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  Oct 2015 IV4
William Blake
Awake, awake my little Boy!
Thou wast thy Mother’s only joy:
Why dost thou weep in thy gentle sleep?
Awake! thy Father does thee keep.

“O, what land is the Land of Dreams?
What are its mountains, and what are its streams?
O Father, I saw my Mother there,
Among the lillies by waters fair.

Among the lambs clothed in white
She walked with her Thomas in sweet delight.
I wept for joy, like a dove I mourn—
O when shall I return again?”

Dear child, I also by pleasant streams
Have wandered all night in the Land of Dreams;
But though calm and warm the waters wide,
I could not get to the other side.

“Father, O Father, what do we here,
In this land of unbelief and fear?
The Land of Dreams is better far
Above the light of the Morning Star.”
IV4 Oct 2015
I AM DONE KISSING YALL ***
YOU ALL ARENT GONNA KISS MINES
SHID YALL TURN YALL BACK
WHEN I HIT DESPEREATE TIMES
YALL SMILE IN MY FACE
BUT TALK **** BEHIND MY BACK
LIKE WE WASNT RAISED IN THE SAME PLACE
I DO ADMIT AT TIMES I CRY
I SIT AND WONDER AND ASK MYSELF WHY?
I TOUCH IT, I'M AFRAID YEA I FEEL
**** IT YALL THIS **** IS FOR REAL??
  Oct 2015 IV4
Sara Leal
Remember,
This was never a love story.
English version
IV4 Oct 2015
So word is u going around saying u used me and u cool with it!!!!! makes me question, what is loyalty?????? Boy I fed u, I bathe U, I housed U, I took care of U....boy....how dare U come to me with bad intention....then u up and leave me when I need U the most.....to add insult to injury U wanted me to **** our baby! U turned ur back in us....U failed me when I held u up................I hate U for that. U'd rather want someone like her. Someone loud like the **** we smoked, someone expensive like what drank every Friday and Saturday night. U and me in my house. U wanted someone easy, like it was so easy to whisper in my ear. U made me believe that U loved me. U lead me to believe that U was 100. I supported ur dreams and I cared about ur thoughts. I kept ur secrets, I never turned on u, and I never will. U lied to me and played ur girl. U took my heart and ripped it open for the world to see, now I am a angry poet.
IV4 Oct 2015
I cant be UR girl
CUZ I got **** on my mind
its all a game
and I want it all the time

U said U could handle
my large appetite
But I'm starting to see
UR putting up a lil fight....

I just wanna **** it
and maybe spit on it
lick on it, bite it
make love to it

U can't handle this *****
I'm sure it's too much
Stop ****** playing
and let me come ****.....
IV4 Oct 2015
I feel so strong in my faith
The possibilities are endless
I lower my head in shame of my past, only knowing
Its the the same place my head is when I'm praying
I fall,to my knees knowing that its the same place I'm at when I'm begging
I cry
I feel so tempted
And try
Guess he doesn't like me
Who cares
I thought my problems were in my feelings
Or lack thereof
So I supplemented smiling
With drinking
Only to find out ultimately
That the flesh is far more powerful than my heart
Especially when he has tattoos,and a smile I talk about more than I see
So I'm living stronger in knowing I can overcome this
Because I'm living daily
Without what is making me
Knowing soon I'll find what
God has left for me
And find the one with expectations I can also meet
I lay here daydreaming
Suffocating yet again
Trying to catch my breath
Like I wish I could my sin
So I wouldn't have to ask for forgiveness tomorrow
he doesn't call, I don't care
Or do I
Seems I write,talk,and wine
About it
More than the **** I'm trying to give up
Me without a blunt
I know it seems impossible
So does not taking a self injected shot of hyper activity, and I've made it ten months thus far
I'm forever rushing my pain
To get to the feeling of unworthy,so that I know its a delusion brought forth by the possibility of failure
And when Christ strengthens my weakness
To fail is just a thought wanting him more like a wish,And I realize in this world full of problems
I'm not the worst fish
I learn daily,silently listen
As often as allowed
And when its too quite
I look up from falling and reach for the hands that have absorbed my pain
While lifting me away
from this valley
in the bottom
of my self grown Eden
my forbidden fruit
Would taste delicious
In a pie, I'm sure of it
IV4 Oct 2015
Silent tongues scream out,
Proudly begging to be heard,
Distorted grins hide ignorance,
Sanity wavers from a beautiful word.

Heavy thoughts burn minds,
Shadows hide the sunny day,
Sweet pain releases frustrations,
Endless suffering fades away.
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