J - Hello Poetry

J 5d

You lied

You said
“I’m not going anywhere”
…
Silly me, believing you
You loved so hard
Just to leave me like this
…
But why?
…
Guess there’s things
I’ll never know

J Apr 7

Not Over

From fairytale to stuttering
But we’re still going
Just a lot slower
…
Love doesn’t just happen
…
Just tell me you’ll
Come back to me

So we can be
Just like we were before

J Mar 20

I Instantly Knew (16 w)

From the very first glance,

You were different,
This was different,

Together, we could be special?

Maybe this is it? ❤️

J Jan 2021

Home

In every corner
I have a memory
Of us together

Lying side by side
Talking the night away
With food nearby

It hurt knowing
You would never
Come back home

#home #comeback

J Nov 2020

Communication

I knew I had an issue with some people,
But I never thought I would struggle with you
Sometimes I don't know what to say
And it turns into you shouting at me
I just sit there and I take it
Because I don't wanna make things worse

One day I won't just sit there and take it
And I fear what will happen that day
You say you hate conflict
But it seems like I hate it more
So I sit there and I take it
Because I don't wanna make things worse

sometimes this is how I feel

#talking #communication #failing

J Nov 2020

I’m fine

I’m getting tired of saying

I’m fine

I don’t want to talk to people to lie

I’m fine

I don’t want to pretend in meetings

I’m fine

I can’t take time off to lie to myself

I’m fine

#im #fine

J Jul 2020

Alone

First hangover post lockdown
I don't think I've ever felt more alone
Maybe it's the hangover or
Maybe I finally I can say it

I don't know if, I would have felt
Any different if we had lockdown together
But you gave me everything
And I took you for granted

Maybe I would have noticed it more
All the things you did,
How you gave have me your heart
And you were always there

I don't know where you are
How you are
But I hope your safe
I hope you are happy

#alone #lockdown #hangover