If love had a color...
What color do you think it would be??
Well i know for a fact, thet her color
Was transparent.
For she had lost it.

She said... "You should hate me"
He said... "It's hard"
"You seem to already hate yourself"

Yhu gave me butterflies...
But not in a good way. Those were times when, i was important to yhu...
Now, my only importance is yhur idea of me.
"Sometimes yhu have to give space, so people can miss yhu"
Maybe then, yhu'll get yhur value back!

I Sully everything i see...
I stain everything i touch
I leave pain in my wake, in all the hearts I've visited.
I'm the bringer of sadness...
The entity that shuts your lights out.
I am the room that takes your smiles and trade them for despair.
The utter embodiment of depravity
I am the boat man, at river Styx.
The one who knows no love
And the one who love, refuses to get close to.
I am neither here nor there, the complete definition of lost love.
I am death.
I am a poet in transit...

Maybe i deserve pain.
I've cried too much.
I suppose, it's why, it won't rain.
A heart that knows no gain.
Should i plull the plus,
Would it cause a riff, or would it strain
Maybe i deserve pain.
Cause all who've held my heart.
Have felt pain!

I do not believe in love
But staring at ou...
Makes my butterflies reproduce

I really hate violence
But i want to beat up your ex

I don't go to church at all.
But i pray to a God, who i do not believe in
So he can keep you safe.

I really hate being spoken to.
But your voice are untold melodies to me.
And your words are food to my soul.

****!

She said "i love you"
He smiled, then spoke about the beach house.
The cuddling, with endless kisses.
With essence of ***** smelling all around.

Changing new sheets together.
Walks at the park, holding hands and being there for each other
Dancing to their favorite songs
Cooking, and ending up not eating them.
For the fun of it.
Skipping trips to stay home and do nothing.

She said : what are yhu talking about.
He said: oh, i thought we were just listing impossible things!?

If home was a person not a place.
Then you were my temporary camp site...
And you made me lose my home.
Cause i spent one night with you.

Do you still miss me??
I mean...
You can lie, but it doesn't make us even!

Thanks to those who didn't stop me from crying. *yhu made me forget my tears.
Thanks to those who left me on the floor, *yhu thought me new ways to stand!
Thanks to those who left, *yhu made me become more independent.
Thanks to those who gave up on me! *i honestly never thought I'd be this strong without yhu.
Thanks to those broke my heart. *i found a new way to love because of yhu.
Thanks to those who didn't reply my talks or messages! *yhu made me enjoy my own company!
Thanks to those who faked smiles to me. *haha, i surely discovered the right way to smile.
Thanks for the pains too, *i never knew my tears tasted this good!
And thanks to those who told me i couldn't do it! *i hope yhu can see me now.
I am doing it!

Let's just play pretend.
...
Why don't we just say we're in love.
Let's pretend till it turns into a role play.
Till it becomes a routine.
Until we actually fall in love
...
Let's just play pretend

All our pain is covered, by laughter.
Our tears has turned into cold sweat.
But our smile...
Our smile would give a happy person
Low self esteem!

When he was asked something honest.
He said "he had known her for a long time".
And That, she and truth aren't related.
Even down to the "you" in "i love you"
Was a lie.

They say only the devil walks in darkness.
But I pray daily in darkness...
And sin openly in the light!
What does that make me??

I hate to see you cry.
But, you only look beautiful when you cry.
My only wish is, that i would stop being your reason to.

Each blue mark that has evolved into purple on her body.
Shows the journey she's gone.
Each tears tell how far the journey is.
Each smile faked, says too much about pain endured.
Each silence she kept.
Spake volumes too high for ears to bare!