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Jonna Adam Feb 11
You’ve dried up your tears once...
And yet your tears are escaping...
Don’t you know that the spilled tears never mattered...
And yet here you are crying...
Crying just makes your eyes puffy and red...
It won’t wash away the hurt or sorrow...
The heaviness you feel...
It won’t go away...
What are you waiting for then...
Someone to dry it...
Pull yourself and get yourself dried...
And mask it with a smile...
A smile that nobody can take away from you...

— Jonna Adam
Jonna Adam Feb 9
Everything is falling apart...
Whether you realised or not...
You were in a dream land...
Where everything was perfect...
Only when the imperfections showed up...
You realised it’s reality...
And you are just a single drop of that....
You presence or absence never matter...
Yet you thought your absence mattered...
Your tears where unknown...
You spilled it again for another...
Why can’t you know that...
Love is not in your dictionary...
And it never will be...
So dry up your eyes fool...
And let’s begin the journey alone...
What are you waiting for...
Nobody is there to pick you up...
You have to stand alone and walk alone...
Like you did before...
You may struggle and it may be difficult...
But still the show must go on.....

— Jonna Adam
Jonna Adam Dec 2019
Love me...
I don’t know why you love me...
And I don’t want to know...
As I m happy to be loved by you...
I don’t know what I feel for you...
Whether it’s love or not...
Don’t ask me...
As I m afraid to say I love you...
I want to say stop loving me...
But I will never...
I want to be selfish once...
To have someone who loves me...
Am I being wrong dear...
As you are not mine...
And I will never be yours too...
My day starts and ends with you...
Yet we are far...
Far to reach out... and be one...
Let us be far apart always...
As we are meant to be...
Love me from afar...
Though I can’t hold it...
I can always feel it...
Which makes me smile...
The smile that you likes to see everyday...
Love me please...
As I can’t live without it...

— Jonna Adam
Jonna Adam Dec 2019
You are my brightest star...
My sun...
Which shines for me...
You brought the warmth....
As I was cold...
You brought the light...
As I was in darkness...
And I know you are hot...
And that I shouldn’t come towards you...
As I will get burned....
And turning away from you will make me cold...
Colder than ever before...
And make my life dark...
Darker than ever before...
So I have to stay in my path...
Moving around you...
Some days will be hot...
Some days will be warm...
Some days will be cold...
I should get used to it...
As I could never come closer than this...

— Jonna Adam
Jonna Adam Sep 2019
How I wish...
I can write...
What I feel...
With openness...
With passion...
With love...
Without any fear...
Without any judgement...
Without any regrets....
To convey the message...


—Jonna Adam
Jonna Adam Sep 2019
I don’t know why you didn’t pour out today...
Usually you like to get me drenched...
The day i really wanted to you soak me...
You didn’t...
I know you where trying to soothe me with your drizzles...
I couldn’t even feel you today...
What I wanted was you to pour out...
How I wished your each and every drop will fall on me...
How it makes me pain and cold...
And in the end numb...
I could have cried without anyone noticing...
And I could tell everyone, you made my eyes red...
Yes I know how you took all the blame...
How you could never satisfy anyone...
Just like me...
Even I m blaming you for not pouring out...
But one day you really have to do what I wish for...
Where only you and me will be there...
To let me out all the feelings I kept inside...

— Jonna Adam
Jonna Adam Sep 2019
How I wish I could walk again in solitude....
Through the paths I have taken in the past...
To revisit the places I have travelled...
Which hold so many memories....
Memories which I hold on to my heart...
Never letting it go for years....
How once I wished to visit....
Holding your hands....
And showing you my life...
How I dreamed of you enjoying my happiness...
And how you will hold me through my sadness....
How you will help me to let it all go....
But as I never found you....
I dreamed of walking in solitude...
It may take me years....
And it may be painful too...
But being in pain for years...
I don’t feel it anymore....
Unable to tell apart what is pain...
And what is happiness...
May be walk in Solitude is what I needed...
To make me alive...

— Jonna Adam
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