Phoenix

Phoenix Oct 2018

Why

Why am I feel theses feelings
Why do they not care
Why do they just want to help them and not me
What’s wrong with me
Why don’t they help me
Why do they ignore me
What do they hate about me
Why

I wrote this when I was super anxious and shaking at school and some start to cry and in my state I thought that no one cared

#why #loneliness #anxiety

Phoenix Oct 2018

Mental health problems

5 why do they look at me like that…

4… do I want to eat this week…

3… life is pointless and there’s no reason to live…I’m worthless…

1No…sorry I meant…

2…ohh what’s that points at something on someone

1 why is mental health so popular…

Why can’t it just go away

This is all the mental health problems I have and if you want to know 5 is my anxiety, 4 is my struggles with my body image, 3 is about my loneliness, 2 1/2 is about my dyslexia, 2 is about my ADHD

#anxiety #adhd #dyslexia #loneliness #mental #heath #problems

Phoenix Oct 2018

I’ve though of death

When I’m not ok but I say I’m fine
I’m not
I think
If I walk into the road I would get hit and it would be over
If I slit my wrists it would be over
If I put that rope around my neck and jump it would be over
If I drank the window cleaner it would be over
If I jumped of the building it would be over
But if they ask I say I’m okay

#trigger #warnings

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