Not all the guys are like that, they say
How should I know?
I have trusted twice as much and I,
I have been hurt by doing so.
You will never fully understand
Until on my feet, you'll stand
The pain and agony I felt that day
When he just walked away.
I have lived in the shadows for far too long
and the brightness, I can't contain
I thought I was just being strong
When I kept on standing in the rain.
Roses, and letters, and chocolates on hand
Yet lies and bitterness all so grand
Fed up with fairytales, all I say
Is you'll never know how I felt that day.
I have never been scarred like this before
But never will I get hurt anymore
Not now, when t'is all just too late
Remember when you said,"I will wait"?
I doubt you'll still remember
The promises you confidently whispered
The memories embedded in my heart still
I just hope you'll understand how I feel.
With questions asked, I say no
When love stirs up, I say go
Just leave me here, on my own
I'm used to being left all alone.
I am a fool, I know you'll say
To see them all that way
But one would never understand
How I felt that day.