But dress me up. **** I'm a model....
Blonde wig with pink lips.
And the body of a goddess.*
Think **** slips.
For a tick
I'm talking honest...
While the clock makes more ******* wishes. Than
A muslims hottest mistress...))))
**** is like a taught out lesson...)))))
I'm like modest in description)))))
I could **** my own ****
Before I ever went to college *******.)))
Get it...
you guys got good brain.
Like I gave my ****. knowledge isn't it...
Don't mean I'm different.
**** your husbands prolly wishing.
I go alien autopsy on his ****
And his **** **** up missing

Genius alternate existence
Requires immediate supervision
Between the farthest steps to heaven.
And the stupid truth I live in
Roots of trees in youth and
As humans live in death is
Often soothing
A room that opens into bloom.
The moon sings tunes
Mindless dudes think through
And the def tune into listen
The sun shines
Fun rhymes. Dumb guys
Fool away and shoot to **** in
But one rhyme
One time.
Can get one blind dude to see you
Love him more than all existence

the voices they ring inside of me
tiny voices
droplets collecting on spiders weaves

little voices
like howls in war or dancing snares
little voices
of loved ones,,,,  gone that are always there
little motion
of poetry that speaks to me
i guess you know that
its beyond the things the eye can see

when all else fails
i turn to love

still dont know why in hell
i shove myself into a tiny locker
when im mad dont know
why the **** i bother

thiis is hell
the song i hear but cannot touch
taste and smell
the ******* feeling that i cant give up
mine as well
be victim to its frozen clutch
this end i say
this end i say its,,,,  to much,,,,, enough