t's hard to relax
With all of this train of thoughts
Eyes open wide
I'm flying deeper in this cold night

I remember when i start this day
I'm happy and careless, but its all ok
I know what i wanted and try to reach it
So sure that my hand can touch and feel it

Who knows things can turnd out bad
It's coming from every corner
Waiting for my mistakes
And ambush me with all of it strenght

Now i know how fool a man can be
Trapped in a hole that a blind man can see
My pride and ego always failed me
Now it happened there's no point to sorry

I hide behind the pillow and close my eyes
Hoping that i could fall into dreams
It's 30 minutes before the day lights
These regrets, still wont set me free

Its not something that occurs everyday
You met someone and you don't know how it starts away
Crazy how simple it is to say
I love you but i don't know what it means anyway

You pull me up
And i see your smile
And here it comes

You won't be alone girl, no more
My love could last forever
As tears and sadness goes away
You'll found that i'm here to stay

Years gone by in an instant
I could barely appreciate your everything
I can feel that right at this moment
The world is turning just for the both of us to sing

I pulled you up
And i see your smile
Here i come

I know you were already used to the pain
But to be honest, nobody cares
So even if you were hurting
Please keep it to yourself
No one can be expected to show empathy
To someone that is so pathetic

I know what you wished for
Someone to share the burden
Someone to depend on
Someone to **** this boredom
Someone to die for

Lets be real here for a second
You worth nothing more than a trash
How dare you ask for us to grief
When you die what we felt was relief

Please stop bothering her
She was too good for the likes of you
The cheerful girl that brighten our days
Isn't for someone like you to chase

Stop following her you pathetic
We've grown tired of your antics
She doesn't like you even for a bit
Making her feel uncomfortable is all you did

She was just being nice
Like she did with everyone
How dare you feel so special
When she gave you a little attention

Back off and die
No one cares
Back off and die
So she can smile

Cheerful and bright
Colorful delight
I'm such of a fool too realize
You're too much of a prize

Too caught up in my own delusion
Stirred up in confusion
I held myself responsible
For being so gullible

You stretch your arm and you smile
The whole world shines so much brighter
He came and hold you in his arm
I see your face couldn't be happier

There is no place for me
There is no place for me, in your world

I can't believe how easy i fall into this
Does my mind playing tricks on me
Or was i simply such a fool
For wanting someone like you

I'm not the reason for your smile
I'm not the cause of your tears
So insignificant and small
I wish to be something more than this

Defeated and despaired
I'm walking home to nowhere
For mine was by your side
But there is no place for me there
There is no place for me anywhere