Clever mind, Brave soul
Big dreams, keeping it cool

Heard a lot to be honest
Every time I grew more impressed
Left me, then I left you.. what a deep cut
I cut you off when I got scared of the breakup

Looking back we weren’t nice
But we didn’t care, and I payed the price

Meeting you isn’t what I regret
I fight to not stalk you on the net
You contacted me to reconnect
That’s when I wished we only met
in our 20’s but we couldn’t bet
6 years later still under effect
I swear though I’m not that upset
For you I got a lot of respect

You had me down like nobody did
You can’t do it twice, God forbid!

Have no idea which one I was
Though, so sure I’m not Betty cause
the shame to be Augustine has grew some claws
My heart’s bleeding drowned the Gauze

You were 17 and played ur games
But you are what you did, Mr James

Trying so hard to not be less
Caught at your lowest you became An_ass

--HexaWhirl</3

They said “Bad feelings are temporary”
Are they?

Is it the optimistic urge to let them go
And free the space for upcoming more?
And how do we know what’s coming isn’t as bad?
Can we mesure how much we endured
and how much is left ?

“Bad feelings are temporary”,
Do we at some point in life upgrade
and reach access to the sanctuary?
Is it fair share the amount of things
that are upsetting or scary?

How can you say it’s temporary ?
when every corner in me is hunted
with a heavy weight of a hurting feeling
How many did I drop and
How many do I still carry?
My shoulders are tired
And my bones are growing weary

“Bad feelings are temporary”,
How come they become bad in the first place?
Don’t they have a purpose
Or do they just occupy space?
Do we need to feel anxious or not enough
in order to grow more tough?
Couldn’t we just all agree to not be rough?
Couldn’t we change the rules
So the gentle one survives?

Couldn’t we care more
And help each other feel a little less
of the bad feelings that we call temporary?

-HexaWhirl<3

Eye blink, So quick!
I lost the count!
Hit twenty three and still in doubt
About how it all came out
Sick of all the what ifs that eat my mind
But one thing I'm thankful for is my person that I found

Amid the chaos and the pain
Her words can light up a flame
Of hope and stop the blame
For everything again and again
Likewise her name she gives faith
That I'm the one to decide my fate
"Don't be lame it's never that late"

Did I find my soulmate?

Our wonderland was never coloured and pink
It's all shades and splattered ink
Of Unspoken words that I'm writing
About you as I'm hiding
Not my truth or who I am
Just a raw thought at 3 am

Just know you’re the closest to my heart
Even if someday we'll grow apart

Yes, She’s the best Mate!

-HexaWhirl<3