I once a loner
Cared less nor more
A colorless world
Communicating with no words

Sitting Under  thunder clouds
As lightning struck and burned a house
Hear my heart as it howls
All will be clarified of what it sounds

Black bag ,jeans, & shoes
Roads cheap light post
I alone walks
With no one to talk

Pokered face
With the breezes' cold embrace
Emotionless days and nights
Its dark ,it was ,please let me feel the light.

With the musics rhythm
Clearing the  dim
Igniting the light
Comforted my sight.

Melodic to my ear
Dried all of my tears,
In my days
You are here in my every ways.

Break those walls
Announce His name to all
He's Jesus Christ our Lord
Know Him people at all sorts.

With Hymn
Give thanks to Him
All shall kneel and bow
And confess all of your sins
Praise and vow.

Where do I belong?
I can't continue this song
This song of my life
This sadness in my heart's  rife.

I have considered them wrong
I'm living in lie for so long
What am I to them?
Do they see me the same?

No matter how I look at it
I can't seem to fit
Their bond's too deep ,
For me to catch up and dig.

They won't even listen on how I feel
They wont!  I'm always concealed
I'm nothing but trash to them
They wont accept me for who I am!

Hear the echo
Of my never ending sorrow
Listen to the numbness beating of my heart
Listen as my soul depart.

This place's too dark
Hark to the soundless harp,
hark to my garbage life!
And see through to the darkest night.

My days with you
Was a dream came true,
My hours at night  you whom I seek
Every minute every second that ticks.

You're the reason of my every smile
I haven't been this happy for a while,
Since then I was longing to be love and admired
And here you came sudden and unexpectedly undesired.

I never knew that it'll be you
Because I was expecting other than you,
But now God have given me a fille like you
And that you have made me acceptable that I never knew .

I am thankful to have
I am greatful to be love
I am blessed to be gifted
I am proud to be shifted
With you I'm content
And nor will be discontent.