Amber

Amber Apr 2018

I love talking to you.
Our conversations always bring me joy, especially when I know your happy.
But when I ask you do you remember what we talked about the other day you don't remember;
Why is that?
It must have happened in my head again.

I honestly love my friends, but even when talking to them I'm so self conscious so whenever I'm alone I talk to them but in my mind.

#thoughts

Amber Apr 2018

Missing you

I love my imagination; its always there to remind me of how beautiful you are.

But since I am human I can't help missing your presence around me.

I can't wait to see you again my love.

This could be for anyone but I miss her. I can't wait to see her agaim

#love

Amber Apr 2018

Untitled

Words are just words unless someone shows you they mean something

Amber Apr 2018

Color

I've decided to add a bit more color to my life,
Can you now see me my love, or is the gray world we live in still shielding my red heart.
Maybe not...but white is a big step from black don't you think?

I usually wear only black, gray, and white. Ive decided to expand my options, not for attention but to be more expressive

#colors #love #change

Amber Mar 2018

Hurt.

It's the people we charish the most
Who hurt us the most

Amber Mar 2018

Thanks for everything

You've kept me out of trouble
Kept me safe
But you've also shielded me from such beautiful opportunitys.
Today was nice but I only heard you in my ear.
STOP IT!
youre supposed to protect me,
Save me when danger comes, but it turns out I should have been protected from you.
I do thank you for everything you've done but I can never forgive the life you've taken away from me
And now I'll say farewell old friend...
Or should I say enemy.

This is how I see my anxiety and I wish for it to stop holding me back from such good opportunitys. I decide what I'm afraid of, and when the time's right I'll welcome my good old friend anxiety back to do it's job.

#anxiety #fear #fightingback

Amber Mar 2018

Eyes

Your sharp eyes pierce my soul everytime you look at me

In that moment I feel we're the only ones there

Standing
Staring

And sharing emotions with each other

I hope that my eyes say I love you

#eyes #lesbian #love #emotion

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