When I try to hold you,
But you pull away,
Do yo uh love me?
It's to hard to say,
It hurts me,
Leaves me blank,
But then I gotta just say,
I need help,
I need to be held,

I know I look strong,
But I break,
Maybe it's because I'm a girl,
Maybe you feel since your a girl too,
And that I'm more of a tomboy,
Maybe! It's because I don't tell you how I feel,
Or maybe it's just when I say,
" I dont wanna talk about it "
Or,
"I feel angry, sad, and hurt "
Or maybe,..
....
You just don't care

Eyes Burn,
  Ears Ring,
   Thin Screams,
     Lucid Dreams,
          Heavy Heart,
            Broken Bones,
              Shattered Lungs,
                       Frozen Stares,
                          Woken Dares,
                              Battled Mind,
                                  Woven Soul,
                                       Brick Beds,
                                        Rushing Water,
                                            Frozen flames,


               THE MADDNES GAMES

I've been feeling this way for a while now,

And it's starting to take the stage,

As it slowly chips away,

Like a nail at my soul,

We barely talk anymore,

Much less spend time.



It feels like it's killing my brain,

And I wonder.....

Can siblings neglect,

Even if they are younger?

Or is just nothing because,

Only I can neglect,

I'm the problem!!!....



You'll never relize will you?

I'm to good at poker,

You won't be able to read my hand.