She slept in the day
It was a curse
She dreamt with the lights on
For the night was hers
Dreaming of him
She tosses & turns
Her heart the embers
And her soul that burns
To dream is to cheat
The real world it seems
Because everything that’s good
Happens in dreams
A winding mirage
Of bittersweet taste
Cravings & memories
Some slow, some in haste
The dreams, her dreams
Were never in waste

I try to forget you
Yet your name
Keeps propping up
Like blooming darkness
In my feeble mind
Upon my pillow covers
Under my sheets
Looming to draw me in
Weakened by your absence
I’m convincing myself
You’ll be back
My evening kisses
& morning lust

Your black, charcoal eyes
Enchantingly hypnotic
Like dreamy autumn kiss
On my skin
Ignite my unfaded passion

I walk down alone
Losing my mind
Trying to fight
Voices in my head
My dark wishes
Ring with a dull throb
Weary of struggle
I try to **** ‘em
With kindness
Succumb to desires
To fly off from the tower

I write to you
My dreams
On a parchment
Lavender scented
Pour my soul
Searing with desire
My secrets ooze
With blazing ink
& bold words

Lay beside me
Brush my hair
With your fingers
Hold me
In your arms
I lay my head
On your chest
Marvel in the music
Of your throbs
My hair in your fist
Your lips on mine