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 Apr 2016 Axle Avatari
gray rain
You said it didn't matter
you would accept me anyway
but when it came to the day
you forgot

I could tell you were uncomfortable
so I tried to hide
under a cover that killed me inside

My thoughts were intoxicated
I could not forget
it poisoned my mind

all I could think of
was not being accepted
and it destroyed my life

I gave up
I couldn't cope
I lost all hope

because the thought of my friends unacceptance killed me
Should I let them go?
 Apr 2016 Axle Avatari
Torin
I
cannot help
the hands
that touch me
when they
could heal me
I know
its a distant
language
written
on my soul
I wasn't
made
to
understand
but she reads me
and I feel
her
more than
     Anything.....
                               My greatest wish
                               I couldn't say
                              is by her
                              spoken
                        ­        my greatest hope
                              is only
                              that I could
                             hold her
                            forever
                               that we'll make love
                              while we're
                             still
                             young
 Apr 2016 Axle Avatari
summer
no,
don't choose him,

don't take him hand,
stop flirting.

it's a bad idea,
he will break you heart,

stop it,
stop touching his arm,

he is the bad kind,
you know it,

don't do it,
don't follow him,

go the other direction,
your going the wrong way,

come back,
don't do it,

please,
come back,
Her voice is honey
Deep inside the hive
You're being stung
Each time she moans and writhes
With every little quip
You want to go deeper
But the stings will not quit
So you let her **** you dry
Till you cannot take anymore
Then you ignore her
Hope it goes back to before
But you are addicted
This honey she let's you taste
You keep going back for more
Knowing the pain in the stakes
You want to quit her
As she does so with you
But this will not happen
The two have become infused
Try as you might
You cannot quit her call
Her honey voice is a drug
In which you've become enthralled
 Apr 2016 Axle Avatari
Torin
You think someone had to find you
Wrapped tight in your fear and worry
You were waiting on someone to find you
When you found me
I wasn't looking
Only at ends and oblivion
But you came out from your pain
When you found me
And all the love you gave me
Was the only thing to save me
You feel like someone had to find you
When you found me

I'll be forever grateful
And I know you will be too
Because when you found me
I found you
 Apr 2016 Axle Avatari
Torin
I don't want to fall asleep
I want to stay awake
Working hard to make this dream come true
This dream of you
And its all cold
And its all wrong
That I'm not where you are
ripping me open
No use in pretending
No denying an ultimate truth
My songs became more sorrowful
That I'm not where you are
Come be awake
Take my hand in this living world
Come dance in the rain with me
Take my heart that was always yours
Because I feel all alone
That I'm not where you are
The sting of its tail is oh so sharp
I should know it has pierced my heart
Injecting it's amorous venom
All while I lay upon pure linen

My tail and my horns tried to block it's path
But it found a way around my wrath
Softened me up with its silver tongue
Before I knew I was undone

My fault I'm sure
this hunter at heart
I zeroed in on my prey
I chose my mark

Did not expect
for it to hunt me instead
I realized too late
He was in my head

I try to want to shake him off
To no avail
He has me in his grasp
Upon my being, his venom has assailed
#capricorn #scorpio #****
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