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 Dec 2017 Monotone
insomniatrical
I remember the Sunday, and in your cold car,
We did all we could to look at the stars.
Without freezing our hands
And without getting out to stand,
We tried our best, and we were earnest,
But the stars were out of our reach.

There was once a time when I believed that I must do all I can to keep you.
But that was before I realized you didn't show me the real you.
So I asked, and I pleaded,
Please be who you really are.
And the day you did that,
Your eyes became the stars.
 Dec 2017 Monotone
insomniatrical
Let me just say
   That I miss you.
Let me just wonder
   If you miss me too.
Let me just hear
   That sweet voice of yours.
Let me just hear it,
   My ailments it cures.

Let me just say
   That I miss your touch.
Let me just repeat:
   I miss it so much.
Let me just cry
   Right into your shoulder
Let me just hope
   And wish that we were older.

Let me just fall
   Into that deep abyss
Let me just trip
  Into a bitter bliss
Let me just wander
  And feel the midnight's kiss
Let me just roam
   And end
      Just

         Like

            This.
 Dec 2017 Monotone
insomniatrical
We are the light in the sky which is dark at times
And we are the street lamps that turn off when it's too light outside,
We are candles that burn brightest at night
And we are the lamp which lets you lose yourself in the pages of a book,
When you are entranced in the world and you have no way to get there in the dark.
We are the road which you remember,
But are not willing to travel,
The memory of good times and bad, best and worst,
And we are the feeling you get when you lose the one you love the most.
We are consequences, in all of their ugliness and wretched acts,
Where they steal you away into a spell
And shove apologies out of your mouth,
They spew and fly and are a mess of profuse "I'm sorry's"
Mixed with regret and a wish to go back.
We are freedom,
As well as it is but as perilous as it can be,
As dangerous as one can make it.
We are one and none,
Together and apart,
Me and you,
One and two,
But you may never see what I use as glue.
I use my soul and all of the promises she made;
That I would find what I have now and that it would last for me,
That I would always have it,
Please stay.
 Dec 2017 Monotone
insomniatrical
"and then we'll head down there to get him, right?"



                              *why would you say that when you know i can't see him?
 Dec 2017 Monotone
insomniatrical
Forgetting you,

Forgetting who,
Forgetting anything and everything, too.
It feels like that's what I'm meant to do.
When I still see you
And I feel like I lose.
Forgetting who?

Forgetting you.
 Dec 2017 Monotone
insomniatrical
~ ~ ~
     I want to run my fingertips across every inch of your skin and watch your bones dance beneath your muscles as they work together to move you forward.
     I want to feel the movement of your hips as we dance across the room and sing our favorite songs as loudly as anyone can, because we are in love and know no shame.
     I want to breathe your breath and share your space, even if you're in the shower at six in the morning and I have to go so bad that I can't hold it in anymore.
     I want to teach you everything and learn from you because I'm a ******* about how much I know but I am still clueless and I still have so much to experience.
     I want everyone to know about you but I also want to keep you all to myself because no one else is allowed to have you but you're too wonderful to not talk about.
     I want to watch a thousand suns set with you and I never want to watch you leave again because even if you're just going to work, I know I won't see you for hours.
     I want to experience everything with you because you are my life and you always have been, it's undeniable, irrevocable, unalterable, immutable, and irremediable.
 Nov 2017 Monotone
Kaitlyn
A rush of blood to the head
The excitement of dread
Why
Do we yearn for the reasons we bled?

To be free from reality
Can't see your mortality
It's no surprise
The devil loves hospitality

Nobody watches him slide through the door
You give him everything yet he somehow wants more
Let him tear up the carpet
The curtains
The floor

That was the last time

Every time
You swore

k.d.
 Nov 2017 Monotone
insomniatrical
I need a short time away from you.
Maybe only two days, no talking.
As hard as it is to say,
And hard it may be to admit,
But my day starts and ends with you.
Because of this, I get nothing done.
Not even missing assignments.
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