Who's next
What's next
Why's time based on minutes? Seconds nano seconds?
When the universe is ever expanding so shouldn't time?
Why's life last so long?
What's with the lack of exploration of the deep sea?  
I wonder how many times she's been kissed?
What happened to the idea of becoming better now it's about being the same.
I'm at a loss for the lack of information yet the gain I stimulation is always great.

I understand every level.
I understand what it's like to be tortured.
I've been destroyed.
I've walked in on them cheating.
I wasn't there to save her from a ****.
I held him as he died in my arms.
I couldn't stop her heart from stopping.
I couldn't get her to stop cheating.
I couldn't make them happy.
I sacrificed for the amusement of lovers.
I missed his last breath by a moment.
I've died and come back
I've understood suicide and accepted it.
I lost everything.
I had everything taken.
I have been brought to my knees.
I have been force to bleed
I've been stabbed shot at and tazzed light on fire and drown.
Had my stomach pumped.
My skull smashed.
My throat cut.
Pain? Really?
I've grown accustomed to it.
One day however, one day.
I won't be anymore.

"**** my mind "you say? How so? In what ways?
Can you twist my thoughts?
Can you even comprehend them ?
Animalistic you said, but I am primal.
I know animalistic, for I've tamed my beast, my demon.
And on a short leash he will stay.
But how do you intend to do this? I wonder.
Can you understand that my mind has been in a black whole of unconscious and subconscious thoughts twisting my ideas into reality.
Know I am no clear thought but the mass of them.
I have no idea what I'm doing only that I'm compelled to do it.
Can you understand that there's a universal dimension of time that's frozen. Separate from ours but filling me with more content context and information for life then I truly understand.
Twisted In thought for life.
But what is this you say? How so?
Yet again the thoughts twisting.
Why must her words compel the ideas of everything and nothingness.
Yeah you...

I'm to forward to care for nonsensical thought.
I'm to honest to not be the real me.
But you've blown my mind.
Words twist as the imaginations vast content
Overloaded.
Thinking about thinking about thinking about you.
Thinking about why I feel you in my thoughts
Asif I know I crossed your mind
Yet the twisted thought of mine is none of a singular idea.
But a cluster of them building, that makes way for intresing ideas,twisted thought, lustfull questions.
A mind is a terrible thing to waist but with your words I doubt that's what's happening. No. Something interesting something truly of interest.

Twisted people and there ways
Demented the people and the actions
Kindness not pain.
But pain proceeds.
Man hurt man.
Man hurt women
Women hurt man
Women hurt women.
Life.
These people and there ****** up ways.
They aren't the example
The example is the few.
The example is the one.
The few that try
A helping hand
A beautiful word
A wonderful smile
These change a day in the best of ways.
But most shall destroy sit watch or listen.
Save them the need you.
Life is pain.
Be the release

She wants more he feels her
Another predator has shown itself
His monster and hers wanting to fest on each other
There eyes in a war of wants
He attacks her his teeth his hands melting into hers his lips the air she breaths
He subdued her only to show he's the alpha soon she's bursting at the seams
Her beast within a roaring flame
His the fuel to keep it burning
Soon there limits have vanished
She pounced upon him grinding down to display her dance for a mate
Soon he has fully released his beast within his eyes telling her more and more
his eyes screaming to crave him as he did her
The ritual begins she mounted her prey her mate her craving
He letting go pushing in and feeling the universe unfold before him again all the wants and lust of the world again converging upon him as her eyes piece his souls
She wants this she wants to be marked and bred she want to be all he wants
His world collapsing around him as all of the wants and desires from within her speak to his soul
He explodes with overwhelming emotion lust passion and want
The beasts only craving more

If you found me,
If you found me you would let me go.
If you knew me,
If you knew me you wouldn't.
If you passed me
If you passed me You'd avoid my eyes.
If you loved me
If you loved You'd say goodbye.
If you saw me,
If you saw You would realize it.
But if only you knew,
But if only you knew.