I am riding the waves of the ocean
Worried that I may drown into motion
How I dream to swim against the current
Hoping I can arrive on the shore of my comfort

My knees are shaking
My heart beat raising
Trying to put meaning
Into every mistake
Into every heartache
But NO
I won't cry
I will not cry
I am not letting me know I am weak

I have been so focused on you
Trying to get so close to you
I have been running
And running
And running
Until i realized
that is all I will be to you

Of course
How can a fish mourn its wings
When it doesn't have one to begin with
and It definitely does not make its fins any less of a value

Situations vary and so does our level of tolerance
We may never be in the same situations
But it doesn't mean we can never have the same feelings

Let me drown into something
Something else but you
I don't want to swim anymore
Except to swim away from you

You will always be too much
Because you think too much
So you do too much

But that is just who you are
You are too much
Aren't we all?

Perhaps at some point.

You said hello
My heart awoke knowing it was you
But it got a little blue
Remembering the pain from you