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Kellrumi Jan 2019
Putting a dagger through your heart
and giving her the hilt to twist and push at will
that's what love feels like.    
                                                                                      
So why did I do it?
because you turn my world upside down
on any day turning my lonely frowns into bright smiles
and my bright smiles to brighter laughs.

For you, I would do anything,
so here's the hilt to my dagger
and no matter what you do,
my love for you won't get any smaller.
love was a mistake, but don't worry it won't ever happen again.
Kellrumi Jan 2019
Despair came crashing in like waves during a storm
Rage ignited in him like fire on dead driftwood
She was everything he wasn't
And it infuriated him for everything that he was
but that was okay
because for the first time in his life
he was finally feeling emotions
and he adored her for it.
life before her was just plain simple monochrome
Kellrumi Jan 2019
I wish I could help, I really do
but I can't if I don't know why you're so blue

So I'll go ahead and jump in the dark
I mean I'd do anything just to see you at the park

Every time you're about to leave, my mind yells stay
but I know if I do I won't see you the next day

So I hold my tongue even though it stings
every time you say bye my whole heart rings

But do not worry I'll be here to hug you
I just hope with all my heart you will too.
sad love goodbye
Kellrumi Jan 2019
Most times I do things to get people's attention
don't we all?
Sometimes I like to think that I write these for myself
but deep down
I want to know that at least someone out there
whether friend or foe
from high or low
reads my poems

am I the only one?
say hi?
Kellrumi Jan 2019
my heart was burning
but my body wouldn't move

my mind was racing
but I couldn't make a sound

my world was crumbling
but the sky seemed fine

my head was falling
but I was standing just fine

and that's when I realized you were the one
and so I drowned in sadness
because before I knew it

you were already gone.
Do you ever struggle with anxiety to the point where you can't say hi anymore?
Kellrumi Jan 2019
As I stare at the sunset reflecting in her eyes
I realize they weren't just brown,
They were a mix of amber and gold,
They shone with complexity and wonder,

It was then, where my heart began to burn
For she was a star I could never have,

And I was an ocean she could never hold.

— The End —