I am a wonderer.
I don’t follow the path set for me
I’m like a bird who is free
I don't follow society's rules
Because the fear of being rejected is so minuscule
And what I say ,to you might seem like a mouthful
But to me it's extremely colorful

I may not be good at art
But i follow my heart
For what to me might seem like a symphony
Can seem to you like Blasphery

But I hope that you can see
That the difference is great to me
O' dear God this rhyme
Makes it seem like I'm wasting my time

Where is this going
It kinda seems to be growing

Ode to the boy in the gas station
Why are you such a temptation?

You think I'm unaware
But Sometimes I catch your stare
And that kinda makes me scared
Not for the fact that you cared

But what if I fall for you?
Will you fall for me too?
Or have you already fallen?
Is it my heart that will be stolen?

If words could tell you how I feel
Maybe they'd make your heart squeel
But for now I take all the sticks and stones
Just so they won't break your bones

Maybe if I held your hand
The world would feel like distant Lands
But instead you play away with her hair
And take away all her air

Sometimes I wonder if you whisper in her ear
And the thought of it make my heart tear

When I moved here a few months ago
I was so scared of what it would be like to call this place home
But now I sit in class with you and my heart goes "woah"
You make me feel a little less alone

Your hands in my hair
And you whisper in my ear
"There there"
Makes everyone else disappear

Sometimes I wonder
Do you do this for her too?
Because she is your lover
And that's not who I am to you

Me and you set fires
But she makes you smile

I swear if one more person tells me that me being who i an is just a phase
I might lose it
Me liking girls and boys is not a phase
Me cutting my hair short is not me trying to be a guy
Me wearing the color black does not make me a satan worshiper
it doesn't mean I'm depressed girl who's lost her way
no it just makes me who I am
everything about me is not a phase
its me expressing how I feel through the way I look
and it's me being true to myself
So if that makes you uncomfortable then walk away
because i'll keep my head up high
and look at the sky

I know that my clothing might seem dark
And that my face my say *******
But don't be scared
There's a wacky ****** deep down in here
Despite my cold arura and the way I dress
I promise I'm actually nice

I see you looking at me
As I walk away
So happy i didn't stay
But that's okay
I'll try again another day

I reach for the stars
But they seem so far