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Apdoul Baron Mar 2019
Clutching my pillow,   
body draped in sweat. 
All of a sudden.    
I can hardly breathe.   
My heart had been ripped     
apart,and I had awoken again. 
A recurring Nightmare   
My death I constantly see.  
Every night it haunts me,   
it pains my lively-hood.   
Death so engulfing that     
suffocating sensation,   
the thought of fading into     
nothingness, it scares the     
living **** out of me.   
I cant change it, I cant     
stop dreaming my constant demise. 
   Then as I slowing lay down,   
    it hurts knowing that this     
    was only my first fright     
for the Night.
Apdoul Baron Mar 2019
My Inspiration came from 
heartache, sadness and anger. 
My creativity is as been gone 
for a while now 
and all I can do is put 
pitiful phrases 
together in neat little lines 
uneven stubby lines 
and hope they pass as second-rate poetry. 
My ingenuity as been gone 
for a while now 
because the heartache,pain and anger 
are gone... 
because I'm happy 
and even if it lasts for a day 
at least I'll remember that 
I was smiling that day
Apdoul Baron Mar 2019
Not Long Ago,
I loved you, my rock and my soul
So I loved you , because you were different from all the others
I had know, because of your courage;
your skin like the earth,
your mind like the ocean
and your smile not realizing how misleading your smile
But you became distant, the days, weeks, turned to months
and the phone calls pivoted to nothing.
I texted you, came to you, talked to you, wrote to you but
You never acknowledged me.
Then I had learned the reason behind your sudden separation
I was crushed, devastated as my fragile world shattered apart
I tried to hide the pain; and decided to move on.
Then I saw you with him, and you told me why
sundently it came back flooding into my chest like a tsunami
The sensation, feeling that you had left me like a castaway
from a shipwreck was more than enough
But to tell me "I wanted to just try it once" made it even more insufferable

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