My Silence is so loud Bad thoughts stuffing my head with black clouds A storm is brewing Anger, anguish, and agony is spewing The wind of despair is blustering All my happiness and blissfulness is flustering Why is silence louder than thunder My whole body is starting to shudder Bolts of Lightening full of my blunder Are causing me to flounder My silence is so loud I can not abstain This is no summer rain Itβs a tropical storm A typhoon full of pass sins and sorrow is starting to form I canβt take any more Please sun come out I canβt handle this brain storm My silence is too loud