On the first time that I met you, I went to sleep trying to remember your face, but I could not make it out.
The only thing, the only feature that came so crystal  clear to my mind were your lips, astounding  as they are, like I know you are.
Lips that ravish my soul
They are the lips I wish to kiss
Your lips,
So warm that whisk my own
Lips that whisper to my ear
The lips I want to hear
Your lips,
Lips with which I fall in love
The lips worth a mythical tale

She was never mine
But loosing her broke my heart
It’s like everything I see ,I need to speak to her about it
I just need to speak to her again
Cos everything I do ,I do it for her
Cos she is exactly the type of girl I always wanted

Suicide
Hey don’t be weak do it ,
My thoughts hurt me sharper than
The distance between me and her
I got over her but forget to forget her
It digs deeper than a borehole driller
I cried in the mirror as I
Pinched my ****** skin to feel alive

Once again the first enemy on my list
Came closer,my thoughts
Slash that blade across your wrists
I thought
Have never loved so hard
Never did I know love can be a twisted
Destiny
The pain inside of me made me loose my mind
How can something so free something so gentle turn this venomous

I over dosed on pills ,and any other sort of ecstasy stimulants to make me feel some kind of way
My mind was jailed
This was one hell of a prison that even Michael scorfield couldn’t break me out of

I hated my life period
But I hated it more that she was gone
Tears would always stream down my cheeks
My emotional cuts got deeper and deeper
But I asked myself if I died today would she remember me tomorrow ?

there are words i wish i could take back
there are moments i wish they never actually happened
there are words i wish i never heard
there are pictures i wish i never took
there are wishes i wish i never made because i was so young and
afraid of being alone

my life literary *****
my world rapidly shrinks
my esteem slowly fades
my veins creepily block the blood to my brain

she could not stay for me
she said she loved me
she said she cares
she said she would never lie to me
but she also once said she loves herself a lot more

she was all i ever wanted
she was all i could hold on to
she was ,who she was thats why she left me for herself

Rice machine gone to warm mode
My laptop on the bed goes to power save mode
My phone goes to night view mode
Been staring for nearly the whole day
To feel some type of way
But you again ,was in my way
You have always had it your way
I wish I could throw these me memories away

i cant remember when i last held your waist
i bet he does so at every chance he gets
but whats in there for me
memories
do you think of the cold days and warm evenings spent together?
i guess i guessed wrong but who cares
better you happy anyway