I can see just how much I've changed
I'm becoming more and more estranged.
Estranged to those I used to hold dear
Losing them was something that I certainly did fear
Ironically, that fear drove them away still
Leaving me to how I now feel
As if someone cut open my heart and just let it bled
Laughing as they walked away leaving me with all this hatred

Why is it I lose those that meant the world to me?
They just up and cut me out of their life indefinitely.
It just hurts way too much
Leaving my heart to go around  hobbling on a crutch.

You never think you are capable of something until after you do it.
Yes I am talking about all that negative ****
I never thought of myself as a player
I thought if I had a woman I'd stay loyal to only her
But that doesn't even come close to being a cheater
I kept telling myself how much I hate that type
But there I was being a hypocritical *******
You never really know the kind of guy you are until you forced to see it
See it and just get
Get on with your life because nobody is perfect
And those that think they are don't deserve my respect.

I'm glad that you are mine
I love that you are SO fine.
Being with you brings me joy
Your beauty makes me blush like a little boy.

You are my queen
My love for you is pristine
I love how **** you are
I bet you also drive a **** car
I want all of you
And I know you want me too
I'll keep loving you for an eternity
These emotions I express come from me deeply
Your love for me is opening up new avenues in my life
I can already see you as my beautiful wife
A beautiful wife whose love for me is pristine
That is why I call you my queen.

You think you can just bid me adieu
What the heck is wrong with you
You say that I am just too needy
I said that I could change if need be
But no, you still wouldn't hear it
Seemed like you were going to throw a fit
Well forget you, you heartless little witch
I'll forget all about you once I become filthy stinkin rich
Having befriended you will be a distant memory
Something that will have contributed to the new me
The new me that doesn't reminisce about the past
Just so your memory can fade away real fast
Fade away from any and everything that reminds me of you
All because of how you bid me adieu