It’s like you’re a drug—
I’m addicted,
Can’t get enough.

You’re sweet like candy,
Alluring like a prince.
Kind as hell,
Cute as heaven.

Let me close,
Let me near—
Let me be your doll.

You make me feel like I’m in heaven.
You make me feel like I’m addicted.

I’m addicted—
I’m addicted,
And I can’t get enough.

You’re my drug.
I am addicted—
To you.
Only you.

So let me be yours.
— julie

Don’t hate me if I become cold.
Don’t blame me for it.
You gave me your silence—
I gave you my coldness.

I’m the monster you created.
Still, you keep pushing my buttons.
You just want the rest of my truth.

I cared when no one else did.
I gave you the attention you needed.
But when they came back—
You vanished,
Leaving me your silence once again.

So now—
You gave me your silence,
I’ll give you my coldness.
— julie

Make me bleed
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀stab me
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀stab my heart out
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀but
⠀⠀⠀⠀please don't give me your silence
It hurts more than an actual knife to the heart.
— julie

Dear, will you come to me
I need you
I want you

You're my peace
Will you come?

He arrives
He whispers in her ear:

“Dear, I heard it all.
But it's not the right time for you yet.
I know you are hurting,
But please listen to me—
It's not the time.
It will take some time.
I know you're hurt, sad, depressed,
But I promise you, you will get through it
And want to live more.”
-julie

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I’m here to write again—
Maybe about someone, maybe about me.
Something that’ll explain how I feel,
Or maybe just express what I’m feeling.
I’m still searching for the words
That could truly explain it.

I’m sorry.

You’re my best friend,
My ride or die,
My other half,
My life.

I’m writing this again, dear,
Just so you know:

I’m sorry
If I ever became distant.

If I’m silent or quiet, or don’t reply,
It doesn’t mean I don’t care. I do.
I’m just… not okay.

The drama in my head comes and goes.
But I want you to know—
I love you.
You’re my best friend.
I’ll never forget you.

— julie