Once a thought
Brought so much to heart
Tripping upon these feelings
Concealed by the light
But night brings it into the light
What was lost was now in site
My mind has taken its bite
For the night
But by tomorrow's light
I'll be alright

I wanted to find
What love was left inside
A heart that wasn't mine
Found the right girl at the wrong time
Foolish to find
In only time we'll find
What love was left inside

The love was true
Oh so I thought
This child we made
Has past away
This morning I wake
No tears to share
An empty room  
For the love we shared, has gone away
For this I wait
Idle for days
Then for weeks
To find the man, I lost that day
No comforts can erase
What I lost that day

After all these years
I still feel so cold
If I only listened to you
Then I wouldn't be wishing for you
So long
So far
Too late to retain all I learned
Too late for this date not to change
All I have left
Is just manged remains

She whispers her name
No time to refrain
The earth opens it reigns
For what is new will remain
Winifred was her name
She is the one who remains
To willful sorrow
She will forever be mine to remain

There's just smoke in my eyes
From each empty can
I feel to much inside
From each cigarette
I can't keep it all inside
Baby don't worry
I just have smoke in my eyes

Looking for the words to say
How could I lose control
Of a perfect moment
It's too late to relive it
I followed you back to the beginning
I stayed until I couldn't outlive it
Strayed in a life
I know I can't live in
Looking for a new beginning

Loud world I find silence
Love my own pain
Don't want to forget yesterday
Wash away the pain
Bullet in my brain
It won't take it away
Sitting idle and awake  
I won't forget my mistakes

I can't believe you listen to the radio
Funky songs and static news
I love this tune
Starry nights to bright lights
I can't wait until I feel right

You shined so bright
Like a candle in the night
So tough for a girl
Who's never been in a fight
A smile that can bring you back to life
But I just couldn't make you my wife
I was so quick to let you leave my life
Now I spend my days trying to make right
For all the awful things I did at night
Why do I want to change only after we fight?

Take a drag you'll feel alright
Take a drag for tonight
Forget all your problems for the night

Lovers intwined  
Fighting for a way
To stay
Not until the end
That I knew I lost my only friend

I've gone to go
Somewhere I don't know
I've read online that I'll be just fine

I seen and breathed a life
That I can keep
But the the life I lived I found myself living in past
Loving days blurred
Now etched in longing in search of solace
I wished I dreamed but I can't get it back
Today, tomorrow I follow the same path
So eager to change the way I walk
But idle in all the days that I have lost
For once and forever more
I brought myself to this trail
Forever lost

A reason to believe
We could go very far
I could go the distance
Never got very far
It's my mind twisting
Never was one for distance
Sitting all alone
My mind has always been good for listening
I fell apart at the britches
No need for you to listen
My mind has gone and untwisted
I have my mind no longer listening
I felt myself so far from wishing
That my life was much more than a mission
But I'm so far from home
I just wished I listened

Stand there sit there have you forgotten
About your car honestly
Drive by standby waiting
For her love to stay
One love two love three love waiting
Look up above
Fall down crawl around lately
It doesn't look like she's coming around today
But tommorow is another day I'll be waiting
In the drive thru in my van
I'll be singing to your favorite bands
What a mysterious land

I'm the one who could not sing
But I sang every song
That reminds me of you
Even after we were through
I still couldn't get over you
From traveling after all these times
I couldnt leave you behind

Heart in hand
Iike contraband
With just a taste
With meaningful haste
Surely this love can't be erased
But time has past
The moment has passed
This love was never meant to last
With each day
Through each night
They can be seen looking in the past
For just that moment before the last

A cigarette a day
Promised to take your life away
So I'll get a pack
With smoke always on my back
What a timeless match

I forgot all the pain
It seemed tamed
For the love still remains
I still remember your name
After all the time that passed
I should've known you wouldn't last
But for now you'll live on in my past
In that, you'll last

Shes lost
Almost forgotten
Lingers of a life
Taken too soon
What can life be
If it all fell into place
Now it's just a small trace
There's no saving grace
Can there be a time where love can be sought
Without being fought
The life I live lived has been stained with
Distraught

The words that amount
Just not enough
So much to say
After the time has passed
What could be said
I can now say
The words that you want
The words that amount
In the past
Not said
Because the words that were spoken
And the words that amounted
Are forgotten and revolted

Together forever
That is what was thought of
But it is gone and forgotten
What could two lovers do
I thought of the promise that was long but not forgotten on what we were supposed to be
I lay here with the memories of a forgotten lovery
How could two lovers be

Whiskey bottle
Whiskey dreams
Forget the past
glass after glass
Love is being passed
Whiskey bottle
Whiskey dreams
Do you now feel redeemed

A life so short
Given up to doctors weights
From being feeling late to hate
There's no reason to be elate
Robbed of love
Given lost in both hands
Weigh me down
Don't erase
That feeling you can't release
I can crawl slowly
To the grave she was awaited from my fate
It's not a good date
Is there reason we can't wait
Give me a reason why it's true
I see it in front of me
I can see it in the rear view
Just give me time because it's too late
I can never look back knowing our fate
Forever gone before a name
Forever gone knowing you were claimed

In the future I find
Myself far behind
The past always lasts
With each hour passing
It is the only feeling everlasting

Wanting
To feel you in my arms
Taken away to early
Not a chance at life
Parentless
So our love went
Seemless as a cloud passing  
Only tears shared for the moment
But not for the night

I can't believe you listen to the radio
Funky songs and static news
I love this tune
Starry night and bright lights
I can't wait until I feel right

This life is joyous
But not without you
Life's been a torment
Life and revenge
How could I see you
All that you read through
What once was joyous
Is now regretfull
What can I do
Except leave you
The life you once had was just temporary
I can't be the one you're bestowed too
For the life you'd always regret too
Did I destroy you
I never meant too
I can't forget you

It's only late nights I think about you
Early days make me forget about her
Lived most my life without you
Forgotten love hurts me so much
What could of been
But the night hurts me more then the love left
Forgotten and abandoned
Sinful to know of
The days became longer without you
It's my fault
The man I became
The man I forget to be
But my dreams are so lovely
When we are together
Perfectly
If just for the night
It's love everlasting

I can't believe what's going on
I can't continue to say that I'm doing okay
There's something inside me
That I have yet to explain
Those tears that you shed in my bed
I  don't now what was going on in this head
But time has past
Now im left, thinking of you and how well you do
Forever in my head
I feel as tho I should be dead

Crying for the right reasons
Living for the wrong
Each moment scarred by the memory of you
Loving, living and now loss
For the time ticked and chimed
It now sits and stands
You can't rewind

Night fell
Slowly star gazing
In this dark I feel you
All around me
In my mind I spend all my nights alone
Several states from home
Thinking of you
Why can't you release believe me
I can't relapse in this dream of you
But from this I drink alone
You are with me
As long as my drink runs un empty
You are with me
The love that has gone alone
Will be welcomed
By my bottle
Thinking of you
No rest can solace
The unrest of not loving you
This fear has rallied
Sticking with me
I can't sit in this house alone
The tide has risen
This sand can't keep it's mold
Of this house I once called our home
Forever more I think I'll be alone

Words find there way
But I can't explain
The void follows so deeply
Every night I think of red and blue
The finale is set to begin
Always it goes off
Nothing follows
The first horns sound
Galantly
My dear I see
Clouds, they seem all that's above
Below is clear
What is heard is silent
Listen closely
All alone
No word can conceive
What this world has done to me

I've been thinking of the life I made
With all the things I wished I changed
To the seasons that change
Can't escape the life I made
There's no delay
Think of how far you came
But this is not something you can tame
To the changes of seasons
I remain the same
I can't find a reason
To lift myself out of this lake
It all feels like a heartbreak

It has to be profound
At the least meaningful

Alicia the beautiful
Alicia my love
I have found what I most find attractive of you
Your eyes your clothes it's even the way you pose
Your love is that I impose
The laughter the cries all of that is what was disposed
Our love compacted as I implode
Everlasting never after
The love we shared was never meant to grow
Hereafter with a false actor it lasts as long as I decompose

Drunk again and that's when I
Question my life forgetting all the times I spent living in my time
The world is great again I'm spending it in your arms
So tenderly I forget my own crimes
From the river I walked and I found another glimpse I tried to hide
You were sitting sombly as I stumbled past with tears in your eyes.
For that's a man who failed to see a woman so kind
So no wonder why he lives his life with tear drops in his eyes
So far from life he can no longer recognize his own side
For the years that past he can no longer view the world in the same light
For you are gone and his dawn set upon him
The blanket lay upon him like a crest
Now he must rest

I listened i tried
Too late
Fell short in all the times
No matter what line I was placed before
Too long
Too short
Let go of all times
No matter how long you tried
You can't return to those times
Different in all that seems
Changed in those who realized
That laughter was just a cry
No matter the way you mask those l
Shaken by those who tried
Success was only given to those that tried
Just enjoy your ride

Feeling empty
Feeling alive
Fall so far from down below
Up high
I can't feel the ground
How far must it be down
Sorrow erupts from days gone by
Can't pass the time
Far from where I belong
Far from where I should be
Too long I must carry myself down
Create the feeling I shouldn't be around
Not the same
Killing my past
Only to feel how far I've gone down
I'm lucky to be around
From my viewpoint
I'm still only one drop down

Dirt stained hands
To becoming a better man
Work is slow
Time to remember all the days spent apart
From my drinking nights
I hold all our fruits tight
Time passed me by
I have no more reason to lie
Far from the day we met
To my days spent out here
Far from what I called home
Away from all that I know
I built my life with my regret
From the day we met
Long hours
Silent nights
How much time can I regret

Hazy ways
Time has not erased you
Overflowing ways
Never knowing
This flower has yet to grow
Time spent knowing
Don't stand all alone
This weight can't carry her home
Time was wasted
Never knowing
Pictures slowly growing
Without her knowing


Creaking door
Squeaky floors
I can't hear you
All around me drunken patrons
I want you here
But I still fear
Who you see
I couldn't change
Far too long
Different people
I still think of you
No matter what I do
Your tears still hold true
That's why I'm blue
Time healed you
I'm still climbing through

It's time you know
I will fail you so
Keeping of this mind
Its too hard sometimes
Falling in place
I'll never get over your face
Our secrets lie still
On a bed of ***** clothes
Forever I'll hear more
Of those tears and nothing more
Silent scraped earth
Revered of this place
I though I'd tell you just in case

Lived for the day
Lost it all in a night
Don't live in spite
Reasons known
But still feel unknown
That day is well immortalized
As the time keeps ticking by
If I could hold in my arms
No need to set your alarm
Time has changed
But my love will still remain
Looking through this eyeglass
I think it's best to let it all pass

I walked through this mist
Thought there'd be no one to miss
Although this life was tragic
It was easy to dismiss
But your words were magic
Breathing life into my abyss
You followed me softly
So sure of what we could gift
Then you were dismissed
Nowhere to turn to
You'd look at me
Believing we could breathe the same
I could not fit into your frame
Of our picture I felt no shame
Now the years without you
I can't reclaim
Desperately following the path for when you looked at me the same

So sweet
So neat
How could I compete
Standing there looking up above
How could I lose this love
Put it on her shoulders
The morning mover
The coupon saver
Romance slowly dissolved
Is this the time for reflection
You need this connection
Roving away
The time spent here will
Always remain

With open hands
Pushed into the sand
Oh how i can't wait
Life with you is so great
But why do I feel if it's make or break
Just give it time
I know I love you
This feeling I can't replicate
I know this is going to be a mistake
Tears shed in the night
We held each other so tight
Why did I have to let you go
Parted ways into our uknown
Left her wondering why
Such a horrible way to say goodbye

Listen my love
I know it's been rough
We both aren't meant to be this tough
I see myself straying away
I hate to feel this way
No what do I do
What can I say
I can't lay with you the same
Give it time
Give it your all
But I still feel I'll float on

Starry nights
Beautiful sites
Still are seen in spite
Through the years
I yearned for you to reappear
I loved this version of you
How far one went from missing you
To living with a perfect you
I want it back
I can't take it back
The version of you was always greater Then who I became
I should feel more ashamed
Forgetting myself to live a life I couldn't have with you
Allergic to change