It's been raining
and I usually love this kind of weather
but it's starting to feel
like tear drops falling
and someone crying
someone I didn't meet,
but knew so well.

If you're there,
could you just let me know
if it ever was meant to happen.

Answer my unanswered question...
don't leave me wondering,
what happened.

Don't leave me hanging,
never able to know.

They say i let it show,
that they can see the pain within me.

They see it in my eyes and my expression

and it's true, I can no longer hide it,
cause the pain is there.

They say
"push harder."
"Keep going."
"You can do it."

I'm not trying to let this happen,
I just want the world to know that.

**I'm here.

I can see it in your eyes
the looks when you're high
the drugs, I know it's there.
i can see what you're doing behind closed doors
I may not be there, but I know.
Sadly, I've always known
well, you're not the only one in pain
and I want you to know
you put me through it too
but like you said,
no one knows what you're going through;
but i do,
I'm still going through it too
and the worst part;
it's because of you.

She listens to band members sing lyrics that explain her life.
her situations
her struggles.
She listens as they tell her it's O.K.
As the music gives her hope
for those minutes, she feels like someone's there for her
like they understand
those band members were there
bands helped her realize she's not alone.

Be myself?
so you can judge me, right?
laugh in my face.
tell me i'm doing it wrong?
tell me i'm not living my life right?
but who are you?
who are you to tell me,
who i am?