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Freijah Sel Yna Feb 2018
Take my hand and

take me somewhere else.

Take me anywhere 'coz

I won't care where.

What only matters to me

is I'm with you.

Knowing I might get lost,

but my hand was taken by you.
#Love #Calm #Faith #trust
Freijah Sel Yna Feb 2018
Your eyes, your nose
those pouty lips of yours.
As I run my finger to your hair,
touching your face to you chest.
Listening to the heart of yours beating.
Falling for every part of you and within.
In every single day of my life
I was still wishing and hoping.
To feel something again,
to feel something I've lost and
forgotten since then.

And now holding you closely,
giving a lot of weird feelings to me.
The eagerness to hug you when I saw you,
contradicted by the feelings
"Is this right that I am here with you?"
But my heart speaks louder than before,
So I choose to stay and hold your
hands tight like it's forever.

I don't care if I have no time,
If times ticking and I have to go now.
All I know is you are now here with me
The perfect place I always want to be.
And that special someone I'm longing to be with.
There is so much thing I want to say,
but for now let me hug you,
just give me time and  let me kiss you, softly.

Let the world stops the time for a second
while we are enjoying the sweetest
moments of ours. I don't want you to let go
or even just to see you go.
I just want you here beside me,
Coz if ever you never knew it baby..

You're the only person who always complete me. I love you, endlessly. As I promise, it will always be you and only you, who will have this heart. Who will complete this part. I Love You!
Freijah Sel Yna Feb 2018
Too far yet too close.
I see you standing here next to me,
but my heart wasn't able to reach you.

The gap that keeps us apart,
the invisible walls in between us
Feeds the agony of longing.

But it'll never be enough
for my heart to give up,
though the pain is intolerable.

I will keep reaching,
'coz I know it is worth risking.
Than to surrender my love.

My love that gives more than enough
To survive this fate of love
Freijah Sel Yna Jan 2018
I swear I tried,
For once in a lifetime
For once in my last time.

I tried to give life,
to the those who want
to took away my life.

I reach for the light,
The light which i know
tries to lead me right.

While i'm drowning,
Trying too hard
to avoid sinking.

Trying to save them,
And carry all
their burdens.

Heavier, everyday it's
Getting harder and harder
To get back to the shore.

It's getting darker
Colder, as I slowly sink
In my own deep thoughts.

Screaming and crying,
grieving without
Anyone knowing.

All I hear is silence,
So deafening.
So lonely.

'Til when will I be sinking?
How long should I be in here?

I'm tired. Tired enough to let go
Tired enough to hold my breath more

I just want to end this all,
To let it all and scream
all the pain inside.

To finally take my rest
from this lonely life

To finally reach the
Bottom of this heart.
Freijah Sel Yna Jan 2018
"My love look at us,
what took us apart
was the same thing
that keep us in touch."
Freijah Sel Yna Dec 2017
Been asking a lot, why?
Why does he need to keep a good book without reading?
Why does he need to write a story without thinking about the ending?
Why does she kept on holding even if she's grieving?
And why can't she just put anyone above him?

Does he really mean that much to her?
Do you think she's such a fool to keep on going even if she knows she'll die waiting in the ending?

She knows she can't have him.
She knows he loves someone else.
And she knows how **** hard it is to be in her position.

But, why? Why does she keeps on going?
Why does she need to keep on waiting, hurting, crying.. pretending and still loving.

Maybe now I know why, maybe now I understand why she just can't let go of him and just go find someone else.

Maybe.. she's still holding to the last hope she have that someday, he will choose her. That somehow she have a place in him.

As she would be willing to die every night to let her loving sun rise. It is all simply because she loves him and willing to do the sacrifice.
Freijah Sel Yna Dec 2017
"He, who doesn't trust easily,
Not even me.
He, who nags a lot and knows
his place.
He, who always wins the fight.
He, who doesn't believe easily,
unless he sees or you have proofs.
He, who won't be convinced,
unless you justify you're right."

"He, the one who loves coffee.
The guy who fall in love with the music.
The person who's a fan of a novel.
That kind of person you
don't want to argue with.
The guy who thinks practicality a lot."

"To the guy always makes me feel pretty
You who always compliment me
Every single tick of the clock.
The person who put those
butterflies in my stomach."

To you who made my heart beat faster,
each and everyday.
The guy who motivates me.
And the one who made me realize.

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