I saw your ghost today and yesterday.
It terrified me how much my soul and stomach sank to the oceans just by the sight of some stranger who looked like you.
I wonder if I ever saw you what would actually become of me.
You're haunting this tired and dying heart that's still so in love with you.

We're nothing more than the shattered picture of us lying in it's own destruction on my bedroom floor.
I'm so mad at you and I even hesitated before slamming it's meaning straight into the ground.
I still love you and that is beyond the most frustrating part of this whole thing to me.
I gave you myself and all you did was ******* leave me in this mess you have no intention of EVER cleaning up.
I want to explain to you how used you've made feel.
Why did you let it go on so long when YOU knew this was the end result?
Why did you let me hope.
Why did you let me give you everything I could have and everything I was not ready to give.
Why do you still have their photos hanging in your room.
Why never any of us.
Why did you not consider the one you "loved" in any of your future?
Why did you let me love you when you knew how much it meant to me?
Why did you use me until the end and string me along.
Why did I not have a say in any of this.
Why did you tell me you loved me through your tears when you had no intention of ever loving me past that.
And why do I never get to see the person I still love never again.
How am I supposed to believe any ever again when they tell me "they love me" when all you did was leave me in this hell.

I just want to be someone's everything again.

I've tried my hardest not to be angry with you.
I really do want you to be happy.
But now I need to blame the hurt on someone.
You've left me for a greater knowledge and no consideration of how this may effect me.
I am angry.
And only can be angry with you.
I said I would never hate and it's against my nature to hate you.
But you ripped my heart out and you did it without paying my mind.
I'm so mad at you but that stems from what once was the strongest love I felt.

I dream about your eyes staring into mine
As if there is no world around us.
I dream about your lips pressed against mine
As if there is fire burning between us.
I dream about your fingers interlocked with mine
As if no one can ever stop this love between us.
I dream about you all the time
Because only in my dreams you are mine.