get old

get sick


and die


it's normal

You swore you'd love me until the end of time
But now the end is getting nearer
And I still don't even see your face
When I look into the mirror

What now I see is shadows
Cast from shaky lights above
Where your little voice cries out
"What once was here was love"

I’m having
A great time
With myself
I love myself
I do
For the
First time
In my life
I can cry
I love myself
I’m learning
To love myself
More
See, going
Get my nails & feet done
That not loving yourself
That’s just
Maintenance
You ain’t by
Yourself
With
Yourself
When you get
By
Yourself
Sometimes
The thoughts
Would be
So loud
You can’t even
Stand you
Own
Self

What made
us so beautiful
Is that we
were never
likely to happen,
And here we are;
Pretending
to be oblivious
To the obvious
love waves
Bouncing back
and forth
Between
our hearts
This thing
Is a never
ending start...
Where the moments
we are meant to share,
Are carelessly
forced apart.

Waco
Ruby Ridge
Jackson State

May 4th
Kent State

(4 dead in Ohio)

She led me by the hands
saying she would never leave me.

I was happy
for once believing
and loved her more.

The little I had in the purse
was hers
saved nothing willingly
sure as I was
one day
her love would save me.

When I fed enough winds
to her wings
she flew away to a pasture
better and greener.

She led me by the hands
and for once I believed
she wasn't Miss Leading.

the edge keeps getting
harder to find
keep my ledge clean
brush away this uneasy
disparate ride

spin your thread
that delicate strand
wish me good luck

and i'm not a dancer
but if you ask,
fate or fortune?
smiling,
dancing madly backwards
I'll ride the razor ribbon wire
into the wall of shadows

and until the tug of destiny
and before the ringing of bells
keep me close to your heart.