do you know what it feels like
to be sweet talked then back stabbed?
do you know what it feels like
for everyone to know what you've done?
do you know what it feels like
when he leaves after you let him see another layer of you?
do you know what it feels like
to be used when you thought he care about you?
do you know what it feels like
for him to never speak to you again after you finally let him in?
do you know what it feels like
when your first boyfriend does these things?
do you know what it feels like
when you call me those names even when your'e kidding?
do you know what it feels like
when you can't trust anyone after what has happened to you?
do you know what it feels like
to live with all the regret because he made you do those things?
do you know what it feels like
to want to know why no one can love you?
do you know what it feels like**
because I do.