Gulishta

Gulishta Nov 2017

Life.

Some says it's a journey,
Some says it's an experience.
I say it's a roller coastar.
The exhilaration of going up,
The calmness of coming down.
The pulsing of excitement,
The serenity of the quiet.
The tears of heartbreak.
And the tears of joy.
The butterflies of falling in love.
The gut ranching feeling of loosing someone.
The togetherness of family.
The companionship of the friendship.
The celebrations of a new life.
The funerals and goodbyes.
The beauty of mother nature.
And the ugly side of humans.
The innocence of a child.
The aqua and wild life.
It's really hard to contain it in just few lines.

Gulishta Nov 2017

Rise from the ashes.

Oh! I've gone crazy,
I couldn't stay away.
You slept serenely,
While I lie awake.

You told me the promises
You told me the lies.
You did everthing to hurt me.
While I tried to keep us alive .

You just go now,
I gave you the permission.
I was a fool to try,
Or just knew the importance.

But I won't Fall.
I won't give you the satisfaction.
And I don't care,
I got burn in the process.
Oh! you just wait and see,
I will rise from the ashes.

Gulishta Nov 2017

Waiting for you.

Watching you from afar,
Waiting for you to notice,
That you are what I wanted.
And everybody can tell it.

I want you to make the move,
Not because I'm shy,
just have something to prove.
We have an unsteady relation.
That I'm sure we both wants to improve.

Because you are everything to me.
Like you are flowing through me.
Like I'm living on you.
Like I came in this world for you.
And right now, just here waiting for you.

Gulishta Nov 2017

I got lost on my way home.

I got lost on my way home.
There was this place,
That I didn't know .
So beautiful but out of reach.
I tried the walls but couldn't breach .

There was solitude and greatness .
There was compassion and happiness.
There was a life of absolution.
And maybe with a lot of solutions.

I wanted to stay but couldn't.
I wanted to make a home there but couldn't.
I wasn't what they wanted.
Not worthy enough.

I was just a human.
With lust and envy.
With love and jealousy.
With a motive and a search for empathy.

Nov 2017

Ryan Holden

Take My Heart

The clock strikes
Confession time in my ink,
where I lay my arms down
with my veins full for you to see
what runs through them.

I admit my mouth is no river -
But you know that
I can think of a hundred ways
To get you closer -
To let my mouth run snakes
through your mind.

But I could think of
A million ways to make you smile,
And I would always much rather
See you happy -
But I choose to fall into your eyes
rather your arms -
As I can't separate my dreams
From my own reality.

Each day in Autumn I fall,
And each winters snap -
I will be bitten by your wit,
Then as Spring rises like the blooms
In your smile,
I will wake to the most beautiful
Of sun rise.

Her heart with mine -
Because I can't pretend
Or give anymore hints
whilst I lay arms down,
Tell me I'm yours
Because like you
I'm scared
To fall
Too.

#love #deep #fall #ryan #holden #catullusrp

Gulishta Nov 2017

It's okay.

Once we plant a tree of love.
If it blossomed ..would have been nice.
But it didn't. .so it's okay.
Nothing happened. .it's okay.
We couldn't be together. .it's okay.
There's nothing left for me..it's okay.

You were my journey,I was stranger.
You were the first note of the song,
I was the chorus.
You used to look like mine.
Like you were made for me.
Like we were meant to be.
But it didn't happened. ..it's okay.

Now tears and heartbreak are my best friends.
But I still have a smile on my face.
And even if I don't get a single thing out of this life..it's okay.

Oh life....
I've called for you.
Thought and nourished you.
But you didn't like it.
But you didn't believe it.
I was trying to make it up to you.
Now your eyes are upset with me.
But it's okay..

Inspired by a hindi song..one of my favourite.

Gulishta Nov 2017

Heartbreak.

How does a heartbreak look like?
Does it have a face?
Does it breath and is alive?
Or its just a shadow of my most beloved person?
Who has murdered my heart..
And made my head hallow.
Who took goodness,happiness, colours and my soul away.
Just left a shell, even the wind can sway.