cuts don't hurt too much
   it's more of a cool slice
and if you use a sharp knife
   there's not much blood.

and I'll be able to rest
      these tired bones
Maybe if I'm lucky
   my next host will be able to handle
      this tortured soul
I'm falling apart,
   faster than I ever
      would have thought
Good thing I always picked myself up
   before I ever got caught

I just,
got too tired, I guess
Some people aren't meant to be
         temporary
Don't stop shining.
   you always were a better part of me
and when I'm not there
   don't pretend like I did
If something hurts
tell mom how much it does
Talk to your friends
   and not just when you're drunk
It's hard to explain
   how precious you are
When it's coming from someone
   whose prerogative
      is done

But I think I can try
Always remember to be confident
Don't let people's opinions
   make you falter
**** alcohol
**** will **** inhibitions
Speed seems like the best drug around,
   until you watch it **** ambitions

Sorry, again. I'm no poet.
This is for each and every one that I've ever loved
   I can only hope
      that it's enough.

I'm still waiting
   for us to wake up
      and realize that it was all
   just a vivid,
****** up dream

How can you honestly
   come to me
presuming that I'm that kind of man
When I only told the truth
   to avoid this very situation
And then when your table is turned
you so vehemently squirm
   under the spotlight
Am I that ignorant to you?
**** your so-called *truth

I don't know why
   I'm so ******* myself
I know I'm not ugly or anything
Not to other people, at least
And although I may have talent,
ambition left me a long time ago
It feels like I'm being buried alive

I'm ready to drown in the fires
   of the bridges I've burned down
This feeling is exhilaration
   no remorse
     no regrets

Not many achieve this level of freedom
Restraint is for the contrived
Complacency is to live in denial