Not all roses are red...
Not all reds are wine...
But you’re my Rose Wine...
Which I love to savour all time...
Hope you will be always be mine...
As I don’t wanna share you...

Today we stand before our loved ones....
To say our vows and be together forever...
When we said our vows....
You give me a rose...
Which I throw it your face laughingly...
Some where stunned... and some smiled knowingly...
Because that’s how it started...
Our path to togetherness...

Everyday you waited for me with a rose...
Which I throw it your face...
But you waited patiently...
Until I couldn’t help but accept the rose...
Thank you for not giving upon me...

We had our ups and downs...
And we fought it together...
And we will... in the future too...

You took me to the room we share...
Our bed was covered in rose petals...
And there, in a glass, my favourite rose wine..
You can say I was surprised...
You led me inside and closed the door...
You took a sip of wine...
Reached me out and kissed me...
I can savour wine in your lips...
You bit my lips... which made me to part my lips...
You deepened your kiss...
And we ended up in the bed of rose petals...
Where we started a new journey...

— Jonna Adam

Read this first...

https://hellopoetry.com/poem/3272878/first-kiss/

I don’t know when I fall in love with you...
I think it was always there...
When I first met you,
I wanted to protect you...
Want to guide...
Your shabby dressing...
And sleepy eyes...
Made me think so...

But when you started talking...
I understood, what I saw is so wrong....
That you don’t need any protection...
That may be, I will be the one who needed protection from you...

We became fast friends...
You were a fiery little one...
Who doesn’t care about what others think about you...
Do you know how many times I have scolded you...
To dress nicely...
May be to put a little makeup...
But you always smiled it off...

Whenever we talked about love...
You always said it’s not your cup of tea...
That you don’t believe in love...
And never going to fall in love...
But I couldn’t help...
But fall hard for you...

You wrote little letters to me everyday....
It was never a love letter...
But how I wished it was...
You made me write one too...
And it took me so many days to fill up one page...
You made me crazy...
You girl...
And told me not to fall in love with you...

And when you asked your parting gift...
I never asked you why...
I never hesitated...
May be I was being selfish...
To have my first kiss with you...

You don’t know how much I want to hold you forever after that kiss...
I wanted to tell you that I love you...
But knew that you’ll never accept it...
So I let you go...
Without any fight...
Because how can I fight for you...
If you are not by my side...

It’s raining...
It’s pitter patter made me think about you...
I only wanted one thing from you...
And you gave it to me happily...
Even though it broke your heart...

You know I will never be yours...
And yet you did it...
And I accepted it without any regret..

I still remember the day...
It was raining...
Everyone has already left...
You were alone in your dorm...
You could have left...
But you stayed for me...
To give me my present...

I didn’t know that I was being selfish..
But once I want to be selfish...
To took one thing I haven’t lost yet...
My first kiss...

I came to you to get my present...
I was not afraid of being alone with you...
Because you were always a gentlemen....
I remember your strong arms around me...
When you hugged me...
I had to stand in my toes to kiss you..
And you hold me tightly...
And that little peck in my lips...
It was not deep but a kiss...
Which hold different things for both...
Your selfless love towards me..
And mine to have something I want to give to someone I trusted...
Not some thing snatched from me...
Like my innocence...

I was afraid to fall in love...
Because I know I have to leave you...
I thought I m not worth to be loved by you...
I wanted you as a constant in my life...
And I chose the word “Just Friends”...


You never said me that four letter word...
Because you know I was not ready...
And never will be...
You’re just a friend...
Like I always reminded you...

You’re the one who made me what I’m now...
You’re the one who told me to be a girl...
You’re the one who made dress up...
You wanted to take care of me...
But I never let you...
Because I was never used to it...
And afraid that I will fall for you...

But still I hurt you...
For that I m sorry my friend...
And sorry for the kiss I have stolen...
Which you should have given to someone else...
Who was worth it...

I broke you...
And yet you smiled at me...
You came to bless me...
When I become someone others..

It took me years to acknowledge your love...
Yes... you loved me...
And I didn’t acknowledge it...
To be afraid of love...
Thanks my friend for my present...
Which I chose myself...
My first Kiss...

I thought long and hard...
And came to a conclusion...
Let’s not take a break...
I’ll keep my insecurities away...
And embrace the warmth of your friendship...
Let me be selfish and take what you have to offer...
I’ll entertain you with my writing...
And take your teasing and encouragement...
With a smiling face...
And you have to put up with my ramblings....
Awaiting for the flowers...
Which have become mine....

Hai love and Rain,
Somebody told me that both of you are like alike....
Is it true???
I don’t know as I have never been in love...
Or I think so...
May be it’s bcoz you both can be viewed differently...
To someone in love...
You are pouring out of joy...
And brings the happiest moments...
And the belongingness...
To to a broken heart...
It’s sadness...
And the lost love...


— Jonna Adam

Let’s take a  break my friend...
No it’s never you...
But me...
My insecurities...
While sitting in silence...
And waiting for your message...
I realised you are too close to break the barriers I have made...
The barriers I have made long ago...
Sorry my friend...
As I have to take a break from you...
And mend the scratches you have made...
I know I m being selfish...
But this is what I m...
Thank you for being with me...
When I revisited my past...
And for making me smile...
And for all the flowers you have given as a token of our friendship...

— Jonna Adam

Don’t know when I started to feel the pain of loneliness...
I was hurt...
Broken... and Scared...
Slowly I started to embrace it’s pain...
And may be, started to love it...
It couldn’t hurt me anymore...
It made me start again...
As nobody will start it for you...
It made me not to wait for anything...
As nothing will wait for us...
I love to call myself a late bloomer...
As it is, better late than never...
Happy that I could bloom...
As many couldn’t...
Sometimes I still wait for someone...
Who will wait for me...
And still I embrace the pain of loneliness...
Only this time with a smiling face...

— Jonna Adam