A seaside town
The breeze in my hair
I see my home
By the sunset hues
I find the path
I walk by the waters
The salt in the sea
It's the scent in the wind
I look up to the sky
Looking for something
Myself
I wonder
Wandering about
What if
I could find my own self?
Its lost
Somewhere in my mind
These thoughts
So many
Like stars
And I can't turn these stars
Into constallations
No matter how I try
Why?
I can't
Figure
It
Out
I look
And
Look
But nothing
Why?
Am I never
To be found?
Or just
Not now
I am lost
Am I to be found?

~Fin.

Neither burst
  Nor chains
    Will break this marrow cage

Nor sun
  Anew
    Will not change my ways

Arise my heart
   Alive today
     Arise my heart, away

I see you,
looking at me
You make me smile
Your hair in your face
The joy in your eyes
Like old trees
I hear your laughs
Like a little bird
Flying in the sky
Our kind embrace
It makes me happy
You are my friend
One whom I know
I would love to go
See the sky's together
Sit on the beach
Go on an adventure
With you
Never let me go
It feels like a dream
Being here
With you
I'm in a place
Farther than the moment
Im happy
Being here
With you
It would mean
The world
If you
Could
Stay
With
Me

~Fin

a bitter blade's first cut
will never be its last
a self-fulfilling prophecy
an echo of the past

its song still makes me sing
a whisper hardly missed
remembering the harmonies
retaining my clenched fists

there are too many broken strings
to play another song
still the music swells inside my walls
it's not a question to play along

I'd be more afraid if the music stopped
what if I forget all the words?
memories deafened through roaring silence
unsure of melodies I'd misheard

I still hear its hum inside my head
as hard as I try to forget
a question of whether it's now or forever
undoubted, hard-earned regret

I feel
The wandering lights
Dancing through
My mind
All in the sky
Leaving the world behind
I can go
Feel it for myself
The autumnal wind
The shadow of the trees
The salty sea
The brilliant lights of the sun
A thought
Goes through my mind
What if
I could see the wandering lights
That I see in my mind?
The wonder in the sky?
What if
It was all true?
I chase those
In my head
Almost catching them
Just a bit more
Those wandering lights
I see them
I close my eyes
I see those
Those wandering lights
The wonder in the sky
Don't you too?
Just a touch
The sparkle
In your eyes
When you see
Lights
Close your eyes
And follow the light
And with me we sing
In the mountain
Guide me
Oh the wandering lights
The first ones that
Dance through the sky
Tell me how to find my path
Through the Misty mountains
How to find home
We climbed this together
And made a pact for life
Keep climbing up the mountains
Follow the wandering lights
Through the dark
And stay
With
Me

~Fin.

1695

There is a solitude of space
A solitude of sea
A solitude of death, but these
Society shall be
Compared with that profounder site
That polar privacy
A soul admitted to itself—
Finite infinity.