Today, a smile was taken away from me.
Using only a sense of touch through the medium of a clench fist.
though I'm glad it wasn't from a nobody.
but an old friend who I missed.

Old friend, forgiveness is a sin to us.
For we both have been through much together,
and circumstances brought much disgust.
Old friend, what brought you here in this cold weather?

Greeted me with a cold steel.
Dragged me to a place concealed.
Treated me like an animal,
or a person who is damnable.

You planted hatred.
Watered it by the damnation of the degraded
But when my tears fell, slowly your anger faded.
Old friend, why were you devastated?

Though we mended,
and our old feud ended
We really don't deserve a good end.
For we both have much to bear until the end

You

That title.

You and I jokingly started.
You said to me, "I love you,"
With a joke attached.
I replied back, "I love you too,"
With my heart attached.

I felt nothing as you held it.
Maybe because it slowly melted
By your undying rage of me.
I still ask why you loved me.
Only to throw me like a clay frisbee,
and shoot with a shotgun shell
Imbued by the bitterness of you.
Pieces of it are left and it felt like hell.

I antagonized you,
I despised you,
I loathed you,
But I never stopped loving you.
I never stopped caring for you.
I hate you for leaving me.
I hate you for teaching me how to love.
I hate you for not teaching me how to stop loving you.