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Diegó P Siemsen May 2020
🕊I miss you more then you could possibly imagine,
there aren't enough stars to guide my way to you.

🕊Missing you is like breathing al tho i wish not to with out you,
but where ever you are i will always keep on loving you.

🕊I'll keep a spot open for you in my heart,
My dearest, my life, my love.

🕊I will always love you, now and forever,
hope to see you again soon, till my heart shredders

🕊You're who i miss, your smile and eyes are the things holding me up.
Till we meet next time my sweet tortel dove.

🕊With full heart: Diegó. P. Siemsen.🕊
Diegó P Siemsen Apr 2020
🧭Ik kan me niet meer voorstellen
     met welke fout het begon.
     Maar ik weet wel dat ik het
     met mijn eigen krachten overwon.

🧭Maar nu weken later
     denk ik echter.
     Doe ik het nou zo beroerd
     of ben ik gewoon niet zo'n vechter.

🧭Want steeds stapje voor stapje
      tikt de klok mij aan.
      Het is zo verwarrend
      *** laat de zal wijzer slaan.

🧭Ik begon in het Nederlands
     maar toen ging ik echter plat.
     naar blijken is ruw zijn
     nog veel erger als glad.

🧭En welke taal ik ook spreek
     of welke ik niet kan verstaan.
     Er is op dit moment gewoon
     geen ene bal meer aan.

🧭Over ballen gesproken
     Rond, groot en klein.
     Maar waarom rolt de mijne niet?
     Het zal wel een ovale zijn.

🧭Of ligt het aan de wind
     en waait hij continue naar west.
     Of hier in het noorden
     werkt dat dan niet best.

🧭Ik kan honderd dingen denken
     maar schijnbaar niet dat ene ding.
     Want waarom val ik in de put
     als ik er daarnet nog boven hing.

🧭Ik denk dat ik een gokje wagen kan:
     het is de innerlijke kracht.
     Ik was overtuigd dat ik sterk was,
     word ik daarom neer gebracht?

🧭En toch ben ik wel overtuigd
     dat ik vol zit met wil en moed.
     Maar dat ik toch nog twijfel
     niet over een ander maar wat ik zelf doet.

🧭Waarom is het in het oosten
     niet zoals in het westen.
     En waarom zijn er boeren
     die zo onlogisch gaan bemesten.

🧭Het hele doel is toch
     om het land goed te maken.
     Waarom zul je dan zonder duidelijkheid
     je mede mens afkraken.

🧭Wat heb ik toch zo fout gedaan
     dat de wereld toch zo doet.
     Nee absoluut ik deed ook fout
     maar, momenteel bedoel ik goed.

🧭Hoop toch dat de mens nu ontdekt
     dat ik veel goed wil doen.
     Maar nogmaals ik begrijp het niet
     waarom is het ineens anders als toen.

🧭Ik bedoel, ik ben ook maar mens
     Iedereen maakt toch weleens een fout?
     Of ben ik de enige
     zonder peper of zout?

🧭Had graag willen weten
     wat de echte reden was.
     Maar waar ik ook woon, merk ik
    dat ik leef zonder duidelijk kompas.

🧭With full heart: Diegó. P. Siemsen.🧭
Mijn leven met veel pijn maar zonder duidelijkheid, ik hoop dat iedereen zich hierbij inleven kan.
Diegó P Siemsen Apr 2020
🌘A place to gather hopes and dreams.
A place once visited, a place you don't wish to leave.

🌘A place where we gather as a second family.
One that takes care off you and me.

🌘A place where we wake up to see a new day, a new sun.
A place for a parent's son, what ever he might one day become.

🌘A place for those who wish to look up and admire the stars and the moon.
A place where we set up a campfire in the middle of noon.

🌘A place where you can start a life all over.
A place where you can laugh, no matter what you've been thru and come closer.

🌘A place named after the moon that wolfs cry at after another harsh day, cause they know here.. you can let your feelings out, and let your past die.
A place named after something that connects, something that will bound you to another, new and better life.

🌘La Luna Casa where you can taste freedom land finally calm your spirits.
A place where you can finally find and discover a better way to be you, however you'll fits.

🌘Named after a horrible accident with someone they cherished and now the name of a wonderful place.
There where teens learn how special and gifted they really are, to bring out that which has been fought, erased.

🌘A place where you get welcomed with open arms and taken care of by people that feel themselves..
responsible for you and your actions as if they where your parents.

🌘People that have such good hearts they.. are willing to help teens that had it so hard in life.
And teens that might've never, without them.. could've survive.

🌘And even after all they have been thru like.. losses and crushed hope,
They've never stopped believing, in the hope they gave to us for our life long road.

🌘La Luna Casa is not just the name of a crushed dream or a endless, sad long kinda road.
It's the name of a story, the one you'll be making, a story that will give you and others around you hope.

🌘La Luna Casa means something that will always be written on your road.
It means a home, a new home full of hope.
So thank you Luna for making your parents proud and for giving all other teens hope and a new road.

🌘With full heart: Diegó. P. Siemsen.🌒
Diegó P Siemsen Apr 2020
🌹If i could hug you, i would love to.
If i could, i would say i love you.

🌹But saying i love you.
Is just not the same as saying i like you.

🌹I could say i love you but not like you.
It would be worse then saying i like you.

🌹Everyone can love you since there is love for everyone in your heart.
But do they honestly like the way they want to spend time with you in the end from the start?

🌹Is spending time with you worth everything that you bring with you as a person?
And is it fine to love someone, but not be willing to spend time with that person you love and lean upon?

🌹I'd say you are worth every single bit off pain you might cause in my life, every bit of agony.
Every bit of frustration, every bit annoyingly and irritation you might cause to me.

🌹There is no loving nor liking to me, there is life and nothing more.
And in life i would want nothing more then to spend time with you till there is no life no more.

🌹All 24 hours, 7 days of a week and 30 days of a month.
I want to spend not just time with you even tho that's all i'd say i want.

🌹In this life i want to spend my life, my life with yours and with you alone.
This to the point there is no life to be in at the end of a zone.

🌹Cause i don't just love you, neither do i  just like you, but honestly..? i want you!
Not just to like, love nor spend time with you, but to actually spend life itself... with you.

🌹You are the world to me and everything that give's it life.
So to cut this story short i simply can't life without you, i... would not survive.

🌹So now you know what you truly mean to me,
and what we might truly really ever be.
Well... you are  my life so basically you are all there is to live for, and to feel and be free.

🌹And so to realize what you mean to me in my life.
Baby you're my oxygen and i can't life with out you nor survive.
Aldo for you... i would be more then happy to die.


🌹With full heart: Diegó. P. Siemsen.🌹

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