When I try to hold you,
But you pull away,
Do yo uh love me?
It's to hard to say,
It hurts me,
Leaves me blank,
But then I gotta just say,
I need help,
I need to be held,

I know I look strong,
But I break,
Maybe it's because I'm a girl,
Maybe you feel since your a girl too,
And that I'm more of a tomboy,
Maybe! It's because I don't tell you how I feel,
Or maybe it's just when I say,
" I dont wanna talk about it "
Or,
"I feel angry, sad, and hurt "
Or maybe,..
....
You just don't care

Eyes Burn,
  Ears Ring,
   Thin Screams,
     Lucid Dreams,
          Heavy Heart,
            Broken Bones,
              Shattered Lungs,
                       Frozen Stares,
                          Woken Dares,
                              Battled Mind,
                                  Woven Soul,
                                       Brick Beds,
                                        Rushing Water,
                                            Frozen flames,


               THE MADDNES GAMES

Cool were the colors of the evening mountain lake
Cool was the breeze that blew across her face.
Cool were her eyes as they gazed back at me.

Gentle were her lips as they sang sweet songs.
Gentle was the water her silk dress dragged upon.
Gentle were the wisps that left her hands.

Bright was the smile she offered me.
Bright were the lights that fluttered off her fingers.
Bright was the day I watched
The most beautiful fairy dance atop the water.

I've been feeling this way for a while now,

And it's starting to take the stage,

As it slowly chips away,

Like a nail at my soul,

We barely talk anymore,

Much less spend time.



It feels like it's killing my brain,

And I wonder.....

Can siblings neglect,

Even if they are younger?

Or is just nothing because,

Only I can neglect,

I'm the problem!!!....



You'll never relize will you?

I'm to good at poker,

You won't be able to read my hand.