In this bayou of lies
I used to float about
Now suddenly I am under.
With each passing day it,
Fills higher and higher
My body lays at the bottom
Undeserving of air.
I stopped fighting for life,
I live with these lies
At the bottom of this unforgiving bayou
I jumped in. oblivious. accepting
I stay here because I am no longer guilty .
My decision executed around our love
I didn't mean to hurt you, but I did
For me, the first thing I've ever done for ME!
I don't think it'll be my last …

-kathycis

Is it okay ?
to hurt someone
Will you remember?
all the arguments
all the words unspoken in the..
silent air between us
Come find me ?
in the dark
on the ground, after all the tears
Are you Missing me today?
always Forgetting me tomorrow
Why LIE?
hurting you
hurting me more
I AM LOST
Is it okay?
-kathycis

No more begging
No more pleading
Pain is coming
Pain is here
Set me free
Light the match
Set US free
Let it Burn
Smile at the pain
It was always there
-kathycis

One look at you
One look
And the memories
The fun
The passionate memories
Come back again
Hate missing you
Hate what you did
One look at you
One look and I’m ...
I’m back where I was .
Where it ended
That feeling
Gone again, back again
- Kathycis

You came from no where
Brought along the attention.. the lust
You hid your intentions with a simple smile
Knowing it would change me
You gave me the passion I longed for
Catching me when I was questioning so much
You made me forget all my insecurities
I gave you a piece of my heart
You gave me back..
A heart that beats differently for you
Because of you
Because of lust
Of Passion
SIN!!
-kathycis

I'm losing my mind
Everyone sees it,
i'm not the same
Definitely not sane
I'm a wishful thinker
Though i have a lot to tinker
I'll lose my mind
If that keeps everyone else kind
Who will save me today
Before my mind has gone away
-kathycis

The light in her eyes fade
The candles unable to draw a flame
Because the winds are to strong now
The smile she wore everyday
Hanging in the back of her closet
Her happiness left
She’s begging it back
Everyone knows that never works
Why me? Why now?
The days were brighter yesterday
Today is nothing but clouds
She trying to pulls her smile over her face
But the brace
It wont stay
Especially today.
-kathycis

Loneliness is something I always feel even surrounded in a room full of loving people I am alone in my mind I am in the dark searching for light... never finding it... never feeling the warmth of the sun just the coldness the nite brings and I'm happy in the dark because I've been with it forever ... I know I'll be happier in light the light I'll never find, but will keep searching for.

his smile gave her life
his words took her breath away
their life was no fairytale
he her prince in common man clothes
she his princess in maids uniform
their love had no boundaries
their happiness had no end
their life had so much meaning

-kathycis

listening is just one part
being interested truly interested is another
you don't know that I love you
or that hearing from you makes my day
or that seeing you smile a no ******* smile
lets me know that you're okay
you don't know that I can't lose you
you don't know that I want to make you happy forever
because you don't know what you deserve

-kathycis

I want those who don't want me back
I love those who might not love me back
I see those with such light
When they don't see in themselves
Am I wrong to love those who are
Too far to see they stolen my heart
Am I crazy to think there's light in a black room
Is it wrong to have a lot of hope in a hopeless world
I want things I can't have
I love those who don't love me back
I hope when no hope is left
I hope I get the one I want the one I love the one I can't have
--Kathleen Cisneros

His smile broke my heart
I can't forget his voice
his looks
the look on his face when we first met
the way he knew me
more than anyone else
when he knew I was smiling
without looking
the way he was just as weird
the way he didn't care that I was
he'll always be my first love

I'm on the highest branch
but I've never felt so low.
The brightest day is what I smile for
because it takes away the darkness
it gives me a chance
to enter the light and shine
I just hope the light never ends,
even though it does