You have a girl
I have guy
And somewhere in between those two  lines
There is a love between you and I
Yet  we’ll never leave
We’re faithful to a T
We were  just not meant to be
Oh how I wish I met you first
But that just not how the world works
It wasn’t in the cards we were dealt
I wish I could look you in your eyes and tell you how I really felt
But I can’t, So sometimes I dream
That we lived in another reality
Where we could love each other unconditionally
Hold hands and lock lips for the whole world to see
Just you and me living together so blissfully
But that’s just a fantasy
Time to open my eyes and enter back into this reality
Where you say I love you to her
I say I love you to him
And we just look at each other thinking of all the the things that could’ve been
And grin
Even though out hearts are so grim

Seven seas but did you know there is an eighth?
And it lies right beneath my waist
such a sacred place
it flows with such grace
An oasis
That you’ll wish you could sail on an everyday basis
Come and take a sip
Let my water drip from your Lips
Now it’s time to take a dip
No need to implore
Only the worthiest can explore
Let my waves splash against your shore
Hold on tight while my waves rock your core
Can you handle more?
Or is my sea too galore

Set ablaze by the forceful flame of  fallaciousness and failure
Fueled by my foolishness
It’s burns with such passion
A flame that can not be contained
it’s too massive
Ashes Ashes
I burn to the ground
Everything I thought I knew comes crumbling down
The smell of burned expectations
Is all around
Nothing left but a pile of dust on the ground
My whole life unwound
Yet I can see so clearly now
This flame of pain cleared up a new domain
Even after a wildfire life still remains
Like a phoenix I have arisen from the flames
This lesson will not be taken in vain
I now know my worth...This is my rebirth

My Silence is so loud
Bad thoughts stuffing my head with black clouds
A storm is brewing
Anger, anguish, and agony is spewing
The wind of despair is blustering
All my happiness and blissfulness is flustering
Why is silence louder than thunder
My whole body is starting to shudder
Bolts of Lightening full of my blunder
Are causing me to flounder
My silence is so loud I can not abstain
This is no summer rain
It’s a tropical storm
A typhoon full of pass sins and sorrow is starting to form
I can’t take any more
Please sun come out I can’t handle this brain storm
My silence is too loud