How could I let you be
My sweet honeybee
Why was i so keen on being mean
Why couldn't I stay clean
For you
My sweet
Honeybee

Secrets to keep
To much time has passed
No secret is made to last
Can't see a reason to lie
For it has surpassed
It's time the levee broke
I lasted as long as a man can
Forever more into one's mind
Cant suppress the reason no more
All the memories I held in store
Are no longer forever more

I can be for certain I was not the one
To take over your life in such a matter
Patiently waiting
For this man to change your world
But time has elated
That it was just a world apart
To watch that smile
Slip into denial
I wish it wouldn't fall so far
There she is wishing she didn't fall so far
Now it comes
Waiting for it to fall in place
But how could she be so dumb
The man she's with
Couldn't stand apart
From what was imagined
Has all but fell apart
Wishing and wanting
Couldn't save this from
That this idea was doomed from the start
There's nothing that I can do
Sitting here from the start
Let it play out
It's what's good for the heart

Hey
Do you have a pillow
For that big head
Something to rest on
Something to depress
Is there a reason you haven't been getting rest?
Listen closely ill be sure to impress
I know the reason
The reason you felt such unrest
No rhyme or reason
Hey, don't look so depressed
I'll fix you a smile
No, you don't have to walk a mile
Just lay down and lay your unrest
Upon this pillow crest

Looking for love that I lost
To be the man I thought I'd be
Forever in a cross beam
Just wait for me
In time I'll live to be the man you once seen
Just give me time
I hate that it's  not enough
I wish I could be more
I'm just one man
For this to last I have to tread lightly
I hope I choose rightly
I'll live as the world don't want me
Maybe she'll feel something highly
So much she never feels me
All you felt was something lightly

I stand by you day by day
Nomatter how the cards we were dealt are played
So far so long
Today is the day
I ask for your name
Changes were intended to play
But ypur life was unfazed
I was stuck in a craze
All the time that changed me
How can you say it was over in a day
With no dismay not even a delay
Forever unchanged

Felt the time pass
Pass me another glass
Those blue eyes held a world
That my hands just couldn't grasp
For the tears you held
Where felt only through the passing of time
It has felt like a crime
Self convicted
There's no more time
Leave it all to time

All nights spent
Drinking the feelings away
Time to remember but trying to forget
Of our time spent
Dreaming of a future
To only live it alone
Why has it always been so self imposed
To late now
All I need is another beer
To forgive and forget
Who I was if only for the night
Forever waiting for tomorrow's light

To the life I could of had
To the love that should've remained
To the daughter that wasn't to be
Felt so deeply in the working days
Changed my scenery
Did everything but change my name
There you are all staring back at me
No love in the sites
The morning light shines as bright
I've lost my rights
Fewl it through
Feel it throughout the night
Look at the clock
You'll never block
The life you had
Time was short for the life we lived
It longs in the nights we had
Its no so bad
Give it time
Hopefully you'll step in line

Season changes
Bring up countless reasons
To pretend
If it all played right
Time has moved on
I'm lost in my wrongs
If only I could tell you
How much this has destroyed me
I'm just one man
How could I truly understand
All that has been true
Will forever rule you
Running short on tomorrow's
Please pless replay
So i can relive my days
Why has it only made sense
When looking at it in the present tense

From time to time
The life longedd and sought
Fell and forgotten
Enjoy those few moments
Tomorrow has come and taken
The good from your day
Night brought the bad
In my pain
I hope I can create something to gain
Here I remain
Singing songs from the radio
I don't even know there names
In this land
I hope I live a good life
Despite this pain
I know it's a one lane
But let me circle back
To all the good things
That I have yet to regain
In this life
I will try to remain
A good version
Of a man I should be
Despite the wallowing hands
In these days I'll follow you
Till my body runs out
Of all the things that made me what I am
Lessons lost in an unbearable land

Listen closely
Did you hear what was whispered before
It's only Tuesday what more could she be asking for
Get the paper, don't forget I need a couple of eggs
Leaving home once more
Clocking in
Clocking out
How could I forget what she asked for
I'm coming home
Don't worry I'll remember once more
Three words
How could I forget
The simple things she asked for
Out on the road
I find myself longing for a home
I no longer have the keys for
I hate to say It
How could you forget
The simple things she asked you for

Wake up
It's time for work
Hurry up
For time doesn't care for your words
Listen to the silence
Take in all that you've done before
Now make your way out the door
It's grievous place
That you decide to spend your days
For paycheck that feeds you half as full
But it's time to
Suffer till you can come home
But it's the only way
That you know how stay true
Because of the decision you made
Now live by the company rules

To be fair I found a way
But listen to the ways I say
I miss you
As so many times before
I'm more then a one man show
How happy you could make me be
Just take my hand
I'm elated to give you more
Then the love that I showed you before
But I'm wasted
Nothing can change that
Too late to take all those words back
It's wonderful place
To be lost in this space
Too wasted I've lost all my grace

To live a life so grand
Then I would fully understand
Weights feathered in time
But I stand so high
Looking back at all time
Our love is six feet deep
I changed states
But I'm reinstated
In all the love and could've beens
Too late
It all unfolded
How could I ever wanted this
Is there more then one of us
Why couldn't I have wanted more for us
It's low tide don't sink too far down
Just keep doing the rounds
Perhaps It will all come back around

Weight on your shoulder
Baby please come a little closer
It's time to readjust
Time has done enough
Listen for your closure
It will come soon enough
So put that weight on the other shoulder
Drink that gasoline
Don't think it's over
You still have a rover
Now follow your map
Well be sure to clap
But know it's not the end
Retrace
Follow those weakened steps
Until you find the reasons
That you were so fast to allegiant to

The wind came upon the stars
Not really knowing how far it's come
Safe to say
It has some sails left to fill
In all the remains
Of her
Sailing away
Like a widow in the stands
Forever mourning a man
That still remains
Some things never change
All thoughts and left over change
Will be stored all the same
Left and forgotten in jeans
Until its time to clean
The mess we see laid around
Who are we fooling
We nested in shame
Looking for somone to blame
Waiting around for that special day
Where everything will change
Let me dream away from this time
Until I am kind
When there's no reason to hide
Looking above in place
At the remains of all that was put away in shame
Taking my claim
There was no reason to feel ashamed
Now i'm stunned in this maze
There are clouds in my space
Reasons floating and fleeing from site
I have lost my only kite
No wind can stay in place for too long
How long have I been stuck on this one song

I found you so
Great and wonderful
I could hardly stand
Got off the plane
Started to understand
I'm a fool for loving you
There's so much we have to do
Be stable in a sense
That we can pay our rent
So far
So lost
We don't know what we want to do
Our age is fleeting
Our goals have past us by
Child by 24 feels so close
Wrestling the ifs but tomorrow seems so bright
Today is the day
No more dismay
To live so close to you
Longing for a connection
With just your affection
To hear the words in any verse
That im still regarded

Living in a moment
So fond
So gone
My mind longs
For the best days
To see my worst days
However long
However short
Proud displays
Stuck on replay