Jaw dropped
eyes dead
all i want
is to never wake up again

you were nothing more to me than when you loved me in my dreams.

Awful thoughts,
terrible ideas of departure in my own room
i dont wanna be like this forever
just hold me now, i cant breathe

Despite efforts to try to erase you from my mind
i still catch myself wondering how your day is going
who you talked to, whatever drama it is you have now
is this what love is? if so i have it for the wrong soul
if i can convince myself you never had a second thought about me
maybe i can get over this mountain of memories

The more you complain about
your imperfections the more
i fall for you,
scars upon your skin are glimpses into the life you've lived
longing for the stories you hold
what made your soul so peculiar
it crossed with mine

dancing around truth
language presenting love and care
true intentions of selfishness
hard to pickup
but we have played together before
no longer intoxicated by love
catching tone
body language
slight shifts explain everything before
voices ever do

Voices right around corner
conversations just out of reach
barely audible arguments to take up the
every bit of silence
fabricated by self
consistent
footsteps from nowhere
within an unknown setting i would be
driven insane with
gossip from the dome