Early leave of confidence to live
worlds going to ****
apparent mindset

Playing in circles
For the week
Next week your departure is certain
Dramatic but the same every time
We’ve done this 3 times now my love
Eye contact is gone, along with memories of simple love
Till I catch your eyes connect with mine
Can’t see emotion in your face anymore

Broken clocks
times stopped
memories preserved in anger
feelings never fading
physical attraction absent
lust to learn how you
love now

You need to stop for a second,
Look around you baby, its empty
Where did all your time go ?
How’d we end up here ?

Weird to see another real soul within this fake world
Similar circumstances have put us together my love,
Now is the time for only the enjoyment of small blessings
Already running out of time, I’ll let the words leak from my mouth
Short run ins with love taught me to hold my tongue
Just like the rest we will part ways, take the lesson
And better yourself for me.

No need for petty lies my dear,
Simple conversation fixes everything
Be honest for once
With yourself and me
I believe you mean no intentional harm
But your mind is all over the place
And sudden changes in heart leads
To destruction of self worth and
A twisted idea of what love is supposed to be

Euphoric escapes from reality
in a small apartment locked away from the world
were all i lived for early on
now i see the terrifying loop of addiction
individual, beautiful souls
losing themselves to substances
fear of death is no where in sight
oddly, the lust for departure from earth
is front and centre in their mind
death has become a beautiful idea
for kids