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Descovia Jan 2022
"365 days in a year. 52 in a half weeks. 12 months. The times, where I could no longer count. 525,600 minutes without remembering what provided me with clarity and contradictions, imprisoned me to remain captive by my own spells. This is the result of conjuring forces, meant to remain behind close doors. Within me in a lovely disguise, sleeps unruly beast whom is beautifully wrapped in moisturized medium brown skin, battle scars, tribal and memorial tattoos, with a strong voice. I am no avenging angel. But I will slay demons for these very angels, even if this war could threaten the human race. Never did I consider myself one.
I am more than willing to sacrifice anything, but may it be, as long as it's NOT any extension of myself, in my beautiful babies.
My spells condemned those whom are immune by the light of invigoration and unwilling follow a path of righteousness in enlightenment!

"If it does not reward life with offerings of tranquility. It matters not to me. I rather it be cast into the shadows, before my moment to awaken on the other side. I am not only, willing to make this sacrifice alone. I am willing to become it!  "

Matthew Descovia


-Well in my heart, death isn't the answer as in killing oneself or harming others for things they've done. It's unjustifiable, like the prison system where people hurt people who cause harm. Instead of exploring the root cause or trauma triggering those actions._
"Cassandra Lozano

"What questions would you ask the world? If you can speak to everyone at once?"

As wrong as it may be, if you cause pain for the youth. Then I will never be a saint for causing harm to those whom prey on the innocent.

No baby has the skill-set to make life changing decisions.  
Your life matters nothing to me. If you sour the taste of salvation.
When we all live longed praying for truth and eternal life without anguish!

If it was possible without harm. I'd Scatter myself beyond the cosmos, figuring out why Wanda cannot grant a single wish. The blame does not go to Timothy. He too, believes in magic in his heart. He lives by it. Much like we all do. Dream big star, moon, indigo, and rainbow blessing babies!

In a way to heal the broken so that there is peace....

I am not afraid to become the hero needed for this world.

These children will not be led to darkness.

When all of them are glorified light-workers!

I am not only, willing to make this sacrifice alone. I am willing to become it!
Cassandra Lozano & Descovia collaboration.

Dedicated to JASON VUKOVICH
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!
Descovia Jan 2022
The winter time air was heavy, harsh, and the roughness filling my lungs with bitterness of the cold that could be felt within my bones.  The rays from the sun bleed color into my world of gray.

Peace, love, all that amounts to sustainable tranquility. Running through fields of countless, questionable intangible emotions, plummeting through the depths of my own conflicting mind. All seemed meaningless, the very things sought to reward myself with some sort of relief from the unbreakable pain.
The shadows closed in around me, and it appears that I've reached the end of my journey without a treasure to claim!

  A mere "soulvenier" of my accomplishments, a reflection of strength and admiration towards mending broken promises that took pieces of me to defy obstacles... OBSTACLES... that challenged me to my breaking point... On play,  pause, and repeat
in order to change!
Was it not good enough?
Was my efforts not good enough?

Looking in the mirror, questioning my identities, searching restlessly, longing internally, in another perspective
my efforts were in vain....


The world calls me by this name... (Matthew, who is this you speak of with a wretched tongue?  The makings of a  man you wish to know?)

A name.... which is meaningless to uphold
Where will it all go from here?
If I left everything behind?
Descovia Jan 2022
I knew it all would never be the same
When times made us go with change
The feelings and situations that came.

Old Thoughts. Simplicity, Reflection
#3
Descovia Jan 2022
I can go Batman
Without a bat
Cut the snake’s head off
Like I am samurai jack
I got more tricks than
a cat in a hat
Fire my element
never chill or relax


Fire’s my element never chill or relax
They be doing **** for a react
Get my hands on you it’s OV
The way it’s gonna be straight facts
Push a brother to be on the attack
I am going full metal alchemist
Goblins, titans, pedos, all laying flat!
darkness  taking over, nothing new
Answer the phone,  your child is missing you!
Descovia or Matt which do you listen to?
Am I being too much? What am I to you?
If I left or died what would you do?
The mirror is a curse
I see a better me in my kids
Don’t be like your parents
“Be better and be you
I wouldn’t put anything
on paper not true
that’s word to the youth!
That as real as it gets, no excuse
Don’t give a **** about livin no lie
Cause at the end of the day I will die for these babies as Well as all of my truths!
Let’s finish this!!!

Always feelin, I am in the wrong place
At the wrong time!

Emotionally withdrawn falling far behind
Being torn apart from all that’s mine
All I wanted was love !! (Just love baby)
**** dolla signs!
never wanted your heart in piecesssss
Only wanted a peace of mind.
I know he’s hurting
While I am acting like ***** fine
You’re worth more than media
and live time
Pay attention to red flaaagggss but
All sides of me be crossing lines!
Pray for my recovery or downfall
A man is doing all he can
to stay alive!!!
My fight with my demons!
Duality. Me vs Me collaboration. Dark Arts Master. Caution profanity
Descovia Jan 2022
[Chorus]
Momma mad at your daddy
Now you dealing with what she felt
Momma mad at your daddy
and there’s no call for help
Momma mad at your daddy
Now it’s you against everyone else
Now you dealing with what she felt
Now she dealing with the pain she felt

[verse 1]
All these ****** now a day
Be like I love you but **** what
You and your momma felt
No need to rush into the details
Everyone fighting to grab the wheel
Destroy us all!
You need to stay strapped in life
Like a seatbelt!
All you ****** burn your cheese
Before you get it complain,
Why my life’s a mess!?
Your style more greasy,
than a patty melt!
Coming at me with 99 problems
Like you the hottest
item on the shelf
I “Ensure“ you nobody
cannot get you freaking help
Run that scam on me
Promise change for my babies
you’ll never drop the dime on
Anybody else unh!!!

[Chorus]
Momma mad at your daddy
Now you dealin with what she felt
Momma mad at your daddy
Now you dealin with what she felt
Momma mad at your daddy
Now you dealin with what she ****** felt
Now you dealing wit what she felt
Now you dealing wit the pain she felt

[verse 2]
I don’t understand
It never goes according to plan
Gotta path by an oath to follow
Blessed by my little girls and lil men
I am changing forms
For the situation like Ben 10
On my funny **** like Huxtable
Classy like a Jefferson.
Can’t have good times for long!
**** **** **** It all!
Gloria, I know the feeling!
Can’t talk **** on nobody’s walls
While throwing rocks
at a glass ceiling! **** it!
If I go out again, it’s with a Bang!
No apologies to Krillin!
18 times Super energy!
I won’t pray for a villain
Cause I super sayian slay for a living
If I go Exodia, I will remove
you from existence!
I have many eyes in the vision
You get in my way? You must be tripping
One of the many of us, has to make a difference!
Miracles can happen in an instant!
R.I.P to all my limits, have a problem with me?  Bring beef. We can grill it! Come on with it! Let’s get it!

I am not scared!
Descovia Jan 2022
Everybody want the spotlight
Don’t show off just for the highlights
Punk fool packing fire
in a fist fight
I am the flame that is no lie
I am flashing like a drive by
Playin games wit mortal life
shyyyyt ain’t wise!
Bella, never take my advice
Now she Searching for
a star in the twilight
Searching for a star in the twilight
Searching for a star in the twilight
Searching for a star in the twilight!
I’ll have you seeing stars
trying to get your **** right!


Now say what you want
about me by any and all means
But mess with the kids dreams
I am unleashing spirit
bombs and death beams!
Every day I feel myself going
Super sayian sage mode
Kids before everything else
that’s the way! I’ll die by the G code!
Mind racing like a highway
Thoughts and emotions
On the same goal
I got so much to lose
and I know what’s in my control
Take a chance like a free throw
I gotta make the goal or
they take another toll
Another loss
Another miss
Never wanna hear em say
Momma, Dadda never did this
What parent wanna hear momma,
Daddy never did ****!!?


Everybody want the spotlight
Don’t show off for the highlights
Punk fool packing fire
in a fist fight
I am the flame that is no lie
I am flashing like a drive by
Playin games wit mortal life
shyyyyt ain’t wise!
Bella, never take my advice
Now she Searching for
a star in the twilight
Searching for a star in the twilight
Searching for a star in the twilight
Searching for a star in the twilight!
I’ll have you seeing stars
trying to get your **** right!
Descovia Dec 2021
[Intro]
Life is a struggle but we gotta
work it out and I ain’t talking doubles da jungle
Be humble but like a deadly crossover
You might stumble!

[Poem]
I been doing my thing for a minute
Ain't no stopping my hustle (NOPE!)
Y’all fools play too much ( Get outta here!)
But who’s really ready to rumble? (Bet!)
It’s never a day off in my head (NEVER!)
Stay pushing that muscle! ( YA! YA!)
I go hard like a BEAST ( roars)
None of You
don’t want it in the jungle! (Let's get it!)



Put that on my momma, rip to all my tias, know I love ya, the sky the limit and I know one day again, I'll see you!

Put that on my loved ones, put that on my team, it’s more than chasing commas, I am gucci with mi amigos and mi amigas!  


My limits  won’t hold me back, you betta believe it! Aye!
You betta believe it aye.
You betta believe it aye!!
Forget whatever a hater say.
No n* got time to play-play-play-play-play
all day yea. (Yuh!)
I got kids to feed and bills to pay
Slay any **** that gets in my way (Ha!)
You better believe it aye!
Memphis & Descovia Collaboration
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