Do you see the scars along my skin?
They were from you deep within
Do you see the blood run down my arm?
Did you not know it was you who caused my harm
Do you see what you have done to me?
You have torn me apart and crushed me dearly
For what you cannot see I will show you the light
For the chains on my heart are far to tight
I gave you chances but you ruined them
For if I did you wrong I would cut my limb
Then maybe you will see
All the wrong you did to me....

My body it jiggles so
I try to hide in clothes so you won't know
I put on my make up everyday
So you'll look at me I pray
Please, see I want to be yours
But you don't like girls with a little more
You want less, so wish me luck
Because hopefully I'll be beautiful when I throw up
I'll do it every time I eat
So I won't gain a pound you see
Then you'll love me and me alone.....right?

You are the reason I breathe
But I was the reason that You'd leave
I cried so hard I almost died
And when You said You loved me You...lied
The scar where Your name resides
The blood rushes over it like the tides
In the last moments I live
You are all I think about can You forgive.....
Me..

My mask is so perfect, that you cannot see past it
I smile so real that you can't tell it's plastic
But inside I am dying, crying for help
My heart's on fire and is beginning to melt
Why, why don't you see
The pain it engulfs me
I fear I may never see you again
Because it is the end
..of me..

Here I am staring in the mirror
Looking at what couldn't be clearer
I feel disgust and anger when I look
But I was thinking a bullet was all it took
To end a long life time of pain and sorrow
Maybe there would be no tomorrow
...At least for me that is.....