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Michael Stefan Feb 2021
I swallow deeply
Standing at the gaping maw-
One eternity, infinite, and expanding

We all stand upon this violent ocean,
As sweet words crash like purple waves
Too great to comprehend,
Yet,
Too nagging to ever let go

The black sands curl beneath pink toes-
****** from the journey we must walk,
Devoid of fear and trembling with terror,
Alone on this crowded beach,
As silence splits the night

Wrapped in our softest linens,
Like children dressed for warm baptisms,
And wrapped like mummies for the tomb

The warm breeze chills our soft sorrows-
Magnifying emotions,
Echoes of the days we let slip,
Like ocean waves returning to a long-forgotten past

Our skin is feverish,
Hot to the touch,
With a sickly radiance,
We hide from each other,
So poorly,
And always caught by the crowd's periphery

No description stands
No law holds truth here
None will reign-
Except for the sadness
To which we give ultimate primacy
On this beach of desolate depression
Sorry this poem is such a ******.  I have struggled with depression my whole life.  Trying to describe it is neigh impossible for those that have never looked out over those murky waters.  I hope each of you has the support you need.  We all need a cruise off of this beach, from time to time.  Much love, HP Community!
Michael Stefan Feb 2021
2 drops at dawn,
To wake me up,
And mixed right in,
My coffee cup

2 drops for lunch,
To keep the haze,
As we each go,
Our separate ways

2 drops at dusk,
In my evening snack,
To chase away,
My heart attack

2 drops at night,
The serum's thick,
I'll take the fog,
Over being sick
A simple 4x4 verse alternating rhyme scheme.  Nothing overly clever, just a place for me to store my morose.
Michael Stefan Feb 2021
Sweeping grains of endless sandy beaches
And painting blue the azure sea
To occupy your hollow mind
And keep you from the open gates
...to exit from your pain
Michael Stefan Jan 2021
You squeezed
every drop of blood
from my veins

Left drained
and without
solid ground

My cadaver
almost sensuous
in its gutter

To never mutter
one more word
on this earth

It slid
like black snakes
through distant ponds

And broken bonds
compress me
into a seed

Against your will
I will grow
again

and spite your trend
of ending
anyone else
Sometimes you just feel bad and need to put the feelings into words.  Hope everyone else is feeling good today.
  Jan 2021 Michael Stefan
Thomas W Case
I was feeling
down
depressed
and dark.
I put
some
rocks in my
cup
to uplift my
spirits,
to climb
out of the hole.

I want to
run on
the clouds
and
touch the sun;
go 180 around
the third turn.
Feel nothing but
the wind;
go out like
Earnhardt Sr.
in
a blaze of
glory.
Last lap
last run.
Michael Stefan Jan 2021
Muddy boots and snow thawing
Next to central fireplace
A heat that bakes the ***** floor
A floor to which we all walk
Day in and day out
As leaves fall from trees
Until the day
We lay face-up
With hands folded
As we return back to
This dark baked clay
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