You're the words
That flow from my pen
You're the music
In everything
You're the smile
On my lips
And it's your name
On my fingertips

I wish I could lose myself
In your world
See your dreams
Your hopes
Your aspirations
Hear what makes you laugh
And know what makes you cry
See the world through your eyes
And then maybe I'll finally see
What is it exactly
That you see in me

I've never felt like this before
Safe to say I've never felt before
I've never heard my heart beating so loud
It's been silent for years without making a sound
I've never wanted to be close to someone
Never longed for anyone's touch
As much as I long for you
Neither rhyme nor reason can express how much

He once told me
Pain is beautiful
Caressing the red scars
On the wrists of my hands

He once told me
Pain is beautiful
While watching my tears
Glide into the sand

He once told me
Pain is beautiful
When his eyes were still
And his lips unloving

He once told me
Pain is beautiful
And standing on the edge
Of my rooftop
I believed him

I would walk to the end of the world
Swim across the deepest ocean
To see you tonight
My heart longs
And my eyes thirst
But to live without you
I'm cursed

A wooden boy
A useless toy
Lifeless I was
Till the magic
Of your words
To live gave me cause

My words
embrace me
Wrap me in a cocoon
Spinning tighter
and tighter
Till I'm lost in my own web
Of delusions
Till I'm lost
In the world I've created
And till my words
Spinning yarns
Are finally free
And I with them
And that is what poetry
Is to me

I let my lips meet yours
And my heart too
For every beat
And every breathe
Always belonged to you

I knew the moment we touched
Things would never be the same
I knew the moment you smiled
My feelings could not be tamed
I knew the moment our lips met
That I was desperately in love
I knew the moment you came in
That it was too late to go Back to
Being friends
That it was too late to hide the feelings I had confessed
That i was too far gone
To ever return to what I was
What things were
Before you

For before you
Seems like an alternate dimension
That I had suffered and lost
Because there was no life before you
And there won't be life after

I knew I loved you
When I was afraid to die

I want someone who will wake me up with a kiss in the morning
I want someone who will tuck me in in the night
I want someone who will listen when I need him too
I want someone who'll make me dinner in candlelight
I want someone who will always put me before anything else
I want someone who will love me even when he hates me
And then again I also want to fly

Isolated,by choice,she was
She felt safe on her own
Trust was a fragile thing
And her heart,had long since
turned to stone

Some tried , some didn't
But she remained
unchanged
Until one traveller
Walked down this
path estranged

He passed the cotton barriers
And reached deep within
He accepted all her goodness and every committed sin

Wiping the tears of blood
Taming that dark murmur
Even though it got the taste of mud
On his shining armour

This was a time ago
And my heart
he till holds
As I succumbed
and I stripped
and he saw me
Naked,both body and soul

No one is indispensable

You left marks on my skin
Every place that you touched me
A beautiful symphony of colours
Red, purple, blue
You left marks on my skin
Every place that you kissed me
I can still feel the tears
Running down my nape
Right down to my button
You left marks on my skin
Every place that you whispered
That you love me
You left marks on my skin
Every place that your willing fingers
Broke the sanctity of mine
You left marks beyond my skin
Beyond the seam of every dress I dared to wear
Beyond every protesting word I dared to speak
Beyond the blood running down my thighs
Beyond my unwilling smile
You don't deserve my forgiveness
For the marks still there cry out your name
For my body hasn't forgotten the sins
The marks
go beyond my skin

Those who cry alone
With nothing but tears
For company
Know that the sun
is but temporary
Know how it is to truly
Feel alone
Know things that would
Chill you to the bone
But then again
You would be unknown
For they can look happy
Even when they mourn

I saw a shooting star
And I followed it
In the night
it travelled far

It lit up the way
And I followed it
Through my dark days

I kept walking
In search of it
In uncertain places
And Dark roads

It was like a wave
Endless but with a shore

And after years
I finally found my star
It's you,it was always you
And I'll find you In my heart
No matter where you are

I'm hurting
My eyes are hollow
Swollen with unshed tears
Blent with forgotten images
Filled with longing

I'm hurting
And there's nothing
Anybody can do
Because for the longest time
This is the only feeling I knew

I'm hurting
An unwanted plea
In my smile
Please help me
I no longer want
To be *hurting

She longs to sleep
Feel the dim light of the moon
On her skin
She longs to see him
Her angel

And with her head
On the pillow
And her heart
On her tongue
She waits just
For him to come

Every long day
As evening comes
She's swept off her feet
At least till she realises
It's just a dream

Till one day
When she kisses him goodbye
She sees a feather of his wings
On her pillow at night

And as she looks at the sky
She can almost swear
That in the twinkling stars
She can see his face
Right there

And out of  her window she goes
Feather in hand
She can't live without him
She smiles as she falls
*Forever his to stand

Those moments
when I told you to leave
Were just a test
To see whether u would stay
Stay with me
Even though
I was broken
I was masochistic
And I couldn't be fixed
Even though
You loved me
And I didn't
Even though
I had hurt you
Caused you pain
And now as you
walk away from me
All I can do is
ask u to stay
Stay with me again

Endless sunshine
And endless rain
Please forever
Mine remain

You've given me your love
More than I could ask
Because I hvnt been so good
Made mistakes in my past

I just hope in your eyes
I remain the same
Won't think about those lies
There's no one left to blame

I know I can be better
When I'm with you
And the reason is
That I have a reason to

There's magic in your touch
And enchantment in your eyes
I could kiss you forever
Never say goodbye

There's something about you
That's got me fixed
I can't move
And I know
I'll never want to

So
My endless sunshine and
My endless rain
Don't ever leave me
Forever mine remain

Your love is the thread
In the eye of my needle
Together, we stitch
Our broken hearts

Your hands were strangers at first
Greeting my bashful skin
Trying to figure out the way
Wanting to unveil
every curve
Jump off every edge
Your hands
were strangers at first
Fingertips
Tracing my scars
Your hands
were strangers at first
Exploring every crevice
Cupping all the pain
You hands were strangers at first
And now
they write poetry on my skin

The sin growing heavier
in our hearts
Desire making it's way in
Slowly
Subtly
The need for flesh on skin

The warmth calling
to my shivering spine
Fingers trailing
down my back
As we intertwine

Mind overflowing
with just the thought
Maybe i have gotten
The peace that I sought

Every touch
Ignites a fiery spark
The intensity
Leaving more than just a mark

With you
So close
It's hard to breathe
And yet somehow
Your touch
makes me feel complete

Your face like a picture
Touches my very soul
My body is your canvas
So paint me whole

The water gushes down
The mountain tops
Across the valleys
Between the pebbles
Crossing every boulder
It started out small
Bt with time it grows deeper
Maybe less pure
But also more
And finally in the end
It reaches the vast
All consuming sea
U are the sea, my love
And The water is me

Another sleepless night
under the starry sky
When the moon kissed
her lover goodbye
Joined but , for a few moments
each day
Destined was she ,
never to see
her suns ray
Her heart was dark
But his burnt bright
He ushered in the day
She cradled the night
She lived in the shadows
He in the light
these two lovers the earth
would never respite
And thus under every starry
sleepless sky
Did The moon kiss
her lover a long
goodbye

Looking through the window
I see you and me
Together stand
Looking through the window
I see u smiling and kissing my hand
Looking through the window
I see you with a single rose
Looking through the window
I see myself happy and content
And it'll always be me looking through the window
While you're with someone else

Searching for someone
As broken as me
I find myself in poetry

The words seem
to speak to me
Consoling me
Giving my life meaning
Till all I see
Is the ashes of papers
Coming down like snow
Till I get buried deep within
Succumbing to the darkness
Searching for someone
as broken as me

Kissing you
Felt like fireworks
Underneath my skin
Wanting you
Felt like waves
Crashing against my chest
Needing you
Felt like salty tears
In dead eyes
Loving you
Felt like a hurricane
In my unfeeling soul

Dearest,
My hearts aching in my chest
They say absence makes the heart grow fonder
I say it just makes me stronger
Why is it that I see you
In everything that I do
Why is it that I long to be
In your arms where no one can see
Why is it that I miss you each night
And in the rays of the morning light
Why Is it I long to share
Every moment with you there
Why is it that every evening you have to go
And why is it that I love you so ..

I tried to drown my sorrows
But
They learned to swim

Those moments
when I told you to leave
Were just a test
To see whether u would stay
Stay with me
Even though
I was broken
I was masochistic
And I couldn't be fixed
Even though
You loved me
And I didn't
Even though
I had hurt you
Caused you pain
And now as you
walk away from me
All I can do is
ask u to stay
Stay with me again

I see the beauty in your brokenness
Your scars don't scare me
It's hard to break your walls
As hard as it is to let you in
Your body cracked to let the hint of sunlight through
But here I promise you
I'll love you when you're a storm
That wrecks me
I'll love you when you're a still day
That perplexes me
I'll love you when you're a season
That changes me
I'll love you when you're a drizzle
That touches me
Ill love you not because I have no choice
But because you saw through my twisted alleys
But because you saw through my faults
But because you chose to love me

They could walk with a hundred people
Smiles all around
But deep down
Everyone's really lonely

I cry tears of blood
But it is too late
I've still got your blood
On my hands

I wish our words
could be as easily
erased from our hearts
as they are from paper

One by one
She threw
all she owned
And the fire jus grew
It raged beyond
Her eyes
And in she threw
All of the lies
All the pain
All the hurt
And then
Stripped clean
And bathed anew
She walked over to him
And her heart torn with love
Arrived naked in front of him
And she said
"If I have you
I need nothing "

I saw in your eyes
two universes collide
The cosmic dust
Guiding me home
I saw in your smile
The curve of the earth
And in your happiness
I found mine

They say
Humans had four legs
and hands
And the gods divided them
And that they would spend
The rest of their lives
Trying to feel complete
Trying to find their other half
Trying to be whole.
Is that why I'm so broken ?

There is a blockage of ink
It forms a clot
Which gets thicker and thicker
Until my heart stops

The rain caresses my hair
And flows down my neck
The rain kisses my lips
The rain touches my fingertips
The rain wraps around me
The rain embraces my skin
The rain wipes away my tears
And washes every sin
The rain fills my heart
The rain is in my soul
The rain makes me fall in love
For everyone to behold
And when the sun shines
And I catch the last drop
I know that the rain can
But my feelings won't stop