I am bursting to find out
What you would say
What you would look like
What you would feel like
What colour your eyes would shine in the morning sun
What would your lips would taste of..
(Mint and Chocolate like yesterday hon?)
The firmness of your hands
And the sharpness of your breath
The way you smile
Is better then watching the sun set
The way your heart races when I touch your hand
The way you play with my hair
Oh god , even the way you stand
Baby I can't wait to find out
Becoz everything still feels new
And after all this time
I'm still very much in love with you

The ink flowed
Like music
Each word
A melody
Meant only
For someone
To her heart very near
That could unravel
The notes that
He was so desperate
to hear

For with each word
A secret was laced
To his name
Her heartbeat had raced

And their love
Like music was timeless
As with each word
Her love grew
And with each word
She gave him a kiss
And he was born anew

As evening draws in
And the tired breath of work
Droopy eyelids
And desire lurk
In the dark corners of my heart
Your name still engraved
And your voice lulling me
Into a dangerous sleep
From which I'll never wake
I gladly stare into nothingness
And the last words I hear
Over the dripping away of my pain
Was when u said ,'now u can carry your own sunshine and it'll never again rain.'

I said to him
I'm sorry
I don't know what it's like to love
And be loved
I hope you understand
He nodded
And left
And took his heart with him
And today I stand
With my heart in my hand
And I hold it out to you
*I don't know what it's like to be loved
Do you ?

He saw her
From his window
One rainy day
She was smiling at nothing
And drenching wet
He waved

She was crying
Next to him
One rainy day
And he put his arm around her
And told her it would be okay

She took his hand then
And they would sit together
And knew that they would
Want no one else
No matter the weather

And finally they confessed
What was in their hearts
And I'm still as much in love
In every way
As I was
that rainy day

That moment
right before you kiss me
Right there,
so close I can feel your words
on my lips
When your warm breath mixes with mine
When I can feel my heart beat,
slowly at first,
not used to such exertion
When i let my heavy lids
droop into oblivion
It feels like the first drops of rain
are falling from my eyes

Your tears burn into my soul
And cleanse it of
The darkness it holds

Your smile sets in my eyes
And puts out the fire
There disguised

Your words ring in my ears
And I know I'm truly happy
For the first time in years

If you can't see the wound
Doesn't mean it's not there
If you can't see the tears
It doesn't mean
I haven't cried
I haven't hurt
I haven't felt
I haven't bled
For the only tears that flow
Down my cheeks
Are ones of ink

There she lay
Her tears making music
Her pain a sweet melody
Her eyes ocean deep
And there she lay
Hoping to see the sight
Her parched heart
Her sore eyes
So longed
Days passed
And then years
And there she lay
Hope glittering
In traitor eyes
Slowly drowning
In her tears

You simmer in my eyes
Like coffee
Drops of your love
Burning my throat
Warming my insides
Setting my soul on fire

I lived in the 'sixties
In a land of black and white
Till you came by
And gave colour to my life

Like a graceful stroke
Of a paint brush
You filled me with hues
Of happiness
With your touch

And now I see the world anew
For you've coloured my life
And my dreams too
Nd I know I can never go back
To black and white
And I know I'll see everything in red
With you in my sight

These sudden bursts of clarity
Renewed my faith in humanity

When I see you
I feel a warmth
In my stomach
In my heart
It goes all through my body
And melts my icy veins
And finally
I can feel again

I remember the time you asked me
If I still loved you
And I had said after hesitation
I still do
I remember the time you said
You missed the warm look in my eye
You missed the smile and the kiss goodbye
I remember the time where I didn't feel
I remember the time when I forgot this was real
And now I ask you:
Do u remember the time you asked me if I love you ?
Do you remember the time you said
You missed my smile
Do you remember how you missed the hugs and  kiss
Because I remember now
I remember all the things that I'll miss
Is it too late to say what I feel?
Did you too lose sense that this is real?
Because I love you
Do you think you could still love me too?

You had to melt
Your love
So it could flow into
The broken crevices
Of my heart
And now I'm complete

My love
You fixed me

When the earth
Is in a dreamless soon
When shade covers the world
When mist blinds the night
When stars peep
In the curtain of the sky
When leaves quiver in the wind
Then one out of a million
An insignificant being
Ceases to exist

He saw her
The day they met
With wind blown hair and laughing eyes
He saw her
the day she left
With sweat stained hair and a lifeless smile
He lay there, transfixed
as if staring into another time.
as if staring into an alternate space right there on those dusty wooden tiles where she existed.
He lay there, unmoving
Where he held her close
and they swayed
with the ballerina in the music box going round and round
he opened his eyes
to a phantom embrace
He opened his eyes
And his arms held nothing but the air.
He opened his eyes
His lips as parched and broken as they were.
The ballerina stood still
he slowly walked
across the wooden tiles
And crossed the space where they had their first dance
Crossed the space where he kissed her for the first time
And he kept walking
Until with closed lids
He saw her
Wind blown hair and laughing eyes

When I think of you
I think of happiness
I think of warmth
I think of love
I think of longing
For your touch

When I think of you
I think of words
I think of a smile
That makes me blush

When I think of you
As stars into millions grow
In my line of sight
And I wish I could
Just see you once more
Before I fall asleep tonight

Sooner or later
Everyone realises that
They can wipe
Their own tears

My heart beats
For nothing
And for everything
My soul aches
For nothing and
For everything
My hands long
For nothing and
For everything
My lips tremble
For nothing and
for everything
I long for nothing
And for everything
To have you
Is everything
And to not is
Nothing

I see your face
Reflected in every mirror
I pass
And my heart breaks
Like
Shards of glass
I can still taste your smile
The feel of you
Under my hands
And I know I can't wait
To come back

Blind

She can't see
The colours so bright
There's only black
in her sight
She couldn't see you
She heard you
She felt you
She knew you
She could only paint
A picture of you
In her Mind
touch your face
A million times
Feel your lips
Against hers
For love is blind
Baby,
Haven't you heard

The first drops of the rain finally wet my lips
As I waited for the words to drown
As I waited for the clash of thunder in my mind
I let my fingertips and my outstretched hands
Greet it like a long lost lover
Finally myself to find

You're killing me
With you words
With your smile
With your touch

To show someone
Paradise
And then
Deny them

Words cannot express
How I feel
For no language can
Convince him that
Our love Is real

An angel sent from heaven
Once looked upon a girl
Nothing special was she
Everything abt her ordinary
But something captivated him
And he descended down to earth
Losing his halo for her
As a human he took birth
And heaven it was when she
Said ,"I love thee truly"
Nd in her heart she knew
She was the luckiest girl alive
To be loved and cherished
And with an angel
get to spend her life

A starry night
A cloudy day
A few drops of rain
The month of May

Flowers freshly bloomed
The early morning dew
Gifts wrapped up and tied
Maybe a chocolate or too

Coffee on a rainy day
Strong winds that make me quiver
Clear blue skies,the birds
And soothing music that just makes me shiver

Chimes that sway in the breeze
The ripples in water that I see
The grainy texture of the sand
The sun shining bright on all the land
And it's light and all of this together
Is what you are for me,My love
The saving grace in bad weather

Sometimes
falling out of love
Is more painful
Than falling IN love

Hands pink and soft
Hands scarred with lines
Running down the length of it's fingers
Yes these hands are mine
They are cold with sweat
And shiver with anticipation
For soon yours they met
And they were forever to be
*'Will you give your hand to me?'

My body is intact
But my soul is ash
There's nothing that remains
There's no love, there's no pain
The fire is quenched
And all that's left
Is a shell
Hollow
With memories

Embers of your love
Warm me
on a cold winter night
I close my eyes
The wanderlust
is finally satisfied
I can travel anywhere I want
Places that don't exist
places that do
I close my eyes
And imagine
every place
That would lead to you

You find yourself day dreaming
Every chance u get (nd not becoz the school work is so boring)

2.you just want to make him/her happy (might embarrass yourself while doing so)

3.you suddenly get a lot more liberal with your allowance (with chocolates and or flowers in question)

4.you start listening to the songs he likes and like them too or reading the book she reads trying to find parts of her in it

5.just the sound of his name gives  u butterflies and his voice gives u a smile (even on your most terrible day)

And I'm madly deeply irrevocably in love

Hush now
Don't say a word
The silence is
too perfect
To break

Hush now
Or you'll see
Me cry
No longer
No longer
My heart
I'll defy

Hush now
Let me just
Hold you tight
And we'll stay there
Till comes the night

Hush now
Let me feel your lips
And you electrifying
My fingertips

Hush now
Don't say a word
Or I'm scared I'll have to go

Hush now
Don't say a word
And feel my heart
It's yours to keep
And I'll keep yours
Safe in my dreams
As I fall asleep

for every time
I fell in love with you
I would now
Be holding
**A book

I do not fear death
And I can tell you why
I will wait
and look down upon you
Until life passes you by
I do not fear death
And I can tell you why
Even if together
we cannot live
My soul will be yours
when I die

It was raining
One night
In a little girls heart
The torrent inconsolable
The storm did thunder part

It was raining
One night
And she didn't
Want it to stop
She liked the feel
Of the drops on her skin
When she began to sob

It was raining
One night
The water kept flowing
Down the cliff of her nose
Tides gently brewing

It was raining
One night
And you brought
A coat
And I'm still
The same little girl
Whom you saved
When she needed you
The most

I wish I was a cloud
Floating gracefully by
I wish I was a rainbow
Painting the blue sky
I wish I was rain
Pouring down on earth
I wish I was fire
Warming up the hearth
I wish I was a bird
Soaring in freedoms flight
I wish I was a star
Illuminating the night
I wish I was patient
And endless like the sea
I wish I was
anything
Anybody
But me

You are my lighthouse
Across stormy seas
The path to the shore was always there
With your light
You just guided me

In the darkness of the night
With vision blind
I find my reprieve
It waits for me
In my dreams

There there's nothing
To hide
Nowhere to run
I'm safe within the confines
If my mind
And sanity

My sanctuary
There
I can be
Anything I want to be
Do anything
I want to do
There I'm free
Not bound by the chains of reality
I'm limitless

I long for your hands
Warm and cold
I long for your touch
I long for you
To hold
Me
Forever

Parts of me I didn't know existed
Awaken to your touch
I didn't know it was possible
To long for someone so much
Closer than my heartbeat
I feel you
Your breath on my face
Nd ur lips on mine
I wish we could stay like this
Till the end of time

To live is to love
And I live
Only
To love you

If I didn't have you
The sun wldnt
shine as bright
The stars wldnt
make me wish at night
The hands of the clock wldnt
Move agonisingly slowly
When I'm nt in ur sight
My heart wldnt beat
Slow and fast
And I wldnt want
Anything to last
I wldnt Hv a reason
to smile every morning
And I wldnt Hv a reason
For sleepless nights too
And I wldnt ever Hv love
In life
Baby If I didn't Hv you

She heard the knock on the door
'I know you're in there!'
She didn't reply. She Didn't move.
'OPEN the door'
She clenched her fists
'Let me IN'
She took a deep breath
She reached for the revolver
She unlocked the bolt
The whiff of alcohol scented the air
Red eyes greeted pale ones
And she pulled the trigger

He lay there. Broken.
Blood on his hands
he caressed the scars on his wife's face
As she lay lifeless in his arms

You got me smiling for no reason
As I sit on the edge of my bed
You got me thinking of every word that u ever said
And everything around me has a happier hue
Becoz everyday I fall more and more in love with u
And now the love songs all seem related
Becoz even a life time with u would make me feel insatiated
And everything around me has a happier hue
Becoz baby I'm in love with u

I got struck
With cupids arrow
And now
*My hearts bleeding

I look for an outlet
A reason
Any reason
To be sad
Because then
I dnt Hv to think about
What's really bothering me

The wind blew in the desert
Of my heart
Wrecking even the salvages
Claimed as war spoils
And u were the oasis
That quenched my thirst
You were the sky
That showed me beauty
You were the rain
That gave me hope
And maybe now I'm
Not so barren

You are the stars
In my sky
You are the words
On my lips
You are the colour
In my life
You are my everything
You are my nothing
And I said
I am
If
*You are