You had me fall like roses,
All those hopes for the future just got cut down,
dropped and decomposed to the grounds,
Every part of me falling like dominos,
Shattered the glass from the ones I used to reflect myself,
As the pieces cut me deep bleed until now.

I wish all those tear drops were genuine,
But you turned back and smile,
Just let the stories end,
all my playlist is full of blues,
Late night reminiscing
Which part of the stories that I’ve missed?

All the love tales crumble,
Even bottles of whisky weren’t strong enough,
Staring to the skies,
As I take a blindfold to close my heart,
I told myself would fall for love instead of heartbreak,
And yet I forgot my own parachute,

To have you here,
Feels like a king never separated from his crown,
In the end, I’m the one who looked like a clown.

I always love you with all your little things,
it's painful to me to see you got hurt,
as I always cherish that smile of yours,
Sometimes I don't mind my shirt being a napkin for your tears,
with these conflicted feelings of mine,
it grows stronger until I'm out of words,
No one can tell how much i missed you,
Everyday you keep asking if I love you and how much,
As the answer is the same as always.
As my love for you never ends,
You don't have to worry about me,
I will always be with you,
It cant be helped,
I've fallen for you.
From the start,
Because I kept thinking about you,
Everyday, Every time,

All Along.

Walk through the dark woods,
Those eerie eyes keep prying,
The night sky and the moon as witnessed,
For the weakened man make his last hurl,
This is war,
As the soil become damp with red,
The sky gets dimmer,
Let the stories of broken man written here,
Land of unspoken hope,
Where dream and desire meet the end of the road,
The unforgettable sight for an innocent soul,
All those beautiful words,
Remain untold,
Become a tale for the wind,

Momma used to told me,
a strong women doesn't need a boy,
She need a man
who can see the future and create it,
her heart like a blazing flame,
lady with iron fist,
find a women not for everyone,
but for someone,
she's not afraid to walk alone,
as she become a lonely light in darkest night,
even there are a lot of monsters out in the woods,
and she still survived,

Momma told me she trained me to be a man,
a man become her armor, sword and shield,
a companion for life long journey,
the one who wide awake when she sleeping,
the one can make her feel safe,
the one can depend for pain and vain,

no one is perfect in this rotten world,
but with the right one,
this world can be whatever you wanted it to be,

but first, you have to become a man.

She happily dances in the dark,
As devils took turns,
Happily drench in white fluids,
A snap from the red pool,
The devil took a nap,
This time, she's the only one,
Wide awake to witness
how the devil sleeps,
With their heads at different places,
Now, feast with tremble,
Because tonight,
It will be your last.

Pouring my thoughts with words,
as dancing pen with papers,
Facing this world devil's alone,
Sometimes I'm broken too,
Keep healing myself,
Over and over,
Telling myself I'm not alone,
Slowly emotion has consumed me,
There's war happening inside my head,
Pointless conversation again and again
And here I am,
At the end of my thought,

As we sleep through the night,
The stars decorated our dreams,
Those sweet lullabies whisper to my ears,
I tried not to close my eye with sadness,
I want to hold you in my arms,
And the night fallen,
You are my happiness that I need,
Hoping for you to stay here,
Your existence in my life is life greatest gift,
For your smile is I treasure the most.